Her wide eyes softened with recognition and she gave him a look, that Pappa look, the one that carried equal parts exasperation and affection. It was corny, but Signe might have been the tiniest bit homesick. Or, as homesick as one could get just living across town. Still, she’d gladly jumped at the idea of spending a few hours with her dad and explore her new neighborhood in the meantime. She nudged him back with her elbow. “Pappa,” she sighed, dramatically. “You can’t sneak up on people like that. You’re too tall, it’s unethical.” The painting in front of her still tugged at something within her – something about the use of color that made her wonder if she could dye fabrics to catch the light in that way. Sometimes she envied the way artists could make anything they envisioned into a reality, while she had to work around the restrictions of fabric, stitching and technique. Still, it was those constraints that made Signe’s eyes light up with a challenge. God, she shouldn’t have left her sketchbook at home. She shook the thought off and offered her father an exaggerated huff. “I was thinking… maybe even being inspired! And now, you’ve chased my muse away!” Her father dwarfed her, being almost an entire foot taller than her 5’6 and she leaned into the familiar safety of his presence. “For your crimes, you’re going to have to pay for fika.”
it felt strange that life was meant to just continue after signe had left. it felt as though a hole had been blown in the side of their emerald point home, and søren had tried to brick up the cavern only to watch it fall again, and again, and again. he wondered if sigrid felt the same, that they were missing some sort of vital organ now that he couldn't hear the distant closing of doors down the hallway and no longer noticed snacks being smuggled from the kitchen cupboards. it was one of his days off, and once they had worked through a flurry of dad jokes him and signe had decided to meet up for a few hours. a cup of coffee, some light window - shopping, and maybe a few treats from his own back pocket. søren parked a good distance away and walked to the art district, soaking up the sunshine that was still a novelty after ten years. sweden had been beautiful, but he couldn't honestly say they had much of a summer back home. 6'4" and with hair the colour of wood ash, he wasn't the easiest person to ignore. søren approached his daughter without the intention of sneaking up on her, but once he was a few steps away and still unnoticed he decided to reach into the fatherhood handbook. the doctor hovered beside signe until she saw him, nudged her with the point of his elbow and chuckled, “i don't know, are you ? ”
Signe watched him carefully, catching the tenderness in his face as he talked about his mum. When he said he couldn’t wait to call her, her smile softened. “That’s really sweet. I’m sure she’ll love that you thought of her." But then he asked about her designs, and she could practically feel her walls go up. Her hand smoothed the hem of her shirt, a nervous habit. She laughed—soft, and a little awkward—and ducked her head, letting her hair fall forward to hide how off-guard his genuine interest had caught her. People were usually politely curious, not… excited. “I mostly do sketches,” she said, waving her hand dismissively. “I’ve put a few things together, but I’m still building my portfolio. I haven’t really shown many people…” Her thumb traced the strap of her bag. He’s probably just being nice. Still, when she glanced back, his eyes were bright, no hint of teasing in sight. That steadiness nudged something loose in her. “…But if you’re really interested, I could show you one of my mood boards sometime?” she offered, unsure but hopeful. She found herself giggling despite herself as he joked about football being an art form. “I don’t know that I’m an authority,” she said, “but if it makes people feel something, I think an argument could be made.” Her eyes shone as he tried pronouncing her name – the words coming out a little clumsy but filled with more effort than most made to get it as close to the authentic pronunciation. “I’m not one to judge accents,” Signe smiled, gesturing at her herself. Even after years in the States, her Swedish accent still slipped out sometimes. She allowed him to tell her about his passion for cooking – about nostalgia and Italy, and found herself utterly charmed by his sincerity. “Oh,” she exhaled, his invitation to spend more time together catching her by surprise. Signe blinked rapidly before answering him, almost shyly and more quietly than she’d intended. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
"You're not wrong at all. I might have to ask her if she actually likes flowers.. Besides, you know, gettin' em for Mother's Day and stuff." His face softened as she talked about the beauty and color. Charlie's mind drifted to where they'd lived when he'd grown up; all brick buildings, broken gutters and hardly a touch of color on the streets. A council estate where beauty wasn't a main priority. "You're.. Huh.. You might be spot on there. I can't wait to call me mum later and chat about it." Charlie's eyes lit up at the mention of fashion. "You jokin' me? You have to show me some of your stuff. I bet you're great at it."
"Now I'm just gonna keep askin' ya if things I enjoy are art. And if it's about how it makes me feel, football was.. I guess it still is my favorite art form?" He laughs at how corny it sounds, "I might take that back. Somethin' about an athlete sayin' they're an artist.. Nah." Charlie's laugh continues, "I cringed at meself." He waved his hands in the air in an effort to erase his words.
