Persist

about to steal this affirmation and use it for myself

HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM APARTMENT

I manifested an expensive ass apartment in LONDON. london apartments are expensive asf and its literally so beautiful inside and its surrounded by the most beautiful goregous looking restaurants aswell as my appearance this is one my favourite things ive manifested- and it only took A WEEK! literally a week.

It’s crazy how I even found out, i was just mindlessly scrolling through tiktok and my bf messaged me saying he got an apartment (i didnt even tell him what specific one i wanted btw, we were just talking about moving into an apartment) he showed me pictures and it was the ONE I WAS THINKING OF, LITERALLY. i was scared and happy..cus wtf. it was so unexpected.

Here’s what i did..step by step!

1. Prioritised self concept.

I’m ngl i barely actually affirmed for my actual desire, I focused on my self concept. Every morning I woke up i would say my affs- repeated them till i felt like it was enough, at night I did the exact same thing. I felt so much more confident in my manifesting abilities and I KNEW that i would get my dream apartment. My favourite affirmation rn is: “i am confident in my manifesting abilities and i know my manifestation inevitable no matter what”

Thats all I DID! Your self concept brings you your desire (aswell as actually affirming for it) i truly believe that. It’s amazing what focusing on self concept can do when done properly! See how simple it was? I didnt worry nor did I stress, nor did i focus on the how/when/how long it was taking me..i mean why would i? why would on stress on something thats coming to me no matter what? its like stressing on a package. you ordered it, its coming. theres no stress involved is there. BECAUSE YOU KNOW its coming, just like manifestation!

im not even stressing when i say this apartment is expensive asf its UP IN THE MILLIONS. I dont even know ..what to even say im ecstatic and im gonna be moving in around November/December with my bf and our puppies!!!

WHATEVER YOU PUT YOUR MIND ON, YOU CAN DO TRUST ME. I STRUGGLED AT FIRST WHILST MANIFESTING THIS, NOW LOOK WHERE I AM. JUST PERSIST, HAVE FUN!!! ITS ON ITS WAY. ITS ON ITS WAY. REPEAT IT TO YOURSELF

ITS ON IT’S WAY

“Attract New Friendships” sigil

Are you struggling with making new friends? Or craving for new people in your life? Use this sigil to attract new friendships in your life!

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in 2017 i used to have a witchy tumblr blog (cryptichalo) and there i posted this friendship sigil. it gained a lot of traction and many seemed to love it! i deleted my account a year afterwards, but i decided to finally return to tumblr with the intent to start anew. id like to continue my journey of witchcraft with new perspectives and desires. i never realized how much comfort the practice of witchcraft brought me until i stopped. though, i never truly stopped. i still searched for signs on the clouds and leaves, puddles on the sidewalk, and horoscopes on magazines. and my most recent sign only confirmed my thinking of whether or not i should practice witchcraft again, so here i am ^_^ 💕

if anybody else can do it, then why can’t you?

there is one correct answer, if anybody else can do it, THEN YOU CAN TOO ! you’re as much of a God as they are, even more powerful if you believe so. you weren’t specifically picked by the law and it will say “this one, the law won’t work for her” NO???? THE LAW WORKS FOR EVERYONE, NO ONE IS AN EXCEPTION ! YOU. ARE. GOD. YOUR WORDS IS GOSPEL. WHATEVER YOU SAY GOES. YOU CONTROL EVERYTHING.

so if you’re jealous because this one person can manifest a whole appearance change in 1 min, YOU CAN DO THAT TOO ! if this person can enter the void in 30 seconds, YOU CAN DO THAT TOO ! if this person manifested their super duper popular celeb sp, HELL YEAH YOU CAN DO THAT TOO !

you have to understand how powerful you are, babe. you are more than your doubts, intrusive thoughts, and everything that bothers you. always believe that if anybody can do it, then you can too because everyone is you pushed out.

also remember that everyone’s journey is different but still equally beautiful :) so i want you to get up, realize the power you hold and manifest those desires. you can do it, of course you can!

new year, new me #2

OMG I LOVE HOW HOT I AM. this morning i got ready to go to shoprite and i decided not to wear eyeliner (even though it takes less than a minute for me to do i still dont want to do it daily) and i only decided to wear mascara and do my brows and i really looked hot. i mean i kept looking in the mirror and i noticed that i have such model features. i have pretty big eyes, cheekbones, nice lips, everything about me looks good. anyways today was a hair day so i had to affirm about my hair and i really dont feel a difference. tbh i didn't affirm as much as i did with the raven day but i also kinda affirmed more than i did yesterday. i found a girl with the hair type i wanted and i kept affirming that my hair was like her. today is now a rich parents day and im really looking forward to it. i already talked about this in my last post so im not going to talk about it again. # livingmybestlife # dreamgirldreamlife

i’m posting this cropped section of one of my recent anons success story bc truly this is one of the most amazing things i’ve read. to manifest is to not manifest. WHOEVER THIS ANON IS YOURE AMAZING

what did you do to perfect your sc so fast omg??

Okay so here’s the highly anticipated explanation of how I, Hera Huxtable, acquired my self concept within 24 hours. It’s a bit of a personal story tied with past association so if you’ve followed me for some time you’ve likely heard of these two and I swear they’re both relevant to my self concept story. I've never explained it to this extent though.

To vaguely discuss the past association I connected this instance of acquiring my self concept to the time I decided I was that bitch out of the blue and persisted in that assumption (I can tell you wholeheartedly that this is the reason why I have never struggled with being insecure physically) but I'll talk a little more about this later.

