part 2 soon come lolš«¶š½
synopsis: the reader has pent-up stress and anxiety and takes it out on jack.
It was your first day back at your job ever since Alora was born and you were stressed out.
Jack insisted you stay home for a few more days. You knew he was only trying to make sure you were okay but it really set you off.
Postpartum depression had been kicking your ass and jack's constant nagging didn't make it better.
"Baby you really don't have to go back so early." He said, wrapping his arms around you from behind.
He kissed your neck softly and you shook out of his hold.
"Jack, I want to go back. You know I don't like to sit around and do nothing." You said sliding on your blazer.
"You know I'm just trying to help. I may not know what your going through right now but just know I'm always here for you." He said running his hands through his curls.
"Baby I'm fine." You said before giving him a kiss and walking out of your shared bedroom to wake your baby up.
"I don't know what to do steph! I know he's just trying to help but he's honestly just making things worse." You said frustratedly to your co-worker.
"I totally get you, when I had my son every little thing my husband did pissed me off." She said giggling softly at the end.
"But guess what? It's normal babe! It's just your body going through changes and he's trying to help you out." She said rubbing your back softly.
"But steph what if it doesn't get better? I feel like I'm falling out of love with him." You said tearing up out of pure guilt.
"Aww honey come here." She said pulling you into her chest.
"I feel like a bad wife and a bad mother." You said crying softly into her chest.
"It'll get better, my love I promise. You love that man and he loves you! After all the wild stories I've heard about the both of you I can guarantee you still love him. When this all blows over you'll be okay." She said, coaxing you through your tears.
"I love you so fucking much man." You said wiping your tears and giving her a proper hug.
"You look exhausted." Jack said when he saw you on the couch typing away at your computer.
"I have to get this done." You said tiredly rubbed your eyes.
"Mamas, I don't like the way your working yourself. If your tired take a break and try again tomorrow." He said sitting next to you on the couch.
You looked up at him tiredly with tears in your eyes. You hated feeling useless.
"That's easy for you to say jack. I'm not a celebrity! I don't have thousands of people ready to help me. Money doesn't just come out of my ass. I have a job to get done and your getting in the way!" Your sudden outburst surprised you.
Jack was stunned by what you said.
He knew you were going through it and he tried his best not to take it personally but there was only so much he could take.
I don't think I can do this anymore jack." You said putting legs up to your chest.
"You can't do what?" He said nervously, bouncing his leg up and down.
"Us babe." You said closing your computer and walking into your shared bedroom.
this was inspired by that on human resources episode !
Hello love hope you have a great dayā¤ļø
thank you for the message š„°! I hope you have an amazing day as well.
building a new identity and life for urself is actually easier than it sounds. u only need to commit to the new identity.
who is the person that u want to be? how do they act? what is their education? thatās the first question to ask urself. i talked about a garden analogy in one of my previous posts but just in case u missed that iāll remind u:
so basically imagine urself as a gardener and ur life is ur garden. itās boundless. u can fill the garden with flowersĀ šøĀ and plants, anything u desire really. think of ur desires as the flowers that u fill ur gardenĀ šŖ“Ā with. the plants that u water the most or the pay the most attention to will grow beautifully. this is how manifestation is.Ā
so what iāve been doing lately is keeping 2-3 affirmations on loop in my brain whenever i get a minute to. (kinda like when u put something on queue in ur mind) when im doing mindless activities or something. iāll repeat the affirmations in my mind OR out loud. but iāll only do this when i want to. (cuz nothing in manifestation should be forced)Ā
doing this, i kinda imagine my affirmations as watering my manifestationsĀ šŖ·. now that weāve established setting up ur garden, letās FILL it. (this is the funnest part) i want u to write down who u desire to be as though u were already that person living that life. so youād title ur page (who i am)Ā
my name is ___ i am ___ years oldĀ
ur personality and character traitsĀ
ur skills and talentsĀ
ur appearanceĀ
ur self concept and how life treats uĀ
ur educationĀ
ur relationships