"Signe." He repeated, his accent thick, "I promise I'm tryin' to say it like you, but there's no gettin rid of this." Charlie pointed to his mouth with his free hand, looking down at their other hands still together. As he glanced back up, she'd been standing closer, his features all softening at their proximity. "Well, I work at Mango Bay Restaurant.. So I'm always tryin' to come up with some of those more fancy dishes." He pauses, chewing down on his bottom lip as his smile widened. He slowly released her hand, nearly forgetting it was there. "But at me apartment, it's all comfort food from back home. Or- honestly, I think I cook for the nostalgia, yeah? I miss my mates from Italy and suddenly I'm makin' homemade pasta. Goes for anywhere, innit. I just love bein' able to put myself back somewhere with just a taste. Like that guy from Ratatouille." He paused, "I ain't gotta be in for a few more hours.. If.. Would you like to walk with me? We could talk more about your fashion and you could tell me what I'm supposed to notice in all these."
She could see the way he looked at her and it made her breath catch a little. He looked at her not like she was just pretty, or hot, or even just dressed up, but like she was something unbelievable. Her cheeks warmed and she smiled to herself, tucking her hair behind her ears as she laughed softly. “You are the chef, though. What should I call you instead?” she challenged, her eyes glittering mischievously. It was addicting, the way he reacted to her. The fact that she had any sort of power over a man like Charlie set her insides ablaze. She accepted the pastry brush, doing her best to avoid looking at him and that smile on his face that made her want to kiss him stupid. Signe brushed the edge of the pastry brush against the side of the bowl before applying the glaze like he’d asked her to. His touch at her back was barely there, but it was grounding in a way. A reminder that she was actually here – that he wanted her here. “Toast in a dramatic way,” she repeated, glancing up from her task to raise an eyebrow at Charlie. “Got it. I’ll set a baguette on fire and call it performance art,” she joked, trying to keep focused on her task even as she felt Charlie’s eyes on her. The playlist game was a stroke of a genius, but she'd ended up shooting herself in the foot overthinking the task, as she had a habit of. “I panicked halfway through making my playlist and I’ve second-guessed just about every choice. It’s a bit confused, but I think I’m satisfied with it.” She put the brush down and turned to look at him, smiling slightly. “Your playlist, however, I am infinitely curious about.” The smile softened further as he admitted to liking her in his space. “I like being here,” she said, almost shy. “Even though it’s definitely my first time here, it feels … natural? Like we do this all the time.”
Charlie's breath hitched at the sight of her. The outfit was stunning, but what really knocked the wind out of him was knowing she’d made it herself. Intention in every choice. He let himself take her in, didn’t bother to hide it, but his gaze wasn’t greedy; there was a flicker of pride. He leaned into the kiss on his cheek with a soft chuckle, letting it linger for a beat. Something about it felt easy, like they’d done this a hundred times already, even if it was only their second date.
"You’re tryin’ to ruin me first, let’s be honest here," he murmured with a crooked smile, cheeks faintly flushed from the heat of the oven, or maybe not just that. "By the way, that is the plan, Signe. I'm pretty sure that's what datin' is.. at least if your datin' me.." He teased with a knowing smirk. "Oi, there you go callin' me chef again like I've got the willpower to resist it." The glaze was ready in its little bowl, and he handed her the pastry brush without a word at first, just that same stupid smile, like he couldn’t quite believe she was here. In his kitchen. Like he didn’t want to blink in case she vanished.
"Right over the top, yeah? Generously. She’s the star of the show tonight," he said, nodding toward the salmon. "And you’re the only one I trust not to mess her up." He moved behind her to check the crostini, his hand grazing the small of her back as he passed, not by accident, but not exactly by design either, just a point of quiet connection. "I'm holdin’ you to that, by the way," he added, voice lighter again. "The cooking.. Doesn’t even need to be fancy, just make me toast in a dramatic way and I’ll call it gourmet."
He slid the crostini out of the oven with a triumphant hum and set them on the counter, glancing over his shoulder at her. This time, when he looked at her, it lingered. "Works for me, love. Though I am dyin' to hear what music you've picked for me." Charlie bumped their shoulders, "Feels good.. You here."
