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mirukiyo

diary of a confused sophmore

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3 years ago

about to steal this affirmation and use it for myself

About To Steal This Affirmation And Use It For Myself

HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM APARTMENT

I manifested an expensive ass apartment in LONDON. london apartments are expensive asf and its literally so beautiful inside and its surrounded by the most beautiful goregous looking restaurants aswell as my appearance this is one my favourite things ive manifested- and it only took A WEEK! literally a week.

It’s crazy how I even found out, i was just mindlessly scrolling through tiktok and my bf messaged me saying he got an apartment (i didnt even tell him what specific one i wanted btw, we were just talking about moving into an apartment) he showed me pictures and it was the ONE I WAS THINKING OF, LITERALLY. i was scared and happy..cus wtf. it was so unexpected.

Here’s what i did..step by step!

1. Prioritised self concept.

I’m ngl i barely actually affirmed for my actual desire, I focused on my self concept. Every morning I woke up i would say my affs- repeated them till i felt like it was enough, at night I did the exact same thing. I felt so much more confident in my manifesting abilities and I KNEW that i would get my dream apartment. My favourite affirmation rn is: “i am confident in my manifesting abilities and i know my manifestation inevitable no matter what”

Thats all I DID! Your self concept brings you your desire (aswell as actually affirming for it) i truly believe that. It’s amazing what focusing on self concept can do when done properly! See how simple it was? I didnt worry nor did I stress, nor did i focus on the how/when/how long it was taking me..i mean why would i? why would on stress on something thats coming to me no matter what? its like stressing on a package. you ordered it, its coming. theres no stress involved is there. BECAUSE YOU KNOW its coming, just like manifestation!

im not even stressing when i say this apartment is expensive asf its UP IN THE MILLIONS. I dont even know ..what to even say im ecstatic and im gonna be moving in around November/December with my bf and our puppies!!!

WHATEVER YOU PUT YOUR MIND ON, YOU CAN DO TRUST ME. I STRUGGLED AT FIRST WHILST MANIFESTING THIS, NOW LOOK WHERE I AM. JUST PERSIST, HAVE FUN!!! ITS ON ITS WAY. ITS ON ITS WAY. REPEAT IT TO YOURSELF

ITS ON IT’S WAY

3 years ago

WHY DIDNT I BUY ANY SALTY SNACKS !!! IM TIRED OF CHOCOLATE AND COFFEE

WHY DIDNT I BUY ANY SALTY SNACKS !!! IM TIRED OF CHOCOLATE AND COFFEE
3 years ago

new year, new me #2

OMG I LOVE HOW HOT I AM. this morning i got ready to go to shoprite and i decided not to wear eyeliner (even though it takes less than a minute for me to do i still dont want to do it daily) and i only decided to wear mascara and do my brows and i really looked hot. i mean i kept looking in the mirror and i noticed that i have such model features. i have pretty big eyes, cheekbones, nice lips, everything about me looks good. anyways today was a hair day so i had to affirm about my hair and i really dont feel a difference. tbh i didn't affirm as much as i did with the raven day but i also kinda affirmed more than i did yesterday. i found a girl with the hair type i wanted and i kept affirming that my hair was like her. today is now a rich parents day and im really looking forward to it. i already talked about this in my last post so im not going to talk about it again. # livingmybestlife # dreamgirldreamlife

3 years ago

me in less than a month

idk why but ive been watching "worlds strictest parents" and before i would always side with the parents and be annoyed with the teens but now i low-key want to live like the teens. i mean the ability to tell your parents what do to and to do whatever you want sounds amazing. if i were them i would be doing the exact same thing (minus the drinking and hardcore drugs). can you imagine being able to leave the house at 12am and coming back whenever you want.

Me In Less Than A Month

the only difference is that i want that rich disconnected parents lifestyle. like my parents spoil me, give me money, buy me whatever i want, and let me do whatever i want but they dont give a fuck about what i do. especially my dad he always fucking annoys me and i cant stand it. like can you please WORK HARDER AND MAKE MORE MONEY SO THAT WE CAN BE RICH JESUS CHRIST!!!! this is why im so excited for todays affirmations, i am def going to affirm about having this lifestyle. its not a matter of "if" i live like this its a matter of "when".

