The Greek Class Has Hands Soft As Silk, Except For Richard. His Are Full Of Calluses

Fyodors trying to protect the world

thinking about how richard papen was so desperate to find somewhere to belong because of the broken family he came from and he was obsessed with the exclusive class and after joining them he started resembling them, picking up their habits and their attitude, all because he wanted a family, to be included, and yet even after he joined them he still remained an outsider up until the very end. “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing” is so richard papen

Never underestimate the intuition of a writer. Or, I should say, never underestimate the intuition of a lascivious man.

Dazai Osamu, “Mother!” from Tales of a Lascivious Gentleman

sleepy dachuu sketch

this is a sketch for my fic Where The Stars Used To Be!!

(this is from chapter 6)

I hate when people are discoursing on The Secret History and are like "oh I never fell for it, I knew they were pretentious assholes the whole time" like okay???? I'm sorry you have such a devastating lack of imagination. sorry you missed out on the silliest and loveliest part of the book. that's sad.

I sit all by myself and my back hurts

But nothing hurts like shame burning me inside out

Yesterday I told you that I'm sorry for existing

And you shamed me for it

As you should

As you should

Blank pages staring back at me

As they should

They just want to be told what I am so ashamed of

But it hurts

But it hurts

And my question is should it hurt

I want to see you in my dreams but then forget

We're meant to be but not yet

Not too happy with this. However, I love them.