donna tartt COOKED with the 3rd chapter of the secret history i am obsessed. the depiction of winter. the depiction of waking up, going to work and then just wandering. the depiction of not asking for help because of embarrassment. the depiction of calling your parents and immediately hanging up. the depiction of your body hurting because of coldness. richard. richard papen. papen richard. hes me
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Donna Tartt was right.
I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive.
Because I need to have an obsession to feel alive. To act. To do. To create.
Madness fuels me. It pushes me to live. It takes me apart and puts back together like puzzle pieces.
I need to feel obsessed or I don’t feel at all.
John Richard 'Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing' Papen
and what do you want? what is it you want today? i can offer you my pinkie i can get out my kidney
so what is it that you want? is my body not enough? would you like my mind? every thought i've ever had?
well what is it? would you like me to be gone? erased from your life? i can do that, of course
of course i can do that i can leave you with everything and i'll take nothing i'll find my home in the woods
i'll settle down with my toads i'll sleep in a log and i'll wonder to myself why'd this take me so long?
i eat ants, and flies these toads are so caring and i'm covered in warts they pop and i burst
into a million eggs filled with my pieces i'll be reborn a million times over and i won't make this mistake again
This is Bunny Corcoran your honor