“If You Can’t Do Anything About It Then Let It Go. Don’t Be A Prisoner To Things You Can’t Change.”

― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[text ID: It is awful to want to go away and to want to go nowhere.]

I just am tryna be happy.

“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude towards what happens to you. And in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

— Brian Tracy

by Lonac

sexually attracted to good conversations and great music taste

“Some people would rather live in a hell they’ve got used to than in a paradise they’ve never experienced before.”

— Urania Sarri

I’m tired of fighting. This battle has gone on too long and I have grown tired and weary. These nights I spend alone, not a friend in sight. I isolate & when I disassociate, I wake up in my own blood. I drown myself in alcohol so I don’t have to feel my feelings & when I feel nothing I drink to feel something. it’s a fucked up paradox, but here I am. I can feel the end. I’m scared. I reached out to professionals but they don’t believe me. My own best friend deserted me with no explanation when they promised they’d be here through thick and thin. I’m tired of being me. I’ve changed, I’ve done better, but at the end of the day I still feel so fucking empty and lost. I feel like I can’t go on, but I push through. I’ve never hated myself so much in my life, and I just want peace.