Having To Accept That The Only Way To Be Happy And Properly Claim My Freedom Is To Be Estranged From

Having to accept that the only way to be happy and properly claim my freedom is to be estranged from my family and maintain a long distance relationship at most. Especially if I want to live for myself and claim my individuality without a say from these people, is to let go and be free. Communicating the abuse and selfishness from them is so pointless when their ego is too fucking big. I’m just so glad for God blessing me with tosin and changing our relationship for the better and overcoming the war our parents tried to enforce on us. She’s actually my twin and we love each other. Now I just need to find a way to subtly come out as gay with her still loving me idk if I even care about that tbh.