Things/Hobbies I Want To Get Into Before I Die

You’re never too old to learn something new. Never stop studying. 

constantly thinking about how badly i need to be railed by a loving, sweet guy. (i’ve never never even been kissed.)

One of the reasons I love fall, is because everything slows down a bit and feels just a little more calmer. I did not do much over the summer but it was still so hectic because of all the DRAMA happening in my life. Going away to university, being alone, and finally being able to truly sit back and relax while establishing a routine.... Chefs kiss!!

I was going to have a cinnamon roll to celebrate the beginning of fall season but I had way too much sugar this weekend so I decided to just get one next week.

And of course I made a fall bucket list. I made two actually, one for this year, and one for in general. I love making bucket lists for some reason. I hope to mark off most of it and I am excited to check things off every week.

I keep telling myself I am going to give guys a chance, but every single time the opportunity presents itself I shut it down. I do not think it has anything to do with fear of intimacy at this point. I have so much going on right now with getting my degree, doing lab research, learning a new language, getting all 3 of my healthcare certification renewed, working out 5 days a week, etc, etc. I just do not have the time or the patience to entertain anyone right now. What's crazy is when I tell people that I never been in a relationship, and do not plan on being in one anytime soon, I get side eyed. But it's like I am so young, and I feel like I have all my life to fall in love and go on dates and do all that relationship stuff. Maybe I am missing out, maybe I'm not. But I do know that I am in a good place in my life and I am super excited for what the next couple of years of my life have in store in me.