― Virginia Woolf, A Writer's Diary

For your own peace of mind and sanity, don’t try to make sense of everything.

Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

Isaac Ilyich Levitan ( Russia 1860 - 1900 )

Before the Storm  1890

31.03.2023 I confessed I did something reckless to my health (mentally and physically), need to remind myself and you (my fellow reader who work so hard for themselves) to not let yourself be too exhausted doing your academic. :( I spend from 8 pm till 4 am managing individual paper and groupwork paper, and it wasn't healthy to do so. I skipped my suhoor and the morning, I felt so drained mentally that I wanted to cry but your girl had online presentation in the afternoon 2 pm. It wasn't rewarding feeling. Won't do it again.

After the class, I just laid down in bed and read. The reading calms me down a bit and yay, to slowly reaching my book goal.

(MAKE SURE YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, READER, OR ELSE I WOULD MAKE YOUR ICED COFFEE MELTS FASTER OR YOUR HOT DRINKS BECOME COLD FAST. Maybe worse, it spills) 💕

17 March 2023

Neverending analytical chem notes and Newton's rings from yesterday's physics lab ✨

*opens word doc covered in blood* it doesn’t have to be good. it just has to be done.

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more views from the old bod bc ofc

The first exam of this week, Managing International Business. also, took a pic prior to entering the exam hall. The exam is quite challenging and had no high hopes really. I tried my best and it is alright if the result isn't what I expected to be. I just need to try harder and smarter.

Natasha Lunn, from Conversations on Love (2021)

[Text ID: For years, I was committed to longing.]