St. Matthäus-Kirchhof Cemetery in Berlin, Germany
sun
tea, coffee
caffeine + finals
you ever just minding your business and then you feel The Grief
if you’re struggling lately, i hope this reaches you.
we will be okay. you will be okay. you will grow and evolve and heal. you will enjoy life again even if it’s not the same as it was the last time you were happy. you will live your life not feeling stuck. you will do more than survive. you will thrive.
Magnolias are so ancient plants that almost every other plant and insect who came to being around the same time as them has gone extinct by now. They are the loneliest plants in this world. Does anybody understand how much grief it gives me that the symbolic flower of Kuras is magnolia.
Oppenheimer.
Iced coffee latte and current read. I kinda misplaced my retro coloured midliner highlighter somewhere at home.
Fuel for next paper
prague, march 2022
Finals had ended! I've visited an art exhibition in the uni, love the vibes. Also, being random I applied for International workshop and got shortlisted for online video interview (hopefully it went well but I didn't have any high hopes for it).
The test went downhill but I tried to not let it bother me because I don't have the luxury to do so since more tasks ahead of me. 'It'll be alright, there's still time to improve' kept myself afloat. My sleep too were lacking and must fix it soon since I could feel myself feeling restless and the exhaustion keeps on seeping inside.