Mymysillyworld - Eri!

Your Cas here* makes me thing of a Cas, maybe in an AU where he expels the Purgatory souls AND the leviathan, and he’s all fucked up still with skin cracks and black goop leaking from his mouth and he looks at Dean, just a fucked up lil guy, and goes

i throwed up ˙◠˙

Of course Dean forgets about being mad at Cas and starts fussing over him.

Sam and Bobby being like:

Sam (ᵕ•_•)

Bobby (≖_≖ )

* https://www.tumblr.com/colorlessjay/780069816025350144/if-deancas-were-to-go-to-a-supernaturals

This is fucking hilarious

Season 6 Canon divergent AU where instead of Cas drowning himself in the lake, he just goes to the lake and vomits the leviathans all up for like, 15 minutes while Sam, Dean, and Bobby watch

Then he passes out on the grass shaking while Dean fucking panics

As an introvert socially awkward person myslef, I alwasy loved people like Neil. I hate come out of my comfort zone, but when people is there doing it with me, helping me, I'm always glad.

Sometimes is not about not wanting, but about being afreid of doing it alone. Sometimes, all we need is a little push; someone to be there with us.

all of my favorite episodes go like this

Everyone says Cas only disobeyed in one universe –Chuck said that too– BUT there's also the episode where he (Chuck) tortures Sam with visions of a supposed 'future' where Cas sacrifices himself and blah blah, but ends up revealing that it's ANOTHER universe. One where Castiel also disobeyed heaven. So???? honestly, I don't know if it was just a lie from Chuck or... I don't know, an error in the continuity of the story.

We don't talk enough about how angry Todd Anderson is in the book.

In the movie he is just an anxious, awkward boy but in the book he is an awkward, angry teenager.

The entirety of my supernatural watching experience can be summed up as just loudly exclaiming "where the hell is Cas?" every season.

When I say I became obsessed with DPS as soon as I found the movie, I mean it. I watched the movie every night before bed for two whole weeks.

cas is truly the character of all time to me. he’s an angel. he’s autistic. he’s a father. he’s a cunt. he’s serving cunt. he’s throwing his phone in the ocean. he’s sacrificing himself at the drop of a hat. he’s making bad unilateral decisions. he was one of heaven’s best soldiers. he killed like half his species. he broke out of heaven’s control and became the embodiment of free will. he’s defying god’s plan. he’s head over heels in love with a guy who dresses like a lumberjack. his dad hates him. he’s deploying the tactical poor little meow meow eyes to throw his brother in law under the bus. he’s been lobotomized dozens of times. he’s wearing a trenchcoat!