A Sirius Doodle :)

Umm also remus lupin buys a flowy dress to wear for his first date with Sirius because it's comfortable and makes him feel confident, but then gets too self conscious to wear it, and when Sirius finds out, he takes him out again (this time in the dress) and tells him over and over how gorgeous he looks ❤️

“I either do one shots or 800k fics no in between” “700k is the average for me” “60k is a short fic for me lol” what if I kill you and then myself

no one told me that titling fics was so hard omg this is basically the only thing holding me back from posting the first chapter of my trans remus christmas fic

"I write for my own enjoyment"

And

"I'm happy when people interact with my writing"

Are two sentences that can coexist!

little spoon remus but he sort of just suffocates himself in sirius' chest while he strokes remus' hair

peter betrayed lily, too!!! everyone talks about peter betraying the marauders and while, yes, they were friends for years and years, lily was their friend, too. she called him “wormy” and cared about him and trusted him enough to let him be responsible for her son’s life.

peter was lily’s second friend who joined the group that wanted her dead. and it’s so tragic because her death came because of these betrayals, too. snape was the one who told voldemort about the prophecy and then peter was the one who told him how to get to her.

Sirius and Remus are both friends with James, who introduces them to each other during a party. They chat a bit and drink a bit and Sirius takes Remus to his place and they have sex

The next morning, Sirius wakes up to find Remus in his kitchen drinking tea. It makes him grumpy because he doesn’t like it when his one-night stands stay in the morning

Sirius’s grumpiness increases when he realises that Remus wants to start a relationship. Sirius doesn’t want to date Remus, and he tells Remus this

Much to Sirius’s horror, Remus tears up as his expression turns dejected. Sirius doesn’t deal well with crying people, so he panics and suggests that they could go for coffee in the hopes that a good coffee and a pastry will distract Remus from the disappointment, and it works; Remus is significantly cheered up by the suggestion

They go to a café, Sirius buys Remus a hot chocolate and a slice of cheese cake, and they sit at a table by the window, and it’s a bit awkward, but Sirius knows how to deal with awkward, and chats to Remus who eventually starts chatting back

Remus is actually pretty interesting, and the longer Sirius looks at him the clearer he realises that Remus is also pretty cute

After they've spent two hours chatting Sirius suddenly has a horrifying thought: he's on a date with Remus. He gets the immediate urge to leave, but first he must have closure on the story Remus is telling him, and then the topic shifts and Sirius has to hear what Remus wanted to say, and then Sirius needs to contribute to the conversation, but after that he's definitely out of there!

Another two hours go by before Remus says that he needs to go home. They exchange numbers because Sirius can’t stand the idea of seeing Remus so sad again. He'll just ghost Remus afterwards. Not his finest moment, but better than watching Remus get sad again

Remus texts Sirius that evening sounding really excited, and Sirius can’t bear to ghost him, so he texts with him for a bit. They agree on another date. Sirius will definitely let Remus down gently after the date

They go on a date. Sirius enjoys it. He thinks that maybe it won’t be so bad to go on another date with Remus before turning him down, it would be such a shame to ruin such a nice evening

Of course Sirius then realises he actually enjoys Remus’s company so much that there’s no reason to turn him down any longer, and then they kiss a lot and have a happy relationship

orchid and sage pretty pls nini <3

hi rae!!

orchid: what’s a song you consider to be perfect?

ooh this is a good question. i’m 100% that person whose taste in music changes constantly so if you asked me this in a few months the answer would likely be different! and i also am sooo bad at picking favorites for literally anything and this feels adjacent to picking a favorite 😭 but im tentatively saying one of these two…

sage: what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?

okay i think i have to say fiction/books for this one because it is one of the rare art forms that actually makes me feel things? i deeply enjoy many other forms of art but writing is one of the few that actually makes me feel the emotions the artist is trying to convey. i absorb the emotions so easily from writing, and i truly do not know why!

ask game here!

Remus and Harry from chapter 14 of PoA