Coming Close To Finals And The End Of The Quarter >.< Spent Yesterday Fighting The Procrastination, But

Alexander Goltz, Spring

A Walk at Dusk (detail) Caspar David Friedrich ca.1830-35

07.04.2025 // First entry!

Now starting this new side blog because I really wanted to journal my studies and maybe find some long lost motivation for the new semester on the way.

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Today's accomplishments: ☆

4 hour reading session for my Erinnerungskultur course

highlighted relevant sections

organized the material for the new semester

got some cleaning done along the way

14/100

Hi... how r u all darlings?

I am not doing so well tbh! my depression coming back with a chokehold on me this time... I am having trouble getting out of bed to say the least... I have been working for this position for a while now and it didn't work out... and everything feels so pointless now... as though it's like I am working but it's not going anywhere... I feel utterly useless and stuck at this moment! today I've no encouraging words to say... I am searching for hope and drive to keep going... maybe this is my factory reset time, and I just need to grit me teeth thru this one!

Sending u lots of hugs and love and comfort! unfortunately, when I am down like this, I tend to spend too much money which doesn't help which in turn makes me feel even worse! Here is hoping for a stronger me with lighter heart tomorrow!

mary oliver spring

On this day, 28th January, in 1813, Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen was published.

It was bound in three handsome volumes and priced at 18 shillings. Though it wasn’t an instant bestseller, its reputation soon began to grow.

Went to Vienna in February '25 to visit the archive and attend a conference. The archive wasn't very successful, so instead I saw lots of impressionist art!

07.04.25

Studying, studying and more studying. Can't complain though, what I'm reading is very interesting. I only wish deadlines didn't exist.

old dutch cities are so beautiful

your journal can be whatever you want it to be!