Carry On Countdown Day 18: Crack!

Because Will’s therapy hours still left…

quick and easy: Rivulets And Rain by ZedEdge

i wanted so see what it would look like if i made my own cover for carry on so here we are

Some different thoughts on Eileen

- she hadn’t wanted children, but Tobias was insistent.

- Tobias’s family weren’t that keen on her, but with her own family gone she had no one else to help her through the difficult pregnancy.

- when Severus was born, she didn’t want to hold him. This wasn’t a new reaction for the midwife so she said she’d be back in the morning and “perhaps mum will be feeling more up to it.”

- when she arrived in the morning, she found an angry Tobias, a crying baby and a still disinterested mother.

- she sorted everything out and finally convinced Eileen to hold her baby, but couldn’t get her to breast feed, she was adamant she wanted to give him formula.

- as he grew older, his mother remained distant. She told him about Hogwarts and being magical, but didn’t like being bothered by his constant questions.

- she was never encouraging and showed little interest in his life. Severus learned to stop telling her about his achievements or about what happened at school.

- he spent his time wishing someone would tell him he was doing a good job and got his wish granted when Lucius Malfoy introduced him to Lord Voldemort.

.... there’s nothing i can say that will justify this, please accept it <3

that’s him... that’s the man who stole my heart and the top of my spotify wrapped 2020. (tamino amir for anyone wondering. u should listen to his music.)

“Why didn’t you send me away?”

“I’m too far from the point I can turn back.”

Based on chapter 9 of my Teacher/Student!AU (:

Sometimes I make those hawksilver sketches but I normally don’t post them. I thought I should do it since we have so few fanart on this fandom ;)

maybe he needs someone who show his strength again and again. just to know he do care