Moving onto the personal story I discovered the law of assumption around late July/early August right and I kinda sorta knew about the God thing but hadn’t really dived deep into it. This also came to be around the time my best friend and I came to the decision to no longer be friends. When we split I took it quite hard and I made the decision to give myself 24 hours to cry it out be sad about it and move on (it ended up happening within 5 hours by the way) which was a new thing for me because this was way back when I repulsively resonated with the cancer sun title (being an emotional crybaby). And you know what happened when I established that time limit for myself? I snapped. For the first time I simply decided, “you know what? I’m not gonna let myself feel miserable over this any longer and nothing is gonna make me feel this shitty ever again” and with that decision also came “I'm done being a whiny ass victim and I'm done being someone I don't wanna be”. That same week was when I immersed myself in the law of assumption and started learning more by reading Neville’s lectures and like I said I was still relatively new to the God thing and I didn’t know how literal it was, I just knew you could manifest absolutely anything and with that knowledge my peace of mind grew. It was very comforting knowing that I could always get my best friend back if I ever wanted to, which sped up the healing process and I also mentioned that as my self concept increased more and more by the day I eventually lost absolute interest in getting them back and I moved on completely. That same week I also learned about EIYPO and had to come to terms that it was my fault and I was the one who manifested us not being friends anymore all the while it made little to no sense to me because WHY would I want to not have my best friend anymore? But it didn’t matter whether it made sense or not I held myself accountable for it and accepted that I was the root of the issue and the fact that I could also undo it made it less of a big deal to me so it was like ok fine I did it whatever. (You’ll see why I mentioned this bit as well shortly)

That day I decided I had enough of the victim mentality and because of that I have never dealt with spirals, impatience, insecurities or any of that unfavorable stuff. It was just like “yeah I'm that bitch and I always get what I want idc about anything else I'm not accepting shit I don’t want and don’t deserve from here on out”. And of course there were instances that challenged my self concept but I knew better than to let anything from the 3D matter or define me which goes back to that whole confidence angle I mentioned at the beginning because listen I had people that had something to say about my confidence but I never cared and never paid attention so that’s why self concept is so reminiscent of how I picked up my confidence, it was just deciding, persisting and placing myself on a pedestal. You focus on the new version of you that you want to be and you turn your attention away from everything that dares challenge or question that.

If you ever spiral after reading this, I advise you to try a similar approach to my story. Take advantage of all the intense emotions that you’re feeling, decide that it's the last time you will ever feel that way and use it as motivation to sever ties with that old you. See that person spiraling as an image of self that you’ve had enough of. Decide that you will no longer identify with that non serving version of yourself that is quite literally interfering with the version of you that CAN get what they want. I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again: it always starts with you. You have to be the one to put your foot down and finally decide to stop yourself from continuing to be the source of your own sabotage because there will never be anyone to blame and there will never be anyone to change but self. For once you just need to hold yourself accountable no matter how uncomfortable it may feel because at the end of the day this is something you’re doing for YOURSELF and no one else. Remember that before you make the decision to wallow in the victim mentality once more, my love. I know it can be mildly uncomfortable territory to call yourself out like that especially when you're accustomed to comforting yourself by thinking that the world is the problem instead of you but I promise you that when you choose to make that decision for yourself, you will look back and wonder why you didn't do it sooner. It's one of the best decisions I have ever made for myself and I can assure you it will most definitely be the same for you too ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

You do not send your visible world hunting, as so many people do, by denial. By saying it does not exist you make it all the more real. Instead, you simply remove your attention from the region of sensation which at this moment is the room round about you, and you concentrate your attention on that which you want to put in its place, that which you want to make real.

In concentrating on your objective, the secret is to bring it here. You must make elsewhere here and then now imagine that your objective is so close that you can feel it.

together pangea + boredom

today has literally been a pretty boring day. it felt like the day just kept DRAGGING on and it would never end (until it did)

but i really didnt do much. i mean i sang and i practiced my guitar for <5 minutes which is pretty laughable. when i was singing i decided to record it and my recording sounded pretty good, all i need is a couple more days of practice and then ill sound sm better :’) .

anyways ive been listening to together pangeas DYE album cause if im going to see them live (crossing my fingers) i need to know their discography like the back of my hand. overall id give it a mid 7/10 (ok mr fantano) the songs were pretty good i wasnt a fan of the ones that sounded like they belong at a bible belt state daddy-daughter slow dance, but other than those its a pretty good album. i really under-appreciate TP’s music. my personal favs from DYE were “marajuana” “rapture” “wanted out” “somehow” and “ghoul” yk that one episode from bobs burgers where jimmy junior and his country ass friend create a new school anthem, thats the vibes i got from this album. rapture and somehow really make me want to dance like a character from charlie brown.

(this was me when those songs started to play)

the third thing was that i started to find ways to get more service hours. its pathetic that im a sophomore and i only have 8 hours. and the person who does the whole service things barely lets us know about the easy ones like making cards and shit. like HELLO, i would have way more hours if you gave me stuff i wanted to do. ig this defeats the whole purpose of service but hey those little care packages and cards i make really help people out so i don't want to hear it. i found this homeless shelter i can volunteer at (thats if they reply to my email) but its so close by its literally only 4 minutes away. all i really need to do is help make food plates, serve dinners, and sort and stock stuff; its a really easy job and it’ll rack up the hours in no time.

my mom came back from work and her secret santa gave her such nice goodies. she got her the 16 pack ferrero roche’s (which i took ofc...well she gave them to me) and a nice smelling candle. because moms secret santa gave her a candle she wants to give her secret santa a candle, i told her she should do it but she already got her a mug and a $25 giftcard i think giving her MY AEROPOSTALE CANDLE thats smells amazing btw is going a little bit overboard.

alright thats enough updating for today see you tomorrow you beautiful queen 

happiness ☀️✨🌸