how long it takes u to get everything u wantĀ
literally EVERYTHING. this is scripting. ur creating a script in which ur reality will follow. next we need to PRACTICE the script.Ā
how do we do that? being delulu, affirming, manifestation exercises, daydreaming, SATS, literally PRETENDING. fulfilling urself in ur imagination is u practicing the script.Ā
once the script is persisted in enough and weāll practiced youāll see it play out in ur life. congratulations, youāve built a new life and identity for urself <3
piercer!toji piercing r boobs and belly button but like sheās so nervous and shy bc someone else other than herself is going to see her boobs. and sheās holding onto tojiās arm so tightly :0 you can add what you want but i just want him to give her a lollipop at the end bc that would be so cute
wait i really like this omg >_<:p like heād be sweet - a little. letting you calm yourself down before you remove your bra and raise your top near your collarbone. you look around biting on your lip, try to not back down or cry and him seeing you like this he gave you a choice. ā want me to down your belly button first so you at least get used to it? canāt do anything if your so jumpy, hun ā you nod lowering your top and laying back down. he sits on the chair putting on his gloves as he puts alcohol on the cotton ball. you gasp at the coldness of the cotton. he puts two dots? on your belly and asked if you are ready which you mumbling a yes. your eyes are screw shut as the clamp is tight on your belly button as the needle slides in. the pain is a bit temporary as he places the jewelry.
ā i-is it done..already? ā he stutter as he nods throwing away the used things ā yeah see how easy that was, tell you what - you lay there like a good girl for this next one iāll give you a treat ā. treat? you donāt respond as you raise you shirt to where it was ā c-can i uhm hold onto your hand. please ā ā whatever helps you, sweetheart ā. he does the same steps he did for you except when he holds the clamp and needle your taking hard breaths, biting on your bottom lip and your eyes are shut tightly he can see a bit on tears. your body was very clean, no tats or anything so he understands why youāre nervous. the moment the needle your hands flew to his tattooed arms, nails digging into his flesh. a few minutes later you finally open your blurry eyes to be met with tojiās green ones. ā how you feel sweetheart ā you look around sitting up while you wipe your tears. he pulls down your shirt. ā did so good like i told you, iāll give you the treat like i promised ā
soon you find your legs wide open on his shoulders while his arms are wrapped around your thighs as your elbows hold you up. your panties at your ankles, skirt lifting to your waist and you tities out in the cold breeze. the cold metal on his tongue running through your folds slurping up the juices, making you shiver and gasp. toji is shoving his face in between your thighs more. you let out silent moans and whines as he matched the rhythm of his fingers to his tongue. your hands moving around not knowing whether to grip on the bed or his hair or shoulders. you looked innocent - too innocent to be at his shop. heās not used to someone like you coming to see him, at least some people would have a few piercing from different shops before his - because toji isnāt exactly the nicest. but youāre different.
he used to pierce himself before doing it on few of his friends. you whine tugging on his hair, lifting your hips to grind on his tongue - feeling a strong wave hit you. ā i-ām gāna cumā¦can i- please can i cum ā you cry out as he puts more pleasure, flicking his tongue piercing on your clit. ā you can come darling , been such a girl girl huh ā he praises and it makes your mind go all empty and fuzzy. you didnāt even know toji like this, sure he pierced some of your friends and youāll be here but no interaction. your body shakes as he sucks on your clit dragging you to the edge ā cum fā me sweet girl ā and you do - making a mess on the bed beneath you but he doesnāt care. not when heās slurping you up like that.
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synopsis: the reader has pent-up stress and anxiety and takes it out on jack.
It was your first day back at your job ever since Alora was born and you were stressed out.
Jack insisted you stay home for a few more days. You knew he was only trying to make sure you were okay but it really set you off.
Postpartum depression had been kicking your ass and jack's constant nagging didn't make it better.
"Baby you really don't have to go back so early." He said, wrapping his arms around you from behind.
He kissed your neck softly and you shook out of his hold.
