life is so much simpler when your heart breaks. you don't need to eat cause you're never hungry, your crying-induced migraine makes you go to bed earlier, no need to spend hours on makeup, you suddenly love going to work, you hang out with your friends every day, you walk a lot so you don't have to think. pretty practical huh
you might not ever forget, but you will become okay with remembering.
older I get the less interest I have in explaining myself to people who aren’t even important to me. if you want to misunderstand me or create a narrative in your head about me that’s really not my problem… I know who I am
you weren't supposed to die this way. despite the circumstances in which you had to go, i wanted to let you go with grace, for you gave me what i needed, when i needed it the most.
you didn't deserve the pain they put you through, or the pain i put you through. you deserved to receive the same love that you brought to other people.
at first i wanted to save you, i wanted to retrieve the memory of what it was like to be you. at least hold on a little bit longer. i didn't want to let you go, but i had to.
i take the goodness you left, and i carry it with me in my new shell. just know, i won't ever forget what you had to go through to become me.
the stitches in my arm look cool i feel like a pirate
Seriously nothing better than thinking omg I need some water and then drinking water.
Finding a fresh new daydreaming plot is honestly the best feeling.
take life a little less seriously. learn a skill that isn’t resume-friendly. own your decisions without punishing yourself. both above average and average results are great; it’s good to do something at all. do many things, do many things badly. think about the big picture. the time is passing, regardless