semester breaks doesn't feels like a semester break, spending the time mostly dwelving deep in academia writting and as usual, high on caffeine to chase deadlines. seems like I am merely studying my lecture material, notes and books, and most of the time, banging my head on the desk for being clueless. ootd using .5 perspective to appear taller since i am quite petite. also, iced cafe latte and matcha cheese cake 🍵💚.
Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance
*opens word doc covered in blood* it doesn’t have to be good. it just has to be done.
I am actually panicking inside because my supervisor require me to publish a paper. And my impostor syndrome side decided to tell me I am a professional full-time fraud.
Could I say this is so me?
eternally plagued by being the "intellectual" friend (has surface knowledge on everything) while being the most socially sensitive (can be friends with just anyone) BUT personally cold and aloof friend (needs a lot of distance and alone time)
If you have no other option, you will succeed.
cycles
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been awhile, I posted something here and this is not study-related.
The first exam of this week, Managing International Business. also, took a pic prior to entering the exam hall. The exam is quite challenging and had no high hopes really. I tried my best and it is alright if the result isn't what I expected to be. I just need to try harder and smarter.