Moth-feeet - K

sundress season means everything to me 🩵 body hugging and flowing skirt, i love wearing a backless sundress out and smiling at all the people who stare🤭

Purgatory takes on two forms for everyone and it’s either LA traffic or the CVS pharmacy pickup line

kiss me on your chevrolet ੭୧

It’s good to feel this way. Feel it, let yourself drown for just a moment - know that you can still swim. Let yourself suffer, it’s what makes us human. Feel that pain and let yourself respond, you’re not stuck in it forever.

Life goes so fast, it’s so easy to skip the bad parts with distractions or pretend, those moments build you. Be built, become more, become new.

I let myself drown all throughout my teens, and once I was ready I swam. I let myself build strength, I still can’t be sure where I’m headed in life, I don’t think anyone is ever sure where they’re going, but the longer you swim the closer you get to knowing.

Write down the hurt and confusion, and then write down all the dreams you have. Even the embarrassing, far from reach, near impossible dreams. Let yourself hope, be youthful and confused and sad. BE YOUNG. Life doesn’t end in the confusion, growth starts, so let yourself grow in weird and unpredictable ways. Let your vines wrap around your neck once or twice so that they can get far enough to reach the next day.

Just don’t give up on yourself, there is always another chance. So for now you’re going to drown, and maybe for a while longer you will, but before you know it you’ll reach the surface and the tide will give you a head start, and you’ll swim.

Tw angsty teenage feelings

Is it okay to feel lost? To feel like every time I'm not outright miserable, I'm playing pretend? I worry that I'm wasting my late teens but is feeling lost and being in no set direction part of it? I honestly don't know, I've never had role models and my position is very unique. I feel less like a person and more like a drowned body being pulled and tugged by indecisive waves. Am I fucking it up? I guess we'll see

an older man would cure me

i’m telling you now, if i weren’t a virgin, i’d be taking plan b like it’s a multi vitamin

yeah im creaming on it.

feeling very happy after this week!!!! so this week on the 2nd my winter break ended and that was my first day back, but i had the flu. so on the 3rd after realizing i won’t be coming in for at least another day or two, i emailed mr.k and told him i was sick.

my email went something like “hi i’m sure you’ve noticed my absence im home sick but i’ll be back soon! blah blah what did i miss” you know the deal, and after 27 minutes he responded and said

“i did!” cause he noticed i was gone😭 “i was going to email you today actually!” and then he assured me not to worry about the weeks work!

on friday i felt better enough to go back, and when i walked in he was all smiles and so happy to see me, and he gave me full credit for the week saying, “you’re always a great student and get everything done! don’t worry about this week”

i was sniffling a little in class, and he starting joking about me being sick and when i told him i’ll stay as far away as possible he made a sad face!!!! he said i was always a “good girl” when i was taking to him about class work and the exams but said “the only time you disappoint me is when you’re not here” and i’m so desperate for him im dying

basically he loves me and we’re going to get married 🫶