I need to pull myself together in a very very very kind way
₊°。❆ Winter digicam nostalgia ₊°。❆
Favorite Photos Friday
Misty mountain hike in Mount Rainier National Park
Time to post my favorite image
i just want to live a quiet soft life but i think i'm literally on the wrong planet for that. the older i get the more i feel like i'm just not made for this world. i don't know what to do about that.
i don't even care about the heartbreak, i'll get over it. right now it hurts a lot that he won't be part of my life anymore, but i will get over that too eventually (i hope). the worst thing about this breakup is that i'm just scared as hell something is going to happen to him because the government of the country he is leaving me for is fucking crazy and unpredictable. that's literally it. how do i stop worrying? when will i finally stop caring?
[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame