Nicky Hemmick:

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry that he hurt you, I’m sorry that you’re still afraid to talk about it, and I’m sorry that you think I’ll never understand. I’m sorry that he tricked you into thinking you deserved it."

Who needs grindr when you've got Kevin Day?

Jeremy Knox:

an encounter

(very into whimsical andreil recently.)

nora shipped jean with an early grave so hard he became homosexual

he used to buy jean postcards and little trinkets but on top of it all he used to write his thoughts and his memories about the trip for jean to read too

It just occurred to me that Andrew didn't just agree to dinner with the Hemmicks because Neil made compelling arguments or because he's soft on Neil. He agreed because Neil offered to come along. He agreed because Neil offered to have his back if he went. It's the same deal that Andrew's been making Neil the entire time: go do this thing that scares you because I've got your back.

Which makes Andrew forgiving Neil really quickly after just a few harsh words make so much sense. Because despite the outcome of that dinner and Neil's role in making it happen, he did have Andrew's back. He got to Andrew before anyone else even knew something was wrong, he brought a weapon, he hid Andrew's knives without question, he did everything Andrew needed him to do. It was a shit situation that they walked into like idiots but Neil still had his back every step of the way. Neil didn't break any promises and that counts for more in Andrew's books than any fuck-up Neil could make.

thinking abt how wymacks apartment made neil uncomfortable since he “preferred staying to lower levels so he could make an easy escape if need be” when later the roof of a four story building becomes neil’s safe space because the safety and comfort andrew provides outweighs neil’s survival instincts…. yeah….

I cannot explain how much I need Warren Wilshire to offer Jean a car to stay away from Jeremy.

the way that Andrew and Neil and Jean all have this incredibly intense codependent relationship with Kevin that’s based off of mutual trauma or binding promises, and then there’s just Jeremy who’s like… “Kevin is my buddy! 😁 We text! 🤗 Kevin you crazy fool! 😜