Small Thing That Breaks My Heart:

Small thing that breaks my heart:

When I was in third grade, I told this boy that it would be my birthday in four days, and he said, “okay, then I’ll buy you flowers.” Four days later he comes up to me and says, “my mom wouldn’t let me get flowers but I found you this violet in the grass.” That in and of itself was iconic and so so sweet, but it gets better.

A month later, I had to move, and because it was third grade, the teacher made everyone write me letters to say goodbye. His said, “I hope you have so much fun in your new house that you forget about me. I hope that you’re always happy and you never miss us. I’m sorry I never gave you flowers, but I can give you some now.” And he fucking. Drew me flowers.

No, Joey, I never forgot you. You are the reason I have standards in this life, and I’m so grateful to have known you. I hope you’re happy, wherever you are, and I hope that the rest of your days are filled with as much joy as you gave to me. I spilled water on the card about five years ago, and half of it is a a jumbled mess now, but I still have it. It’s the only card I still have.

The funny thing is this dude and I hardly ever interacted. I knew he played football because he was on the town’s kids’ team and my brother was on the middle school team, and I knew he was one of, like, three Joeys in our year. I had a crush on him but obviously never communicated that because it was fucking third grade, but somehow those three interactions imprinted on who I am as a person. I am forever changed by Joey from third grade.

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9 months ago

OKAY! This is in my wheelhouse cause I kinda was in like this exact situation my junior year and I’ve been on a roll with advice lately so I’m here to help. I’m a credible source cause it worked out for me!

First off, idk how long ago the break up was at this point but im assuming a week to a month ago. Let her grieve the relationship, and then go to her. No matter how much you like him, or he likes you, girl code is real. Admit to her you have a thing for him, that you think he might have a think for you, talk to her.

I’ve been in positions where I’ve had sorta kinda relationships with people and after it ended friends swooped in and stole the guy. Looking back, I wouldn’t have been so mad if they had just told me they liked him!

Consult her, let her know where you stand, don’t ask for her permission, ask her opinion. Would it make your friendship die if you ever did something with this guy? What would she think if she were you?

And you’ll get one of three answers.

“Don’t care”

She does, maybe she doesn’t feel ready to see him move on, she might harbor a resentment towards you, she might not. 50/50 coin toss, personally I would steer clear of him.

“Go ahead”

She understands, she agrees, she won’t hold this against you, you didn’t do anything wrong. She’ll appreciate that you cared to ask! Go for him!!

“No”

It’s a simple response. The way you handle that is your decision. You can uphold the friendship with her and respect her wish, or say fuck it. I wouldn’t but if you want him that bad, throw caution to the wind.

No matter the response understand that he does have feelings for you. When it’s a gut instinct like this, it’s generally correct.

You won’t lose friends over this as long as you don’t treat their relationship as if it were a road block for you. If anyone says anything let them know you talked with her, you cleared the air. On top of that, you don’t know every persons previous relationships because the fact you’re newer. If people take issue with you, remind them of that fact. Chalk it up to ignorance, innocent and naïvety!

If you think it’d work with him, don’t worry that much.

I wish you endless luck

xoxo K

girls i need advice!! help!!!

so i’m completely new to the school i’m at, and everyone else has known each other for practically their whole lives. and i’m still trying to figure out who’s friends with who, who likes who, who hates who, etc..

ANYWAYS

there’s this guy that i have in english and i swear he’s the sweetest person ever. he doesn’t follow other girls (complete 180 from the last guy i was talking to ((how do you follow of models on the same account you follow your mother on?!)). he’s always includes me in a conversation if my friends start only talking to each other. when i panicked in class, he was the first person to notice it and immediately took the time to make sure that i was okay. every time he talks to my friend (who sits in front of me), he looks away from her and gives me the biggest cutest smile. he randomly turns back to smile at me, too. whenever i wave at him in the halls or at lunch, i can literally see his whole demeanor change when he smiles and waves back.

now here’s my dilemma:

he has this friend group (he’s a football player so it’s them, a couple of the track kids, and then cheerleaders) and i would always catch him walking the same girl to practice with that group. i kinda had a feeling that they were dating, and one of my friends confirmed it and i tried to shut off my feelings for him.

THEN this girl shows up to school looking completely gutted, and i hear from one of my friends that he’d broken up with her the night before and that at lunch (we have the same one every other day so i don’t get to sit with him all the time 🥲) she’d overheard him telling his friends that he liked some girl and had left this other girl for her, but she only caught him saying the last portion of her name. now she thought he was talking about her girlfriend, but both of our names end the same so i’m literally going insane?? and he hasn’t stopped treating me the same ever since.

if, by some miracle, this guy actually likes me then i have absolutely no clue what to do. like i said, all my friends have known each other for YEARS and i’ve just entered the picture. so i know that if i start dating this guy, it might look absolutely awful to them because that other girl is also kind of in my friend group (she’s a cheerleader so she’s super popular/well-known). she’s also just a total sweetheart and i’d die if i hurt her :(

sorry this is so long bahaha. i just need some clarity on this whole situation because i’m so close to ripping my entire head of hair out.