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“There’s gotta be something poetic in that. Bella Lucero, fixer extraordinaire!” Signe swiped her hand dramatically in front of them as if painting the words as she spoke them. “You’ve gotta admit, it’s got a ring to it. It’s a perfect business card tagline if nothing else.” She watched Bella work on her own bracelet, admiring her friend’s quiet focus. She took a steadying breath and returned to finishing her bracelet. “I’m planning on making more than one of these, but it feels like you need the honor of receiving this one for all your help.” Signe grinned and nodded, her eyes flitting back and forth between the pattern she was following and her own bracelet. “Consider it my thank you.”
bella had to laugh because the last thing she was expecting was for her to be able to untie this thing. she had been trying for the last couple of minutes. felt longer than it was even. it finally was able to untie after what seemed like she should've just thrown it away into the trash and found her friend a different one. " you know... you're right? this seems like something that i probably should add onto a resume or something. never know when that skill could become necessary. " she'd joke with a playful tone of voice. " just you being there and hyping me up while i did it was helpful enough, it seems. don't you think? " that's what happens when you leave it up to her complete determination. " i was thinking that we may of had to do so too. but look at that! now we don't even have to worry about it. i saved the day and now you're all set! " raising an eyebrow jokingly with a shake of her head. " we can't have you getting in trouble for littering while we're out here just trying to enjoy our day. i'm just glad that's not an option now and the least of our worries. " she'd say while continuing to work on the last few beads of her own bracelet.
Ophelia had been browsing the stacks near the music section, scanning the titles when she heard the quiet chaos unfold behind the counter and gave an empathetic wince. "Yikes, you good?" she asked, taking a cautious step forward and then pausing again. A flicker of amusement passed over her face as she noticed the inky smudge on their forehead. "Um. You've got a little..." Lia gestured vaguely between her brows and offered a playful a smile. "It's kind of a look, actually." At their prompting, Lia nodded her head towards the section she had just vacated. "I was actually hoping to find something new for guitar--maybe jazz standards or fingerstyle stuff?" Ophelia had been playing guitar since she was thirteen and her father managed to thrift her first acoustic for her birthday. Since then, she'd made it her personal mission to never stop learning or honing her skills. The internet was great, but sometimes, a book is what really did the trick.
「 ✱ 」 STATUS ﹕ open . 「 ✱ 」 LOCATION ﹕ the book nook . 「 ✱ 」 WITH ﹕ jasper & open ( @palmviewstarters )
it was a quiet day at the bookstore, with only the sighs of worn pages to keep jasper company, and so he softly hummed to himself as he sorted through the new arrivals. romance, mythological retellings, dusty vintage classics. piles towered over the timid boy that cast wobbling shadows over his features. the shuffle of company brought him from his trance. an elbow nudged the leaning tower of thrillers, and in a moment jasper’s arms were filled with cascading novellas threatening to spill. “hey ! sorry, one second … ” paperbacks were shrugged onto the counter with a limp plop. breathless, they attempted to fix a strand of unruly brunette which promptly pinged back into its clumsy position. the ends of their fingers were inky from refilling the receipt printer and they smeared a long black mark across their forehead. “are you looking for something particular today ? we have the right book for everybody.”
SIGNE: Omg!! You're so embarrassing sometimes! SIGNE: I meant there aren't really any juicy details -- it was our first date! SIGNE: But pay me the hot cheetos random and I'll tell you all there is to know (:
Adriana: If “averting my eyes” means aggressively zooming in on my phone to confirm it was you two… then yes, absolutely, my eyes were definitely averted 👀
Adriana: Hot Cheetos are ALL YOURS if I get the full rundown. No holding back! I want the juicy details. The last cute romance I witnessed was literally in a tv show.
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Signe hummed softly as she listened to him. His words and his touch being equal comforts as she felt a little exposed in the moment. He squeezed her hand gently and she smiled at the gesture, and at him. There was a story in those eyes – one that it wasn’t time for just yet – but she had no doubt that he understood what she meant when she talked about wanting to be enough, to be worthy of the efforts someone else put in for you. “Thank you for listening,” she replied softly, leaning to bump her shoulder against his. Somehow, the distance between them had shrunk to next to nothing – shoulders and knees and hands brushing as they gazed at nothing but each other. “Yeah, no 5 am runs for me – although, I could be convinced to join you after the sun has come up,” she joked. When he teased her about her closet comment, Signe had to fight a laugh as she gaped at him. Taking a page from his book, she placed a hand over her chest in mock shock. “Why Charlie Hughes … are you trying to invite yourself back to my place?” she gasped, acting overly scandalized. She perked up as Charlie admitted he sung and even played guitar. Signe bit down on her bottom lip and nodded. “You’re a man of many talents, hm? I guess, if it’s quid pro quo – you sing for me, I’ll sing for you?” she tilted hear head, pointedly avoiding the Go Fish comment. Signe wasn’t a sore loser, but she was a petty one. Charlie leaned closer again and she studied him closely, his glittering eyes and his crooked smile. She smiled, her heart doing an unsteady little flip at the way he kept finding his way back to her like it was the most natural thing in the world. She cleared her throat, ducking away as she tried to calm the flush in her cheeks. “Experts, huh?” Signe looked back at Charlie and shrugged, a playful smile on her lips. “Well, I guess you’ve earned a peek at my moodboards. You’ll have to sign an NDA, naturally. I have to protect myself, you understand. Sounds like a respectable second date activity.”
