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ssomedays im just really harshly reminded about how many trans kids take their lives before they graduate high school and realize just how lucky i am to have made it this far.
i lost a trans friend a year ago and while seeing videos on my tiktok fyp talking about trans youth one of them mentioned another trans kid who took her life years ago and it reminded me of what it was like when that happened and then i thought back to my own friend i lost. and its just so terrifying knowing that im lucky to be one of the trans kids to survive my middle/highschool years.
it was a really big realization the other day that i had in which i turned to my sister and said holy shit im an elder trans person now, ive survived. and thats just really sad, knowing that when i was like 14/15 and first starting my transition i looked up to 18/19/20 year olds who made it and were transitioning and now im in that position of having saw these 14/15 year old kids looking at me and how well i pass and how well i know myself and how i survived and feeling like they could make it. the amount of kids i have had tell me that just seeing me being me around the school helped them to feel safe is insane to me. like these kids deserve to just be kids. i deserved to just be a kid. but we dont get to be kids. we dont get to live out our high school years by being high schoolers, we live them out in fear. in fear of our peers, in fear of our families, in fear of ourselves. and thats just terrible. this shouldnt be how things are.
i shouldnt have had to fight for the right to just use any of the bathrooms at my school. i shouldnt have had to go into our counseling office and report slurs and threats being verbally thrown at me in the hall. i shouldnt have had to sit there in my car before the last football game a year ago crying because my best friend was dead.
It’s like talking about alters as “whole people” makes DID more palatable for others somehow. If they can view us as just this quirky cast of characters who happen to share a body then it’s less sad, or maybe even less disturbing. They can reframe it into something that might even sound fun or beneficial to them, like “3 friends for the price of 1!”
I’m starting to think that viewing us as one whole traumatized person with many dissociated parts is just too depressing and too “weird” for a lot of people. It’s harder for them to wrap their heads around. They can’t grasp the way we are both disconnected from each other and still a part of each other. They can’t make sense of the way we overlap and blend together. We don’t fit into neat little boxes. We aren’t a straight forward cast of characters.
are we memorizing mercutio’s lines for shits and giggles? yussir
romeo and juliet /pos
yall omfg omfg yall yall yall
jurrasic world the fucking dino tracking website holy fucking shit
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
im so fucking excited
Steven: We should get a pet spider.
Marc: You get a spider and I’ll fucking burn the apartment down.
Steven: That’s a little excessive, don’t you think?
Marc: You’re right. I wouldn’t. Jake would. He hates anything that crawls.
Can we talk about this possible parallel??
When Osiris died, Isis never stopped looking for his body or loving him after Set had killed him. And then, Layla going on her own mission to avenge her dead husband after Harrow killed him. Or the fact that Marc gave up paradise - the quietness he has always wanted - to be with Steven.
I get it's implied Osiris opened the gate because he knew Marc needed to return to defeat Ammit, but I like one of those ideas being the reason. Especially since Taweret called Osiris an old sofie.
yo seriously anyone who says shipping marc and steven is disgusting or “selfcest” are just being ableist and uneducated.
especially the “selfcest” thing like no me steven and marc arent the same person were all seperate fuckin people that happen to share a body get over your stupid singlet ideas
also calling it disgusting directly negatively affects every single system who has inner system relationships. like youre calling it disgusting when inner system relationships are literally a way of healing.
kindly stfu with your stupid ass opinions and educate yourself
-jake
I've got another one
i literally thought that when marc and steven revived one another through their love and hugged each other, marc was going in for a kiss. i watched his motherfucking neck crane and i was like, oh god. it’s gonna happen. they’re gonna do it. arguably i got something even better!
so update on the asking steven out thing
i may have texted our friend about it then steven switched in and found out so im going to try and have a date with him later today to make up for not getting to properly ask
also i bought him a tea yesterday and he loved it
-marc
fucking homosexual
are you gay
Absolutely not. You may be my fiance but no I am extremely homophobic /j
- Punz
Yes, he is
- Dream
I am not
- Punz
im going to ask steven out after we get out of school today. debating on if ill get him a tea or coffee. probably a tea. i hope he says yes.
i really like him. hes so smart and kind. and he always gives the best hugs and im scared to lose him.
-marc
oh to have someone that would be willing to be a statue holding my hand for forever
only in my wildest dreams
Yo moonknight fans, especially fellow singlets
LISTEN TO SYSTEMS PLEASE
STEVEN AND MARC ARE NOT VERSIONS OF EACH OTHER. THEYRE SEPARATE PEOPLE. istg some of yall folk are so dense. And it ain't selfcest to ship them either. Again, separate folk and alters can have relationships within systems. So many systems here have said that but yall refuse to listen
guys we’re. actually starting to ship steven and marc (in the show)
oops
this is all the introjects fault
me when marc and steven are simping over each other and im just third wheeling everytime we’re all in front together
-jake
man fuck khonshu
all my mates hate that moon bitch
-steven
"I'm going to fuck your avocado" - @neoglowratz
steven: i’m crushing on someone, but i’m kinda scared to tell you who.
marc: just rip the bandaid off.
steven: it’s layla.
marc: put the bandaid back on.
jake lockely likes taylor swift
steven brought me to front my putting on taylor swift. were now vibing together and forcing marc to dance with us
-jake
BRVR
zap zap
now that its nicer out and im getting out and about and enjoying life a bit more i just want to say a few things xoxo
first acab
second if i ever see a “punk” making fun of a disabled person im shoving my cane up your ass <3
I don’t blame Steven I can’t spot the difference
ok since some of you idiots who enjoy watching Moon Knight don’t understand shit I’m going to explain it.
(*Moon Knight Ep 5 Spoilers towards the end*)
First off, Marc, Steven, and Jake are part of a system. Because of the childhood trauma they faced in childhood they developed Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Which means that because of the constant pressure and traumatic events happening to them their psyche fracture. Marc, Steven, and Jake are all fragments of one collective.
Secondly, Marc did NOT “create” Steven. The brain split both Steven and Marc to do seperate tasks. Marc to hold traumatic memories and protect the others. And Steven to keep them going, keep their area clean, keep them healthy.
Thirdly, they are all seperate people, they have different thought processes, different emotions, and different reactions, but they CANNOT exist by themselves. They need each other to be able to get through life. The creators of the show have had several professionals and people with the disorder talk to them about this stuff and how to portray it well.
That means they are aware that Marc didn’t create Steven and that they can’t exist without each other. So no they won’t stay seperate even if Steven has supposedly died and become sand and Marc is in the field of reeds.
Now stop for the love of fucking god calling them personalities, they’re alters, and stop calling Marc the original, THERE IS NO ORIGINAL WHEN YOU HAVE THIS DISORDER!
“an anonymous introject from the show”
marc literally shut the fuck up and just sign your name
-jake
if i see one more person calling marc the “original” or saying he “created” steven and jake i am going to actually lose my freakin mind.
That! Is! Not! How! This! Works!
do some god damn research before making uneducated assumptions on how dissociative identity disorder works
sincerely, signed,
an anonymous introject from the show