Spring - Year One

where can i find this friendzone i need some friends

Working on something rn but until then take at look at these guys my mum got me for easter

BSD MINI MOCHIS!!!! I got a bundle of Atsushi, Kyouka, Dazai, Kunikida, Yosano and Akutagawa. (The squishmallow is a 7in one that's there for scale).

They're so silly i love them dearly. My personal favourite is Kyouka because I love the details of her outfit and design (she has hairband, a bow on her back and flowers in her hair it's so cute).

Also here's this photo I took of the Aku one.

im sorry, you switched your drawing hand???? 🤯🤯🤯🤯

YEAAA I’d say for a bit over half a year I’ve been strictly using my non dominant hand! I’ve tried it off and on a few times throughout the years, but this is the first time I’ve like just straight up forced myself to not use my left hand at all. I still can’t write for shit with it tho (I can’t write with my dominant hand ngl). It’s absolutely made my more recent work messier, but I feel like I’m getting p close to the same standard I have for my dominant hand work

If anyone gaf, here’s a difference of my starting non dominant stuff vs my most recent

2022 vs 2025

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

fandom is so weird you never know how old anyone is but you just kinda assume most of them are around your age until proven otherwise and then one day someone is talking about their 9 year old kid on your dash and another person is saying they just finished 10th grade. wild.  

unpopular opinion but i love bunny (he would make fun of me for being a woman and call me the f slur)

tw slight gore/blood

atsushi’s way of moving on being to scream out all his feelings of hatred because for so long he’s been unable to find a voice against the orphanage director. akutagawa’s way of moving on being no longer thinking of dazai but of atsushi instead and changing his reason for living (think can you give me a reason to live?). their journeys for healing are different but they directly contradict the reason they were trapped in abuse—atsushi’s fear vs akutagawa’s desire for acknowledgement. sskk u moved me

henry winter doodle

cooking up TWO separate papenbunny fics at the same time… i cant be stopped