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Petition to give Goatman back his bridge

in light of recent news, and in fear of losing one of the only things that brings me joy in my stupid baka life, here's all episodes of puppet history.

pls rb :)

disclaimer: im not a fan of endogenic systems, i dont believe you can be a system and not have trauma but i have questions for endogenic systems:

for endogenics or ppl that call themselves mixed origin because some alters are formed without trauma; you are aware that thats called an aparent normal part and thats a sign of trauma correct? like everything on the dissociation spectrum has it so you have to have at least one anp

how do you even know where one alter ends and another begins? youd have to dissociate to have the amnesia barriers seperating your parts and to do that means youd need like a huge stresser in your life which would be the caus of you being plural which would then make you traumagenic so like how does that even work?

also does anyone have actual trustworthy resources on endogenic systems that supports their existance?

i wonder if the dumbass in my comments understands that my feelings arent as hurt as their's is by other people's opinions

fr so confused why people have issue with me saying its ableist to treat a mental disorder (OSDDID) like its some fun quirky identity

like you cant sit around spreading misinformation about it and treating it like its fun and then call the people that correct your information names and shit

legit learn to educate yourself and treat disabled people with respect

I NEED IT TO STOP DOING ITS THING PLEASE IM BEGGING

when the DID be DID-ing

when the DID be DID-ing

sometimes your relationship is actually just a situationship/fwbs situation with your ex, his new fwb and you

catch me making them dinner tonight while we watch movies and cuddle

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

Our ex: You just need to learn how to take responsibility for doing stuff.

Luca, Cirrus?, and Evan: *apologizes repeatedly for getting upset about stuff*

Our ex: I just don’t know why you never apologize.

Sully: 🧍are you fucking with me rn? You never apologized for cheating on us? We have done nothing but apologize to you.

Our ex: Just take accountability for your actions.

H and Sully: Bro??? We did????

chronic illness life is going to see a new primary care doc and getting five referrals by the end of the appointment

So fun fact I’m a hellenic poltheist and I’ve made a discord server for other polytheists and I’m currently working on the athenian calendar for the year. So like if anyone wants to join that’d be dope.

[Text: This system is open to non-invasive questions.]

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see ive stopped crying over the fact that im never going to be one singular being due to my parents choices and now im crying over the fact that i cant tell if i love our partners or if im saying i do because its easier to give them the love they want from me than it is to think about what love means to me

i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.

it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.

lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship

lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship

Hito, just chilling, working our barista shift in his wig on Halloween: 🕺

Our Manager, dressed as Aizawa: What are you doing, problem child?

Hito: 🧍🏃🥲

i was not prepared for my manager to call me a nickname from my source

its a well known nickname between the characters she and i were dressed as

but i wasnt just cosplaying. i was actually just dressing as myself and it took me so off guard. because for just a moment it was like i was home again.

me? being gay? for man next to me?

correct

YALL YALL YALL

so im scrolling through my fyp right? just chilling, just scrolling and then wrabel’s tiktok pops up and i go oh yo? hell yea? and follow.

AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS?? WRABEL FOLLOWS ME BACK

I AM TIKTOK MUTUALS WITH WRABEL NOW. I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING AND CRYING.

sometime all i think about is you

late nights in the middle of june

i had a dream where you were here

i had a dream where you got to see me do what i love

i had a dream where i handed you a flower and you remembered why we were together

i had a dream where you realized that you didnt need to let this get between us

i had a dream where you forgave yourself and came back to me

then i woke up

and remembered

that you wouldnt care to do any of that

why is my entire feed rn hannibal

Marc: Moon looks gorgeous, doesn’t it?

Jake: *looking at Marc* Yeah… but do you know what’s more beautiful?

Marc and Jake in unison: *sighs* Steven

I think it's about time we, as a community, started

Pondering Our Morbs

ok so i just saw a post saying that its disrespectful and what not to give the old gods scraps of food or irrelevant items or things you just have lying around that you didnt specifically buy or make for the gods. and i 110% disagree.

like i give dionysus my leftover sodas that have gone flat in my room, i give apollo the leftover orange peels i have lying around. its not thought out, theyre just my leftovers.

i gave thanatos and persephone my garden with my bone collection. i have a plant named bernard that i water for hera.

none of my gifts were made or bought or grabbed with the intent of giving. they just were given at the end. that doesnt mean im disrespecting them or giving them useless items. that doesnt mean they reject them.

when you probably have POTS and then develop heartbreak syndrome on top of that like damn our heart is trying to kill us

this year was just nto the year for love for us i dont think.

we started off by getting broken up with by our longterm (four year) partner

then ghosted by our other partner

then was pulled along by a friend who almost seemed to like us

and now weve been broken up with by our year long partner

im kind of just unfeeling about it now, like ive gone through so much outside the realm of love recently and this breakup is just sort of an addition to the growing pile of things i have to eventually deal with. it does help a bit that we have so many friends that we just didnt really talk to much anymore because we didnt see the need to. we saw our future in black and white. wed get through college, get married, move in together, and grow old. i didnt see the need to have any friends included in that outside of my partner’s friends. but now im kind of realizing that that was just the black and white thinking of my autism, i still am human, i still need friends, and now that im losing several because its very likely they wont talk to me anymore now that our fiancé broke it off, i need them more than ever. and so i messaged a few of my older ones, ones that i havent talked to in months, ones that before my fiancé i thought of as my closest most reliable friends and it really cheered me up. hearing them call me bestie and go crazy as i told them whats happened, about me graduating, about me getting a job, about me going to college, and about me getting my diagnosises. and it really made me realize that if someone isnt willing to put in effort to help a relationship grow properly then i shouldnt be expected to either. i guess my fiancé was right about that part, i did put a lot of effort into our relationship and they didnt. i wish they had so we couldve avoided this mess but truly im almost glad now because i would have missed out on realizing that so many people care about me and really would hate it if i just disappeared off the earth. like all these people would miss me so dearly and thats helping me really think through so many of my issues right not. a lot of my stress related to thinking i wasnt good enough or that i wasnt trying to be what they wanted me to be is just sort of gone because these people are my people and they know me for me. these people ive started talking to again have known me for almost as long as the system was known. and im glad to see that i dont have to hide certain parts of myself or pretend to be someone else around them. -sully

{disclaimer: if my ex sees this, this isnt meant as something negative towards you, you tried your hardest and well always love you for that, im sorry it came to this and we really would love to at elast still be friends. this post is just us having the realization that we arent alone and were allowed to have friends outside of you and your friends}

Bi-Aro

When both your labels have a stereotype of being a slut so you decide to just embrace it

I am now w h o r e