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JUST WATCHED THE NEW EPISODE OF DAREDEVIL BORNA AGAIN

AT THE THAT IS NOT MY SHAYLA HE WOULD NEVER

CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BEAT ALL THE COPS ASSES

sidenote i am also most definitely waiting for matt to crash tf out, its gonna happen, man is going to lose his marbles

why is it that so many people equate having sex to being a good relationship? like we have sexual trauma and are also asexual, and for the first time in three years have decided to actually respect ourselves and not give into to the idea that you need to have sex to be happy and we feel so much better about ourselves because of this.

and yet anyone irl were interested in just expects it to be a thing. and refuses to be partners until we have sex with them. i just want to be loved. why tf do i have to have sex to be loved? it doesnt make any sense

Day three and the drowsiness has hit us hard. Literally spent most of the past fourty eight hours asleep.

Also extremely apathetic rn. Like legit unable to feel emotions and its kinda overwhelming me but at the same time im not able to emotionally react to being overwhelmed so maybe its more like underwhelming me. I hate feeling like this sm but also its kinda better than how i normally feel so its kinda like damn tf do i do

Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar

tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better

will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol

Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar

tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better

will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol

System culture is the clown alter. :o)

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struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

"Inshallah he will OD soon" fucking sent me

Beautiful. Wonderful. Amazing.

AGE REGRESSOR KAZ PART TWO

If Jesper and Inej are in the know:

-jesper would play with him (hc jes regresses to ~10-12)

-inej would be extra protective of her boys

-inej and jesper would absolutely dote on their boy like he needs a snack? jesper's on it. a drink? inej is already holding it

-they would take turns covering for kaz when it comes to work stuff

-jesper likes to tell him stories his mom used to tell him and inej likes to tell him the stories of her saints

-they sit right next to him so he can feel their body heats and know that theyre there even tho he cant deal with touch

-if theyre gone for too long he starts slipping younger and crying

-eventually they work up to being able to scratch his head (kaz deserves head scratches gosh darn it) and he absolutely melts into them

-jesper gets kaz a soft and warm blanket made out of a patchwork of brightly colored fabrics that match some of his outfits so that he always has a part of him with him

-jesper also makes little metal toys for kaz to enjoy

-inej tracks down sweets and

more stuffed animals for kaz to enjoy

-JESPER ABSOLUTELY GETS HIM A STUFFED GOAT NAMED MILO

part one

i made a polycrows sims household and inej and kaz had a baby

nina and matthias both have loyalty issues though and keep getting jealous of each other's relationship with the others (specifically with inej)

wylan's the only one currently bringing in a large enough paycheck for them to pay the bills

jesper's constantly wanting to woohoo and milo (their dog) is kinda just there existing

ive decided im bored of them all living in the same house so im going to have an accident happen where jordie (the baby, currently toddler) drowns and have a major blow out over that between a few of the crows so i can move them out into seperate neighboring houses im working on preparing rn

you 🤝 us

having gishaverse introjects

our jesper age slides like its a slip n slide and our kaz takes care of him most of the time when hes not regressed, and our inej and aleksander are caretakers too

AGE REGRESSOR KAZ PART TWO

If Jesper and Inej are in the know:

-jesper would play with him (hc jes regresses to ~10-12)

-inej would be extra protective of her boys

-inej and jesper would absolutely dote on their boy like he needs a snack? jesper's on it. a drink? inej is already holding it

-they would take turns covering for kaz when it comes to work stuff

-jesper likes to tell him stories his mom used to tell him and inej likes to tell him the stories of her saints

-they sit right next to him so he can feel their body heats and know that theyre there even tho he cant deal with touch

-if theyre gone for too long he starts slipping younger and crying

-eventually they work up to being able to scratch his head (kaz deserves head scratches gosh darn it) and he absolutely melts into them

-jesper gets kaz a soft and warm blanket made out of a patchwork of brightly colored fabrics that match some of his outfits so that he always has a part of him with him

-jesper also makes little metal toys for kaz to enjoy

-inej tracks down sweets and

more stuffed animals for kaz to enjoy

-JESPER ABSOLUTELY GETS HIM A STUFFED GOAT NAMED MILO

part one

MEET NEOGLOWRATZ

•21

•he/they/it/rat/ze

•DID, NPD, ADHD, ASD, OCD, Bipolar, GERD, EDS, Gastroparesis, POTS, MCAS, Scoliosis

•This is my chaos blog, kinda just post whatever on here

•We have a seperate blog for our littles and a few other specific alter blogs (not willing to share them on this account)

Our ao3 account is A2idB1u3

Fandoms we write for:

•Marauders

•Spiderman/MCU/Team Red

•Batfam

•Creepypasta/Slendervers

•Teenwolf

•Six of Crows/Shadow and Bone

•The Pitt

AGE REGRESSOR KAZ PART TWO

If Jesper and Inej are in the know:

-jesper would play with him (hc jes regresses to ~10-12)

-inej would be extra protective of her boys

-inej and jesper would absolutely dote on their boy like he needs a snack? jesper's on it. a drink? inej is already holding it

-they would take turns covering for kaz when it comes to work stuff

-jesper likes to tell him stories his mom used to tell him and inej likes to tell him the stories of her saints

-they sit right next to him so he can feel their body heats and know that theyre there even tho he cant deal with touch

