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If only they would learn -_- such a stubborn sign

I wish I could go back to the time, when we were strangers and would have made myself, never to meet you. Never talk to you, never smile at you. Then, I would not have those happy memories, or those times when we experienced so much together, we would never have felt anything. Maybe then, it would be easier, to go on. Without you, without knowing this love, this endless pain of being without you. I would be be living in that illusion, still. That I am not capable of finding someone, who doesn't see my flaws, and when he does, he loves me, still. Someone, who cares about my heartbeat, and why I am here on this earth. Someone, who believes in love that is forever.

Maybe then, I wouldn't have this pain, that I had so much with me, yet I am trying to let it go. I am sending, pushing it all away. The anxiety monster in me is closing all doors, and diallowes to open it, even after the heart in me, bangs and tries to break in open, all night, sometimes during the day.

Con job. Yes. That is what it is

Please

10 Self Care Tips for When You’re Feeling Lonely

1. Binge watch a TV show

2. Chill with a book in your favourite coffee shop

3. Dress up in something that makes you feel good

4. Snuggle up with your pet

5. Make a playlist

6. Go for a walk, or go to the gym

7. Organize your closet or tidy your room

8. Rummage in a thrift store for an awesome steal

9. Have a bubble bath and paint your nails

10. Look at gorgeous photos of amazing scenery.

watching you leave felt like watching every star fall at the same time , leaving nothing but a dark empty sky to stare at .

Kriti . G (via wnq-writers)

Aquarius Sun- Independent, quirky, and communicative personality. Will always stand out somehow. Individualism and ego are connected. Detachment is seen through inconsistent behavior, physical independence, and scattered communication.

Aquarius Moon- Intellectually driven, emotionally detached, thinks differently than others, desires acceptance, belonging, and freedom to express. Detachment is shown by not getting too intimate with others, intellectual conversations, lack of sentiment, and possible lack of affection or reassurance. 

Aquarius Rising- Quirky, social, and sometimes rebellious mask.

when someone says I’m being over dramatic

you can really catch the gemini’s eyes disengaging and going into this unfocused, stoned stare when the conversation starts becoming boring

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As an aquarius moon, it gets so difficult to share the emotional and problems on the internet I relate to. Like, I see this post on anxiety, but my inner self is like, don't share it, what if someone you know discovered this blog and gets to know and confronts you. They must neer know you have human problems!

one of the worst feelings is being genuinely okay one minute and then wanting to breakdown and cry the next

Ed Sheeran Lyrics for the Signs

Aries: “Me and my friends at the table doing shots, drinking fast and then we talk slow.”

Taurus: “I gave all my oxygen to people that could breath. I gave away my money and now we don’t even speak. I drove miles and miles but would you do the same for me?”

Gemini: “I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain, ‘cause human beings are destined to radiate or drain.”

Cancer: “Cause baby you look happier, you do. My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too. And until then I’ll smile to hide the truth. But I know I was happier with you.”

Leo: “Well get up, up on the dancefloor tonight. I’ve got two left feet and a bottle of red wine.” 

Virgo: “When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath but you heard it. ‘Darling, you look perfect tonight.’”

Libra: “She is the lighthouse in the night, that will safely guide me home.”

Scorpio: “Oh, maybe I came on too strong. Maybe I waited too long. Maybe I played my cards wrong.”

Sagittarius: “The future’s in the hands of you and me, so let’s all get together we can all be free, spread love and understanding, positivity.”

Capricorn:  “And to the next generation, inspiration’s allowed. The world may be filled with hate, but keep erasing it now, somehow.”

Aquarius: “And when the world’s against me is when I really come alive.”

Pisces: “Oh I’m in pieces, it’s tearing me up, but I know a heart that’s broke is a heart that’s been loved”.

All from his brilliant new album, Divide.

Enjoy, loves. xoxo Admin S.

I Will Love You Until...

ARIES: I get bored

TAURUS: you hurt me  

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All I want is the taste that your lips allow…

Ed Sheeran (via wnq-music)

sapiosexual

(noun) A sapiosexual is defined as a human being who is wildly attracted to a person’s intelligence and mind. When this arousal occurs one is attracted to a being’s sense of humor, and the overall construction of his/her mind: one is excited by how they think and what they choose to think about. This attraction is extremely personal and telling of one’s intellectual composition; it is not superficial, conventional attractiveness, such as the physical becomes obsolete. It the sincerest form of admiration and affection for an individual’s innermost self. If one labels themselves as a sapiosexual, chances are one possesses high intellect, creativity and a curious mind. One is stimulated by a person of equal intelligence or higher than their own. Without a doubt intelligence is sexy.

etymology: Latin: sapien (wise/intelligent) + sexualis (relating to the sexes)

aka me

#everytime #allthetime

the signs + taylor swift lyrics

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Then and Now: Cath Kidston, you can see what these looked like just over a year ago on my blog

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