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9 months ago
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.

Every single time he posts something from his Japan trip i go back and watch all the videos.

The ほらほら (look, look) video is by far one of my favorites. It’s one of his dialogue free vlogs, i love the subtle details of it. He adds subtitles with the Japanese translation, and the few times he does speak it feels extra special.

He went to Japan with friends, but he’s posted a few videos where he went out solo, like in this video, and it makes me so soft. He goes out to see something so calm, like when he hiked up Mt. Takao all by himself in Spend a day in Tokyo with me. Or in ほらほら, or おい、この野郎 ! (Hey, you bastard!). It’s such a sweet moment where he actually lets go of his character. Of course the captions he gives us aren’t so calm. These videos feel like the most honest version of himself.

And, god, he looked amazing while in Japan! I wish he wouldn’t wear hats as much as he does, his hair is so cute and fluffy, it causes a real reaction in me. Like it’s so dumb but Japan schlatt is my soft spot, my Achilles heel.

Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.
Every Single Time He Posts Something From His Japan Trip I Go Back And Watch All The Videos.

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1 year ago

ik it’s like the job, and they do this kinda thing all the time - but, if i was aubrey idk if i could casually be pals with him after a kiss like that.

like, the way his body naturally moves closer to her hips in such a fluid manner, his hands are practically clawing at her, and the way he kisses…it’s like he’s has an awful craving he couldn’t place his whole life and kissing her has fulfilled this primitive hunger. his body is responding like he’s wanted her for the longest time.

and they’re just friends.

like other scenarios of the show with them as a pair are very..racey. that’s their whole dynamic, a sexual tension that is suffocating the characters and the audience.

and the director yells cut, they get up and are done, and they go home like that wasn’t pure passion. they come in for work the next morning and they face each other as if they didn’t make out furiously a few hours ago. they go home and come back and they aren’t in love. they aren’t flustered and shy. they are friends. who feel no attraction towards one another.

i do not believe that’s possible

I need this man to kiss me like that. I need him to suck the soul out of me. (and a shit ton of other things that I cannot explain here because that would be very R18 and some of yall are minors.)

I Need This Man To Kiss Me Like That. I Need Him To Suck The Soul Out Of Me. (and A Shit Ton Of Other
I Need This Man To Kiss Me Like That. I Need Him To Suck The Soul Out Of Me. (and A Shit Ton Of Other

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1 year ago

What is it about teenage girls with a blog literally dedicated to one singular man who they gush about everyday makes older men think they're available to them?

1 year ago

it’s horrific. awful way to die. either you’re trapped with no chance of being found, air running out, everyone around you suffocating, or the hull is broken and you get turned to jelly by the crushing ocean depths. ik they’re billionaires so it’s very contentious for me. generally i prefer no one dies horrifically. like just as a fellow human being on earth. but i dont think the ultra rich ever extend that mindset to others. climate refugees. and just everything. it feels like something a greek god would do to punish them. it has a certain swagful je ne sais quoi if removed from the human suffering which billionaires have to do philosophically to maintain their positions. very haunting. the hubris of it all. old jalopy metal tube steered by a mad catz controller. to go look at the titanic. which is nothing but a rusted out metal wreck full of fish and silt. btw. the grandiosity of it is completely unrecognizable. one has to wonder what compels ppl to even look at it in the first place. like the prestige of seeing some filthy grown over shell? crazy thing to die for. very textually rich… bad way to die as a human being. great way to die as a narrative about human greed and folly i guess. good job. mission accomplished?

4 weeks ago

MY SISTER MET MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER?????


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1 month ago
a digital painting of doechii in the music video for her song “nissan altima”. she is seen from the waist up leaning forward with a light blue nissan altima car behind her. she has dark skin and is wearing a white tank top, jeans, a silver chain necklace, and silver hoop earrings. her hair is in bantu knots, and she’s wearing green eye contacts and face tape.

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1 year ago
March 16th, 2017 Marks The 14th Year Anniversary To Rachel Corrie’s Death Where She Was Killed By

March 16th, 2017 marks the 14th year anniversary to Rachel Corrie’s death where she was killed by an Israeli bulldozer that ran her over while she was trying to stop it from demolishing a home of a Palestinian family in Gaza. 

Rest in Peace Rachel. 

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