You Also, MADE ME CRY

You also, MADE ME CRY

Scared to be Alone

Genre: Angst, fluff Pairing: ChanLix Word Count: 1K Summary: When the anxiety becomes to much, and Felix feels like he’s drowning, Chan is always there to help him through it. Warnings: Talk of anxiety and panic attacks, so if those trigger you, please don’t read.

As the adrenaline slowly left his system, and he arrived back at the dorm, Felix was once left with an empty feeling inside. Cold and aching, it was feeling he was far too familiar with. It normally settled in the pit of his stomach, heavy. It would take hours if not days for the feeling to slowly crawl upwards, clutching tightly at his chest and squeezing until breathing became difficult. But it never stopped there. It would push forward until the horrible taste of bile was in the back of his throat and tears threatened to fall from his eyes.

Anxiety? Panic? A little of both most likely, grasping at every part of Felix until he was consumed. And why? He couldn’t be entirely sure what caused it but he just knew it happened so often, usually when he was alone. It didn’t matter if he was surrounded by fans or his members, the feeling would come, trailing on the thoughts of loneliness - of the uncertainty of the future.

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