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spite is great

cleaned all the dishes, took out five bags of trash and moved my boxes

though also chronic illness and doing all of that is not reccommended -10000/10

somehow i managed to trigger a flare up of literally everything at once and now i cant walk wihtout being in incredible pain, my head hurts, im nauseous af, and i keep feinting and having hot flashes. just hoping the seizures dont start now.

who was gonna tell me that mr dan howell has orthostatic hypotension

hes like me fr fuck yea

got a new penpal (theyre plural and trying to figure out the kind of plural they are which is p interesting to be able to support them through)

also i dont have a boyfriend but like the not-boyfriend didnt give me an absolute no to being my boyfriend eventually which was swaggy

just gotta both work on some stuff from our past together

yes it works for bpd

it doesnt work well for dissociative disorders though because you need to do parts work and face trauma before youre able to actually ground yourself and have a wise mind

most dbt skills temporarily calm you down but as soon as you stop actively using them youll start dissociating again

dbt isnt made for chronic dissociation

heres my wacky opinion of the day:

DBT is useless for people with dissociative disorders and i think it needs to be talked more about how and why

heres my wacky opinion of the day:

DBT is useless for people with dissociative disorders and i think it needs to be talked more about how and why

one of my least favorite parts of this disorder are the parts with different allergies and the parts that have different levels of good eye sight. like a) fuck the parts that can see without our glasses theyre so ridiculously lucky

and b) fuck the parts that are allergic to things and dont realize caus theyll caus a reaction that ends up triggering our mcas

Thank you for sharing your perspective. It really is appreciated.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

i think youre last sentence sort of summed up how we think about being plural and thats why we struggle with the idea of it being an identity on its own instead of being something that contributes to your identities.

like being multiple parts contributes to our gender identity 100% but its not its own identity seperate from that.

it also feels like saying it is is more of a way to describe it to singlets which would make sense. but i dont really enjoy having specific words and such that put us all into smaller categories so singlets can understand. its why we avoid using specific parts language outside of some of the therapy specific words.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

Thank you for adding onto this conversation with an informative view. i can see why some would choose to see it from that perspective of it as a comparison. i guess my biggest issue is comparing being a system to being a gender. its just not something i see as being able to be compared on an even level.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

dude i already know your take

its not like ive been disagreeing with you without looking at your page

we're obviously not going to agree on this topic. i honestly think i see it a certain way and that i see it like that due to my autism and can't wrap my head around any other way due to that. its chill that you cant see it the same way i can due to not having the right vocabulary to describe my opinion properly.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

yea exactly its shaped your identity. its a defining characteristic of your identity but ptsd is not just an identity like being trans or gay is.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

it impacts it in the same way bipolar or ptsd does. that doesnt make bipolar or ptsd an identity.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

ofc we meme the shit out of it. doesnt mean the disorder's fun. and it doesnt need to be. its a shit disorder thats literally from needing to survive a shitty situation. its doing its job.

and yes it is part of your identity but it is not an identity. its not like a gender or sexuality. its like having brown hair or green eyes. simply a defining characteristic of your identity.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

art post caus i think i totally did something cool

its based off the song "Secrets" by Mary Lambert

I've been relating to this song for years and even more so rn as I struggle so heavily with my bipolar and my dissociation

fuck being a system im a sus-tem

reduce reuse recyle i say as i use one of my many empty pill bottles to hold cinnamon sugar for my toast

man i love coming on here and just scrolling through the syscourse tags sometimes

like it really just gives me some good laughs, some of the stuff everyone argues about is like actually ridiculous

im over here fresh out of one hospitalization debating on going back due to parts not wanting to go to therapy and shit so like the level of real life issues vs internet bullshit is wild rn

guys

meds be meds-ing

like who tf was gonna tell me this was how all those people without bipolar was feeling??

like i can feel emotions in a reasonable way that doesnt completely control my day and all thoughts i make??? the smallest things dont make me want to scream at people because im so frustrated???

im literally just here and i cant believe no one thought to tell me that was a way i could feel

This is a reminder to:

Never mention a possible pregnancy/abortion to anyone, especially not through a social media app messaging service such as messenger, WhatsApp, Instagram DMs, Snapchat, etc.

Delete all period tracking apps and to start tracking using a planner or physical calendar

Book appointments for a form of birth control if possible, or to always carry condoms for yourself and other

Look into sterilization options if that is the route you want to go down (here is a list of 1000 doctors willing to sterilize you without a fight)

Protect your fellow person, protect the women in your life, the queer people, the disabled people, everyone will be affected by this

Form communities. Tell your people that you love them. Protect one another. Check in on one another. None of us are alone.

It's insane when RAMCOA deniers will say "mind control and brainwashing doesn't exist", "this specific type of organized abuse doesn't exist", and "nobody will ever believe your absurd story" when there are documentaries of stories of this stuff that also doesn't feed into the Satanic Panic y'all cry about RAMCOA spreading. Please watch Jan Broberg's documentary "Abducted In Plain Sight". Please watch the 90s documentary about The Children Of God organization. Look at the COUNTLESS Epstein documentaries. It exists and us victims are not making up "absurd stories". Ffs this shit is STILL going on, look at the shit going on in the Catholic church and many other churches. Look at the fucking P-Diddy case. RAMCOA, especially RA and MC, exists and is still going on.

And fuck off with the "the abuse exists, RAMCOA doesn't" because that makes no sense and you sound like a fucking dumbass. This type of abuse exists but at the same time it doesn't?? Fuck off. "Noooo the conspiracies don't exist" then say the conspiracies ABOUT RAMCOA doesn't exist not that RAMCOA is one in itself. Because it's not, there's just conspiracies ABOUT it that definitely don't exist and absolutely need to be called out. But RAMCOA being a conspiracy in itself?? It's not it's just a term for a specific type of abuse. Calling a term for a specific type of abuse a conspiracy is basically saying the abuse itself doesn't exist and is a conspiracy. Which is fucked because the topics in the documentaries and ongoing cases I mentioned counts as RAMCOA.

maybe i just need friends 💀

sometimes we want to find sourcemates for no other reason than to send memes to

like me (stiles), jason (todd) and tim (drake) really be out here like gimme someone to send fuckin memes to and laugh about source jokes

sometimes we want to find sourcemates for no other reason than to send memes to

like me (stiles), jason (todd) and tim (drake) really be out here like gimme someone to send fuckin memes to and laugh about source jokes

Alright a conversation with my friend has led us to a dilemma so:

Narcissistic culture is not understanding why people care that a celebrity died. Bitch, that’s a stranger, how are you so upset right now?

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now both the cats are watching ghost files with me 😎

I thought you might enjoy this:

i forgot the premiere was going to happen today but somehow my cat managed to jump up and paw at my tv right at the time it premiered and wouldn't stop until i put it on

so in conclusion my cat is a big fan of ghost files

your cat is a real one can we get a picture

[This user thinks werewolves are cool.]

working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done

its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything

but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience

personally i just think it should be illegal to have more than 2 things going Bad with your body at a time. it's just excessive. i want to speak to a manager. the current hardware was not designed with the user in mind.

Alhamdulillah I've found another Queer Muslim :3

hi!! 🕺✨