-if theyre gone for too long he starts slipping younger and crying

-eventually they work up to being able to scratch his head (kaz deserves head scratches gosh darn it) and he absolutely melts into them

-jesper gets kaz a soft and warm blanket made out of a patchwork of brightly colored fabrics that match some of his outfits so that he always has a part of him with him

-jesper also makes little metal toys for kaz to enjoy

-inej tracks down sweets and

more stuffed animals for kaz to enjoy

-JESPER ABSOLUTELY GETS HIM A STUFFED GOAT NAMED MILO

part one

KAZ AS AN AGE REGRESSOR

-when hes having a bad pain day he slips younger easier

-flashbacks happen more easily when hes regressed

-emotional quiet (and clingy) little

-hides away when he regresses but it makes him sad that he doesnt have jesper and inej around him

-has a stuffed animal his brother gave him

-curls up in his comfiest clothes and plays with his stuffie when small

-talks outloud to himself for comfort

-gets upset with himself for regressing when he stops being small

-naps so much, always so eepy

part two

kaz brekker is an age regressor and i will never change my opinion on this

(the darkling is also definitely an age regressor)

•got to see my ex-metamour (my best friend in the whole world) for the first time in almost three years

•found out said bestie is dating a like legit clone of me like the resemblance is insanely uncanny

•got called a twink by a bunch of 13 year olds

•and of course called my cat a bitch

welp 2025 is off to a crazy start tbh

•moved back to my parents' house

•turned 21

•got my first pap smear thing (sucked ass)

•ran out of adhd meds

•new dr wont refill my meds

•got into a fight with my brother for telling him not to get weirdly apologetic for nazis

•is currently missing memories from a series of four days in a row that just seems to have never existed

just kinda odd shit happening for me

guess its almost time for the next month, hopefully ill at least get a valentine

welp 2025 is off to a crazy start tbh

•moved back to my parents' house

•turned 21

•got my first pap smear thing (sucked ass)

•ran out of adhd meds

•new dr wont refill my meds

•got into a fight with my brother for telling him not to get weirdly apologetic for nazis

•is currently missing memories from a series of four days in a row that just seems to have never existed

just kinda odd shit happening for me

guess its almost time for the next month, hopefully ill at least get a valentine

im celebrating my 21st bday by getting narc supply from arguing with uneducated people on tiktok

if they dont want to learn then theyll just have to deal with me pestering them and wasting their time 🥰

welp

thought we were doing good with the whole splitting and stuff but then we moved back home and somehow didnt notice us split several new parts

ofc we had to start fixating on some new medias at the same time

so ig welcome to the fuckin system kaz, aleks, jordie, heather, marcus, devin, spencer, hotch, and jj

im never watching a new tv show ever again (or rewatching a comfort show) genuinely wtf brain

hey to all my fellow american queers, if you need support dont be afraid to reach out

i dont care if we dont know each other, ill listen if you need me to

i also want to just be direct about this because the community's going to be facing a lot of losses in the next few years and i want to tell you that regardless of what happens to each of us, we wont be forgotten, our community wont die out

no matter what happens and how much we lose, theyll always be at least one queer person out there and if theres at least one of us then the rest of us wont be forgotten

so thanks to some mental health stuff™️ i didnt get to finish my 31 batfam fics i was writing for october so like definitely going to get on that

but on that note (caus all i ever write is angst) why tf is there not more cass and duke centric angst fics

like guys theres such untapped potential here please

catch me running to write and post several fics on ao3 knowing damn well so many of us are about to sit down and go so deep down our little niche fanfic rabbit holes without tiktok to waste time on

moving home to find out that my brother has fallen into the classic white boy in high school joins jrotc and boyscouts and suddenly starts making ableist and nazi like comments was not on my bucket list this year

like damn i just got screamed at anf told i was overreacting for trying to explain why he shouldnt be a nazi apologist

i go on x/twitter and see this shit

what fucking year is it 🧍

welp here we go

me and my kitty going back to live with my parents' so i can start my longterm out patient program

lets get this shit started ig

well damn

almost got back together with my ex only to go to move back home and now im losing him again

he doesnt even want to hang out to say goodbye

fuck my life

in all of my like six moves this past year this is the first one im actually packing by myself and man why did everyone pack my shit so terribly the last few times

ive eliminated so many boxes already

i can fit so much more in my boxes that what people were putting in like damn

we have been told by our stepmother that we will no longer receive gifts for the holidays after this year and now in true us fashion our littles want to riot

so any systems have some ideas for how to celebrate the holidays for the child parts? im thinking i might make a post of ideas later

was crocheting ourselves a hat but then i bleached my hair and now suddenly i dont remember how to crochet

hate this disorder sm

fun fact some of us do this in our innerworld

i think they call it fistfight fridays or smth

its just a bunch of the guys and gals duking it out in a boxing ring for shits and giggles

i think they should add pvp to DID. i should be able to fistfight my headmates

my not boyfriend and i share a hyperfixation on cult and secret society related medias and talk about it and watch shows and movies related to it

without fail that means the jokes about our cult related trauma happens and then of course we keep wondering which cult it was

and without fail as soon as we start looking into it we blackout and this is the funniest cycle were in rn caus damn i just want to know so i can make even more jokes