"Jack, I want to go back. You know I don't like to sit around and do nothing." You said sliding on your blazer.
"You know I'm just trying to help. I may not know what your going through right now but just know I'm always here for you." He said running his hands through his curls.
"Baby I'm fine." You said before giving him a kiss and walking out of your shared bedroom to wake your baby up.
"I don't know what to do steph! I know he's just trying to help but he's honestly just making things worse." You said frustratedly to your co-worker.
"I totally get you, when I had my son every little thing my husband did pissed me off." She said giggling softly at the end.
"But guess what? It's normal babe! It's just your body going through changes and he's trying to help you out." She said rubbing your back softly.
"But steph what if it doesn't get better? I feel like I'm falling out of love with him." You said tearing up out of pure guilt.
"Aww honey come here." She said pulling you into her chest.
"I feel like a bad wife and a bad mother." You said crying softly into her chest.
"It'll get better, my love I promise. You love that man and he loves you! After all the wild stories I've heard about the both of you I can guarantee you still love him. When this all blows over you'll be okay." She said, coaxing you through your tears.
"I love you so fucking much man." You said wiping your tears and giving her a proper hug.
"You look exhausted." Jack said when he saw you on the couch typing away at your computer.
"I have to get this done." You said tiredly rubbed your eyes.
"Mamas, I don't like the way your working yourself. If your tired take a break and try again tomorrow." He said sitting next to you on the couch.
You looked up at him tiredly with tears in your eyes. You hated feeling useless.
"That's easy for you to say jack. I'm not a celebrity! I don't have thousands of people ready to help me. Money doesn't just come out of my ass. I have a job to get done and your getting in the way!" Your sudden outburst surprised you.
Jack was stunned by what you said.
He knew you were going through it and he tried his best not to take it personally but there was only so much he could take.
I don't think I can do this anymore jack." You said putting legs up to your chest.
"You can't do what?" He said nervously, bouncing his leg up and down.
"Us babe." You said closing your computer and walking into your shared bedroom.
this was inspired by that on human resources episode !
bruh fuck the retrograde, a fucking lizard ran into my room and my pussy ass is too scared to hit it with a broom š
( ā” ) get off your damn phone and get on with the game.
- you spend your whole day lying on the bed, scrolling through manifestation pages, in hope to find a 'method' that works for you or to give you 'hope' through success stories or to make you feel good about yourself or maybe to learn how to manifest 'correctly' or whatever might be the reason.
well guess what? you DON'T need 893727 methods to manifest, you were BORN with that in you.
wanna know how to manifest? tell yourself what YOU want to hear.
( ā” ) manifestation is your very nature, you were born with the ability to manifest and you've been using it unconsciously ( default manifestation ) and consciously ( deliberate manifestation ) ever since you were a child. you think you can't manifest? you've been doing that your WHOLE life hun-
stop trying to find 'methods' because there is no correct way to manifest, you set the rules and you create the limits
you don't need to read 1426295 neville books to learn how to manifest, it is your very nature <3
so my only tip for you is to stop scrolling through manifestation success stories, methods, motivational posts etc., and start applying what you already know :D
and remember: if you can imagine it then you can have it
Can you please write one shot with miguel who has his first time with reader and reader is a virgin??
Btw I really like your writing style!! <33
iāve got butterflies.
first time
contents : 18+ smut virgin!reader; virgin!miguel; soft dom!miguel; pussy licking; kinda unedited; first time
your lips are molded to miguelās. his hand slipped around your neck, drawing you closer, as his other drags down to the hem of your shirt, but thatās when you pull away, breathing hard as you look to the side, almost self consciously.
miguelās brows furrow, grabbing your chin and bringing your head back to face him. āsomething wrong?ā his tone is breathy from the amount of kisses youāve given him. so now heās wondering on your hesitation at his hand.
a hand that has begun to brush back and forth along your shirt, as you caught his gaze, looking bashful. his lips move close again, along with his body, tightening his hold on your shirt as he places open-mouthed kisses along your neck. āy/n?ā he tries again against your skin.
