Marriage Before Thirties Is So Insane Because You're Barely A Person Yet

is anyone else fascinated with the concept of reclaiming silence and boredom?

because why does it feel so freeing? no screens, no music, no distractions, just being and observing the world around you.

i mean, i wish it hadn't come this far. i wish i didn't have to "reclaim" something so natural. but at the same time it feels good to be reminded of how simple it can be to be more connected to yourself and the world around you again.

i'm such an easily overstimulated person. especially when i'm in public places i usually prefer to have headphone in and listen to music. but recently even that feels too overwhelming, so i just keep my headphones in but don't listen to music.

i know it's ironic that i'm not actually doing nothing right now as i'm typing this on tumblr but right now it's raining and it kind of feels like a treat to just sit and listen while typing.

i'm just happy that i'm starting to lean towards enjoying life in a less distracted way again. that's all.

I think they noticed me

That 40 min walk to nowhere particular Will save your life

by: 大地の風景

Summer ~ 1895 ~ Walter Crane (British artist, 1845-1915)

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

i just want to live a quiet soft life but i think i'm literally on the wrong planet for that. the older i get the more i feel like i'm just not made for this world. i don't know what to do about that.