3 years ago
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3 years ago

SUCCESS STORY

For 6 months I struggled to manifest my SP. I would always practice affirmations, saying them very anxiously but I never felt like I was in the relationship. I would say my intentions, but they always felt super repetitive. Saying affirmations, intentions and scripting didn't change how I felt on the inside. I spent thousands of dollars on coaching and psychic readings. And I Always asked my friends for advice about my situation with my Sp. I was constantly looking for results outside of myself. I spent HOURS obsessing over YouTube videos and reading Reddit post. I looked up living in the end and also acting as if, but I never put in the actual work until eventually I just got tired of being the victim. I started learning about living in the end. But when I practiced it I took it literal! I would ask myself...who would I be and how would I act if I was with my specific person right now? Well.... I know I would stop complaining to my friends about it. So that's exactly what I did. I told myself that I was going to stop reaching out to my friends for advice, and I was going to stop complaining to them. I also wouldn't be watching YouTube videos every night about manifesting a specific person. So I unsubscribed to every manifestation video that I followed on YouTube. I did the same thing on Instagram, and I actually uninstalled the Reddit app for a while. This was just so I wouldn't be tempted to search how to Manifest your sp. (I spent months researching how to manifest a specific person, but I never put in the actual work to do it. It's addicting to learn the information. But the information is not gonna help you unless you do the actual work)

SUCCESS STORY

At night I would hold myself and I would imagine my SP holding me. It felt good and it relieved my anxiety. I would also imagine my sp telling me that he loved me. And in the beginning it didn't feel that believable, but after I practiced it- it felt more and more real. Each time that I did it, I would do it more throughout my day. After I was done practicing it for three days, I really put it into work. In the morning when I would wake up I would wrap my arms around myself and imagine having a conversation with my SP. I would imagine him telling me how beautiful I was, and I would imagine him asking me how I slept. I would reply to him in my head and tell him that I slept good, and then I would have a conversation with him in my head about what I had planned for the day. And then when I get out of bed. I would imagine myself telling him that I was going to get ready for work. When I would go downstairs and make breakfast I would imagine that he's there helping me make breakfast. Also when I was eating my breakfast I would imagine that he's eating breakfast with me. I would imagine him telling me to have a good day at work, then in my head I would imagine saying goodbye to him and telling him that I would be home when I got home. Throughout my day, I would go to work and I would just imagine the things that I would do with my sp when I got home from work. Like watching a movie, or thinking about what our double dates would look etc. when I would get home from work I would imagine that my SP was at home waiting for me. I would imagine him giving me a hug. And I would imagine him asking me how my day was. I would have this inner conversation about how my day is an I would respond to him in my head. would make dinner and imagine that he's eating with me. After I would eat dinner I would lay in bed and watch Netflix movies, I would imagine that he's there watching Netflix movies with me. I would hold myself again and imagine that he's the one holding me. I would feel his presence with me.

SUCCESS STORY

Randomly, When I would drive around in my car, I would imagine that my SP is in the passenger seat, and I would imagine a different scenario where we're driving to my family members house for a holiday. And I would imagine that he was going to meet them for the first time. To make a long story short I would just visualize what it would be like if we lived together. I would visualize what our relationship would look like if we lived together. One of my favorite things to do was to go on Zillow and look at houses, and I would imagine that We were looking at houses to move into together. It was really fun for me.

When Doing these visualizations, I generally stopped caring what was going on in the 3-D. Because I was convinced in my inner world that we were together. And at that point I generally didn't care if it happened or not. After fully saturating my mind with these visualizations, it only took three days for him to conform. He started to become clingy and always wanting to be around me 24/7. After a week of doing this. He asked me to be in a committed relationship with him. I got what I wanted. It doesn't take that long to get what you want. When you are fully living in the end it happens really fast. It’s unbelievable !

