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Tokuriki Tomikichiro Lake Kawaguchi - New Thirty-six Views of Mt. Fuji Date:Ca. 1950s.

Summer and Monsoon

I was way too lazy to draw clothes

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

sk8ter boi x jock 🛹⚽️

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half formed thoughts about jaewon after kissing jihyun: he’s retreating.

when his friend(?) asks if he remembers he kissed someone last night. when jaewon pauses, asks with who? and it’s taehyung not jihyun and he breathes out in relief? in exasperation? in disappointment? i’m not sure

i think a typical response to almost being caught kissing someone anyone you’re not supposed to would be panic or giving excuses or plausible deniability.

but jaewon’s reactions always seem so minimal to me. so causal. so nonchalant. so oppressed.

depression is numbing. i wonder if a lot of how jaewon acts is the depression talking and guiding him. all this numbness and then the masking, the walls pulled up tight and around himself.

he’s also so so so tired. when he confronts taehyung in the washroom after being paired with eunji, he’s annoyed. so very annoyed. but he doesn’t fight. is it politeness? is it just him wanting to avoid conflict? when eunji says no they should work together on the presentation jaewon is so annoyed. but he doesn’t fight again.

there’s only so much one person can take before they break

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so at my new job there’s been a lot of confusion over my gender (which as an enby is great) but somehow in the confusion my coworkers came to assume I’m a trans man and even though I’m AMAB I’ve used the confusion as leverage to get them to put tampons/pads in the men’s room and add a gender neutral bathroom for any transmascs/enbies down the line and I kept thinking “this is like the ‘my gender is whatever makes the joke funnier’ thing but the opposite??” and anyway tldr here is my “My gender is” alignment chart

Oh this is amazing so many of these are a mood

hi! i am once again posting for the Abu Shammalah family's vetted gfm campaign. pls make sure to follow and boost his accs: @ahmed322 and @ahmed8311.

gofundme.com

Donate to Help the Abu Shammalah Family Find Safety and Rebuild, organized by Ahmed Abushammala

Dear Friends, Family, and Kind Strangers, I am writing to… Ahmed Abushammala needs your support for Help the Abu Shammalah Family Find

PLS HELP THE ABUSHAMMALA FAM

Displaced four times from our home, they now find themselves living in a single, overcrowded room with our cousins – ten people crammed into a space meant for one or two. The lack of privacy, the absence of basic necessities, and the constant fear for their lives have made their situation desperate.

i was finally able to talk to ahmed a while ago. i got his permission to share to you all what a lot of us and people before us had been echoing since the dawn of humanity.

the poll i made was me trying to relate and connect with the tumblr userbase who faces rental probs, and homelessness. i am hoping that you see yourself in their place. housing is a basic human right. just like land which gives us bread and rice. it is not really an up for debate issue. and this is also why oppressed and exploited ppl fight with their life for their security, for their dignity, for their identity, for their family and for their children's future. can we help ahmed raise the necessary funds for his family? this gfm was created last april. still at 22% of completion. can we give them hope and support? this is #161 on @/el-shab-hussein, @/nabulsi and @/moayesh gsheet; also posted by @/el-shab-hussein here

thanks to all who advocated for the abusweireh family so far. please continue doing so. you keep them afloat in the middle of everything. also, i beg everyone again to not hesitate to help other palestinian families pls! a small amount goes a long way. a reblog might be the reason someone donates. a simple post can alter their lives. show them that we care and that palestinian lives matter. pls.

everybody keeps saying "it should not happen to you first for you to finally care" or wtvr variation of it before but like i still do not see enough users w huge platform doing shit. and i am so sick and tired of it. stop ignoring the calls for help jfc there is an ongoing humanitarian crisis! your interests can literally wait omg