āi justā¦ā you drift off biting your lip. āi havenātā¦ā
miguelās kisses have stopped and youāre scared you blew it. maybe he wouldnāt like you as a virgin? you meet his gaze as he draws back, eyeing you, opening and closing his mouth. āā¦havenāt?ā he slowly asks.
you lick your lips. āat all.ā
miguel breathed heavier and you donāt seem to catch the desperation in his eyes at the revelation, until his body is pushing you back, you being forced to lay on the bed, as miguel caged you in. ānothing at all?ā he asks, a small grin forming. because he was ecstatic to hear no one else has gotten this chance.
how stupid people can be to not snatch you up. and now you were his. all his. now he was grinning as he captured your lips almost feverishly. āthatās so sweetā¦querida.ā because now youād be each others firsts.
āsweet?ā your brows furrow, only making miguel smile against your lips.
āiāll be your firstā¦.youāll be mineā¦itās sweet of youā¦not letting someone else have it.ā his tongue is exploring your mouth as he presses his body atop of yours, your eyes fluttering closed. āyeahā¦so sweet of youā¦ā his hand has moved between you two, unbuttoning your jeans with easy fingers, making your breathing hitch. his ears picked up on the sounds, showing him your tells.
āitās alright, mi amorā¦Iāll be gentleā¦ā heās still breathless, from a mix of the excitement, as he places kisses down your body until he reached between your legs, widening them for him. you feel dazed as you stare at miguel, whoās now biting the edge of your pants, bringing the zipper down with his teeth as he holds your thighs.
āmiguelāā
āshhā¦just stay like thatā¦doing so good letting me touch you down hereā¦ā his hand lightly grazes over your jean-clad pussy. he raises your hips, removing your pants and panties rather quickly, his breath now right up close to your dripping pussy.
ālook how pretty she is fāmeā¦and itās all fāmeā¦ā his tongue darts out in a long lick, tasting your arousal. your hips twitch at the foreign feeling, your head resting back.
but miguelās hand slides up your body to pull your chin back as he continues to lap at your cunt. āyou gotta see if iām doing wellā¦does it feel good, querida?ā¦ā then his finger is teasing your hole, as he hums, before sinking it in making you choke a small whimper.
āthatās itā¦doing so good fāmeā¦my good girlā¦ā his gaze is caught up in your clenching pussy as he slowly inserts a second finger. āi-it hurts.ā you gulp out.
miguel looks at you, keeping his fingers inside you. āitās okayā¦ā then his eyes slightly glaze over. āmeans youāre gonna be so tightā¦hug my cock so well.ā
ās-shit, miguel.ā he had begun thrusting his fingers inside you, finding that pleasurable spot that made you squirm. then you felt him spit directly dribble down pussy. ājust gotta make sure youāre readyā¦cause if my fingers hurt, cariƱoā¦ā he drifts off, flicking your clit with his thumb experimentally.
and he wasnāt wrong to assume, because when he brought out his cock your eyes widened. and when he drew the head through your wetness you stuttered out āi-it wonāt fit.ā
āyeah it will, y/n, donāt worryā¦itāll fitā¦ā he groans as he brushes over your entrance. then he was pushing in, making you nearly cry out. āmiguelā¦noā¦itā¦itās too much.ā
āiām not even halfway in, queridaā¦you can do itā¦youāre being so good fāme..ā he pushes further in. and when he finally began to fuck you, your entire body was buzzing with a mix of pain and pleasure, slowly the pleasure rode out as you began to bounce down onto his cock, mewls and moans leaving your lips.
āfuckāthatās itā¦uh huhā¦thatās itā¦so good, so goodādiosā¦ā his thrusts picked up and as his hands glided up your shirt, feeling every part of you, he pushed your legs wider apart, completely ruining your pussy as he muttered praises to you. āmy sweet girlā¦thanks for the gift, y/nā¦such a pretty present you areā¦ā and thatās when miguel realised just how much he liked controlling your bodies sounds and movements.
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