cr/r/lawofassumption|w1505 🎀

SUCCESS STORY
3 years ago

first time singing in a long time

wow, its been a long time since I’ve sung aloud, and honestly I did amazing. i had been waiting for my dad to go out since my mom was at work before i started to sing and i was so nervous. initially, i started singing “pitiful children” with my headphones in so i couldn't fully hear myself (which was a bad idea). i was really struggling to hit all those notes and it sounded really bad. then i decided to use my number 1 vocal warm-up song the clone high theme. i love singing the clone high theme because once i recorded myself singing it and i sounded really good, kinda like Halsey. once i felt sufficiently warmed up i decided to go back to pitiful children and honestly it wasn't that bad but the song didn't feel like me. i didnt sound terrible while singing it but considering that legally blonde is more of a alto/soprano musical and pitiful children was more of an alto/bass song i dont think it would be good for my audition. 

eventually i found “meant to be yours” and i said fuck it and i sang without my headphones. jesus christ did i sound AMAZING. the song was so fluid and i wasnr stuggling to hit any of the notes. hell after this i might go back and sing it again. i still had the same problem with the voice parts like i did with pitiful children but tbh even if i dont use it for my audition it really boosted my ego. this makes me think why i quit chorus, i am a damn good singer, but the songs we sung in chorus sucked ass and they were all boring. 

then it felt like i found the perfect song, it was wrapped in a little bow for me and at that point i knew it was the one (i said the same thing about pitiful children but go on) it was “I LOVE PLAY REHERSAL” when i sang it i sounded BEAUTIFUL it was everything like meant to be yours but only this time i had the perfect voice part. i think this is the song im going to use for my audition, dont be surprised if i get the role of elle woods 💋 


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3 years ago
Volcano And The Frog Pond

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3 years ago
Gale Emogy Outfit

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3 years ago

I ADORE MY LIFE SO MUCH , I MEAN WHO WOULDN'T? I JUST WAKE UP EVERY MORNING KNOWING THAT I HAVE ALL OF MY DESIRES LET THE UNIVERSE DO THE THINGS FOR ME, OFF TOPIC BUT PRETTY PRIVILEGE DOES EXIST AND IM HAVING A BLAST <3

3 years ago
Daily Routine ✨

daily routine ✨

3 years ago

what i want to do tomorrow (technically today lol)

1. practice guitar for 10 minutes

2. literally only practice guitar cause thats the only thing i can think of rn

3. practice singing when my parents are out of the house, there is no way i would want to be caught singing while my parents are home + i need to practice for my audition

4. read the nature book mrs. c reccomened

5. research on things i can do for my garden club

6. initiate conversation with people

7. fill up my water bottle twice (32 + 32 = 64 so 8 cups babey)

3 years ago

new year, new me #1

yeah so today i just finished my first day of my affirming challenge and honestly i do feel more confident about how i look. today was the day where i focused on looking like raven and i genuinely felt more prettier. i loved how i did my eyeliner and i loved how my outfit looked. intially i was struggling with what i was going to wear but the white sweater looked really good on me. i constantly found myself adminring myself in the mirror and camera and i thought "damn i really am pretty". even when i was at the movies i intentionally took my mask off because i knew i was pretty. i tried ot affirm anytime i consciously thought of it and the affirmations felt pretty normal.

on yubo i met someone who i thought was pretty cool. granted we havent had any real meaningful interactions we bonded on the new spiderman movie (lol i just saw it today) and i genuinely feel like we'll become actual friends :')

before i go to sleep ill do my day 2 affirmations which is (hair) and i'll see how that goes,

3 years ago

Reminder: stop overconsuming information and DO THE DAMN WORKKK. You will see results; results are inevitable.

3 years ago

i need to start putting my videos in "watch later" instead of opening them in a new tab and never watching them

3 years ago

stressing out about things i haven't done

idk why but for some reason, I've started to think about what clubs I want to do this year, and honestly I'm kinda stressing myself out. initially all i was fully invested in starting my new club (a gardening club) and focusing on the BSU's section in the newspaper, but now i want to expand my horizons. after they announced that the spring play is going to be legally blonde i really want to try out for it. one of my friends who did the fall play says that i should do it and that it'll be sm fun, but this is the same person who constantly complained that they were stressed out and we're constantly behind and exhausted. thats where my dilemma is on the play idea, cause i need to focus on my grade and need to manage my other commitments. thankfully the play will coincide with the same time I start my club so it wont be that hard for me to practice and run my club. still, i still worry that i'll be stressed out. honestly i should focus on the positives of doing the play. 1. i like to preform and 2. ill make more friends.


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