Hearing the way she said his name, so soft, so breathy, so sure, knocked the breath clean out of Charlie’s chest. His heart gave a traitorous little jump, and he had to clear his throat, steadying himself before he answered, his voice gentle but certain. “Yeah… I wouldn’t blame ya. She’s my favorite person too.”
His eyes stayed locked on hers, “I’m glad I’m helpin’ even a little. There was a time I barely even opened up to myself, let alone anyone else. I think… I just got tired of lettin’ fear have the final say, y’know? Feels like the good things, the real things, tend to outweigh the scary bits if you give ‘em half a chance.” He sat up a little straighter when she started to share, the playful glint in his eyes softening into something more earnest. His hand stayed laced with hers, fingers squeezing lightly in quiet reassurance as she spoke about her parents and the pressure she put on herself. Charlie didn’t interrupt. Didn’t rush to fix it. Just listened. And as her words hung there between them, he gave a small nod, one that said I get it without needing to unpack his own ghosts in the middle of her moment.
Because he did get it. Every bit of it. He knew the weight of wanting to be enough. He’d felt it in every sprint on that pitch, scribbling down lap times of other kids, willing his body to work harder just to be the kid who could save them from the life they’d been handed. He’d heard it, word for vicious word, from his father’s mouth while he lay broken in a hospital bed, his career slipping out from his grip. But tonight, this was her space. So instead, he squeezed her hand again and smiled softly. “Thank you… for tellin’ me that.”
He leaned back just enough to let the tension ease again, bumping his shoulder gently against hers, lingering this time. “Right then.. So, pastel sage green. Got it locked in. And no five a.m. sunrise runs with me, not gonna push my luck there. Olives are officially off the menu.” His smirk returned, playful but edged with a spark of something deeper as his eyebrows lifted. “Now, not sure if that was a real subtle pickup line just now, but I will absolutely be comin’ ‘round to admire your perfectly organized closet.” The teasing slipped easily off his tongue, but there was no hiding the sincerity underneath. His gaze lingered on hers a beat longer, the warmth between them thick as honey. “I sing a bit too, actually. Got a guitar and everything. So, fair’s fair.. You sing for me sometime, yeah? Maybe while I absolutely destroy you in go fish.”
He caught her eyes again, and his own grin twitched wider as he leaned in just a touch closer. “You’re doin’ a brilliant job at this whole openin’ up thing, by the way. Look at us, we’re basically experts now.” There was a pause, a quiet moment as his eyes drifted over the other people around them before, naturally, finding their way back to her. Always back to her. “So,” he started again, lips curling into a soft, cocky grin, “for our next date… have I officially earned the privilege of seein’ those mood boards of yours yet? Or am I still on probation?” The smirk stayed, but his eyes were gentle and patient. There was no pressure in the question, only excitement. Only hope. And a whole lot of something that felt like a spark.
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Signe bit her bottom lip, fighting a smile as Charlie painted a picture of his past self. “Don’t you worry, Charlie Hughes,” she murmured, tilting her head up to look as him with mock irritation. “I absolutely believe you were a menace. All the proof I need is glittering right there in those eyes of yours.” She pointed an accusing finger at him before letting her fingers brush his side in a teasing, fond gesture. Charlie leaned closer, and Signe giggled, her cheeks flushing pleasantly. “I mildly enjoy your presence under very specific circumstances.”
Her face softened as he asked for her interpretation of her sexuality and the label that she chose. She gave him a gentle smile and nodded, her fingertips tracing absent-mindedly along his arm as they swayed. “For me, it’s not so much about how someone looks although I won’t say it has no part. It’s more about the way someone makes me feel, how their mind works, how they move through the world.” Signe’s voice was sure, but thoughtful, like she was still discovering her own definition as she spoke. “I’ve been equally attracted to softness and sharpness, masculinity, femininity, androgyny…” She shrugged her shoulders as her words trailed off, a slow smile forming on her lips. “It’s like art.”
