Some Of The Rawest Lines Ren Wrote

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I have gotten. 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. I am begging to the void, please. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep

Did I mention I love ren

Ren - Troubles

I can't stop listening to his new song about his battle with chronic illness and mental health. Sadness and hope, anger and determination and so much texture in the music, I keep hearing new things!

Please listen and reblog to help Ren spread awareness and conversation about the #MillionsMissing due to chronic illnesses like Lyme Disease, MCAS, POTS, EDS, ME/CFS, fibromyalgia, and long Covid, as well as chronic pain, anxiety and other issues that lead to people (and their caretakers) going #MISSING from the rest of society.

⭐️💙⭐️Blue Royal Stars⭐️💙⭐️

Pssppssps hiii whenever you get around to it I'd love to maybe have you guys draw our angel form if you'd like!!:3

Hell yeah Id love to! 😈

Do you have refs or a description or a link to either that you could dm me? It helps to make your drawing look more like yall! :3

Psspsspps...

Demon Of Pain - Day... ?

I had an odd experience yesterday.

I helped my sister move into her new apartment. 2-3 hours hours in and my body started flaring up (well, I had already needed to submerge my hands in very hot water to get them to hurt less and be less stiff twice. But this time it was my back and the rest of my body.)

So I biked home, parked my (public) bike. I had to walk 2-3 blocks. The entire way there I was hit urges to claw at the pain in my back by my shoulder blades, and couldnt stop doing it. Or to press my hands on the muscles, hard. When trying not to claw at it, I'd stim very obviously with my hand(s). This might sound rude, but I felt like ppl looked at me and saw an addict on a bad trip.

I was breathing weird, through clenched teeth in a permanent open-mouthed grimace. Sounded a bit almost darth vader-y. I'd bare my teeth, but there was nothing to bare my teeth at. I'd snarl at nothing. Start to hiss and then try to stop cause I was still in public. Kept having the words "fuck off" repeat over and over in my head. I dont even know how to describe what I was feeling emotionally. It felt. Barely lucid? But at the same time very aware. Like my brain was getting blinded by the light of my pain.

As I kept walking I kept doing these more. Not cause I wanted to. I just couldn't stop.

I got home and prepared a hot shower—by the time I was in the bathroom I had started repeatedly hissing "fuck off" repeatedly out loud.

Eventually it all stopped in the shower.

I know it was all just cause I was overwhelmed with the pain, but it honestly felt like I was having a fucking fit. It was horrible.

Ended up doodling it a bit in my journal and remembered a really old piece of art similar to what I drew.

Dragonkin culture is enjoying feeling warm, because you wish to feel the warmth and fire inside of yourself. The comfortable cozy kind of warm, that feels nothing but natural.

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Meow meow meow meow. So lemme get this straight!! You are a proshipping demonkin system??? HELLO SAILORRRR! /j /ref

Meow Meow ~

Lmao yes I am. I got bookmarked dead dove/proshipping fics in the hundreds on ao3 :3

(I got a few siscest ships i love... mostly vijinx and elsanna but tbh everytime theres a pair of sisters in a show i love im like... well i gotta check out the fics at least once now. For science.)

Aside from that, my fav shipping trope is enemies to lovers (but like. The actually violent kind. The tension!!!)

Glad to meet another proshipper!! Hell yeah!! >:3

I think this sailor is a lil too old for u (I'm 23 going on 125 😌), so I'm not gonna do the hello sailor back even in a joking manner, sry! But it's lovely to chat with another system :D

(I haven't gotten to before cause im normally a social recluse lol)

an angel appeared to me

ink and watercolor, 4.5" x 4.5"

prints: https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/mxmorgan/an-angel-appeared-to-me/

(synthetic ox gall + india ink makes some ffunnnn results. fun sketch.)