His hands came up to cradle her face and Signe’s eyes searched his. “Yeah, tell me about it… if I had known the Florida humidity was a part of the self-discovery package, with this hair? I would’ve asked to stay in Sweden,” she joked. But then she gently wrapped her hands around his wrists, grounding herself in the moment. The teasing in her voice faded a touch. “It was hard, being a teenager in a place where I already felt like I stuck out didn’t really help with figuring any of that out. But it all made me, me, right? I think the journey was worth it.” She licked her lips, a bit of nervous energy at being so honest, so soon. Charlie made her feel safe, made her share too much too soon, but he didn’t seem to shy away from any of that. You’re safe with me. Always.
She listened closely, hearing the words he didn’t say as he gave her a peek into what his adolescence was like. “I get that. The whole…being shaped by expectations thing. It’s exhausting. Spending years unlearning versions of yourself that other people wrote for you before you even had a chance to hold the damn pen.” Her thumbs stroked the back of his hand, lifting it to press a gentle kiss to the inside of his wrist. “I think it says a lot that you did unlearn it, though. A lot of people never even try.” Signe tilted her head and offered him a half-smile. “And for what it’s worth … I’m pretty glad I met this version of you.”
His lips brushing against her head made her eyes flutter shut for a moment, butterflies swarming in her belly. She didn’t answer his question right away. She instead took a steadying breath and prepared herself to say things she didn’t usually say aloud. Then, her voice barely above a whispered, eyes focusing on the buttons of his shirt. “I’m afraid that I’ll do all this self-exploration and discovery only for it to still not be enough. Not for my parents – God knows they would never set out to make me feel like that but – for myself. That no matter how much I do, I won’t think it’s enough for the love I’ve been given.”
Her fingers curled gently into the fabric of his shirt as if it were an anchor. “I’m afraid that those feelings will chase away something good because who wants to deal with someone who second-guesses themselves so often?” The final words came out as a whisper as if she was still too scared to say them any louder. Signe finally looked up at him then, her eyes wide, shining and vulnerable. “So…that’s what I’m scared of.”
"You think I’m insufferable now?" Charlie grinned, eyes glittering with mischief. "You should’ve seen me back then. I were a huge menace. My mates would back me up on that. I could ring any of 'em up right now and they'll tell you I were a proper little shit. Marketable, quick on the field, but absolutely relentless to be around. Especially for my mum." He leaned in a bit, voice lowering just enough to tease. "But you think I still get away with it, don’t you?" His smile curled, playfully cocky. "Oh, so you proper like me."
The teasing faded into something quieter as he listened to her. Charlie’s expression softened, and his fingers traced gentle circles at her back. "Can I ask what pansexual means for you?" He asked gently, not wanting to prod, just trying to understand her a little better. "I’m still learnin’, yeah? Like, I get the idea.. but I’d rather hear how it feels from you." He gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. "Movin’ halfway across the world on top of that, tryin’ to figure yourself out in the middle of it all… Shit, puberty in a foreign country, that really sounds rough. I'm glad it led you to here, though.." He paused, lifting both hands to her face, thumbs brushing her cheeks, "Thank you for tellin' me that, yeah? For trustin' me enough with that personal information. I know it’s not easy, but you’re safe with me, alright? Always. Means a fuckin' lot. Genuinely."
He smiled down at her with a laugh as she pictured him as a tween. "You have no idea. I was gettin' myself into all kinds of trouble. Granddad really put that movie in the wrong hands. Led to many-a-confrontations." He shook his head, she hadn't known the half of it. On top of his new obsession with the mob, Charlie was also going through a period of getting really good at football and getting really angry with his father. Defenses grew quickly; sarcasm and goofing off becoming an easy deflection. He hadn't fully realized just how much work he'd put into changing who he used to be until he was here, thinking back with a girl who would've never given him the time of day if she had known him then. "Took me years to unlearn all the shit that got built around me.. being told who I’m supposed to be before I ever had a say."
His voice dropped as he kissed the crown of her head, holding her for a beat before whispering, "Signe, what are you still afraid of?" The question wasn’t casual. It was quiet, weighty, like he was asking her to hand him something delicate, and he was ready to hold it with both hands. His blue eyes stayed fixed on her, waiting.
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Adriana: First of all, HOW DARE YOU accuse me of creeping when you were out here starring in an adorable indie film montage right in the middle of the park??!!! 🥺 Adriana: I was just an innocent bystander… who immediately called it. I could feel the spark a mile away!!!!! Adriana: I’m free tonight if you need to debrief properly. FaceTime or snacks and dramatic retelling.. your choice.
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