Okok Itty Bitty Plotting Call?

↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

you scared me to death .

there's nothing left to save now .

i don't think i caught your name .

i like it when you take control .

you're sacred and they're starved .

how dare you ? and how could you ?

one of us is gonna lose .

i don't even really know how it happened .

i'm out of sympathy for you .

just let me hold you .

don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .

try not to abuse your power .

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .

it's not like me to be so mean .

you just want what you can't have .

would you like me to be quiet ?

i haven't slept since sunday .

i don't want to want you .

it hurts , but i know how to hide it .

i'm the only one who does it how you like .

you better keep your head down .

a lot can change in twenty seconds .

why aren't you scared of me ?

i thought that i was special .

you're looking at me like i'm see-through .

you were a hero , you played the part .

i never really know how to please you .

see what you wanna see .

gold's fake , and real love hurts .

no way , i'll call the cops .

maybe you should leave before i get too mean .

i just wanted to protect you .

you only listen to your fuckin' friends .

they're never gonna give you love like ours .

all you wanna do is kiss me .

don't you know too much already ?

it's weird that we care so much until we don't .

i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .

i don't know what feels true .

did you really think this is the right thing to do ?

i would hate to see you go .

i'd never treat me this shitty .

i'll only hurt you if you let me .

you made me feel like it was my fault .

now i know what you are .

i feel more and more like i was made for you .

you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?

don't try to make me feel bad .

wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .

was i made from a broken mold ?

you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .

tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .

wait a minute , let me finish .

you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .

my demands aren't high to make .

stop , what the hell are you talking about ?

we both know i'm worth waiting for .

you ruined everything good .

you really know how to make me cry .

your love feels so fake .

i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?

spit it out , what is it exactly ?

i'll never let you go .

if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .

you can pretend that you don't miss me .

just fucking leave me alone .

don't say i didn't warn you .

it's pretty cool , right ?

i think i might have fallen in love .

i tried not to upset you .

do you even feel anything ?

don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .

i've been walking through a world gone blind .

i just wanna make you feel okay .

i know you don't care , but can you listen ?

don't you know i'm no good for you ?

&. 𝐡𝐨𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  lyric  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  various  hozier  songs.  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ i’ve walked the earth and there are so few here that know how dark the night and just how cold the wind can blow. ❜

❛ i’ve no more kept my warmth than blood upon the snow. ❜

❛ it’s not my arms that will fail me, but this world takes more strength than it gave me. ❜

❛ the only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you. ❜

❛ i’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜

❛ i’ll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife. ❜

❛ good god, let me give you my life. ❜

❛ so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜

❛ every version of me dead and buried in the yard outside. ❜

❛ you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜

❛ would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜

❛ honey, there is no right way. ❜

❛ i fall in love just a little, a little bit every day with someone new. ❜

❛ when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel like a person for a moment of my life. ❜

❛ you don’t know what hell you put me through. ❜

❛ there’s something tragic about you. ❜

❛ i have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me. ❜

❛ i have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me. ❜

❛ i’d be home with you. ❜

❛ there’s nothing sweeter than my baby. ❜

❛ no grave can hold my body down, i’ll crawl home to her. ❜

❛ what did you bury before those hands pulled me from the earth? ❜

❛ i will not ask where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜

❛ just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜

❛ i know who i am when i’m alone. i’m something else when i see you. ❜

❛ you don’t understand, you should never know, how easy you are to need. ❜

❛ don’t let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜

❛ don’t feed me — i will come back. ❜

❛ i’ve known the warmth of your doorways. through the cold, i’ll find my way back to you. ❜

❛ still my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man’s beliefs. ❜

❛ i need you to run to me, run until you feel your lungs bleeding. ❜

❛ when i was a child, i heard voices… some would sing and some would scream. ❜

❛ i learned the voices died with me. ❜

❛ don’t you ever tame your demons, but always keep ‘em on a leash. ❜

❛ you’ve done me wrong for a long time. but after all you’ve done, i never changed my mind. ❜

❛ honey please, try to love me. my love will never die. ❜

❛ nothing fucks with my baby. ❜

❛ if i was born as a black thorn tree, i’d wanna be felled by you, held by you, fuel the pyre of your enemies. ❜

❛ ain’t it warming you, the world going up in flames? ❜

❛ i couldn’t utter my love when it counted, but i’m singing like a bird about it now.❜

❛ i’m almost me again, she’s almost you. ❜

❛ i’ve had no love like your love. from nobody. ❜

❛ make your good love known to me, or just tell me about your day. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ that’s the kinda love i’ve been dreaming of. ❜

❛ i fell in love with the fire long ago. ❜

❛ with each love i cut loose, i was never the same. ❜

❛ i had been lost to you, sunlight, and flew like a moth to you. ❜

❛ know that i would gladly be the icarus to your certainty, oh my sunlight. ❜

❛ i have never loved a darker blue than the darkness i have known in you. ❜

@officrnolen asked: let me take a look at your injury.

There is a soft nod of her head as she sits down on the little make shift medical area. This whole event had been--- she should have warned them. Said something when she was preparing. She heard them, the unstoppable rhythm and beat of revenge, self proclaimed justice and pain. But she didn't she thought it was just--- it didn't matter.

As Maddie looked at her she lifted her arm up. An abrasion from her guitar and some cuts from the strings when it snapped. Her concern lay more with those Ambessa has well... yeah. And Jayce, oh god. Everyone had gotten hurt and she got pushed away to the back. The only thing she could do was use her music to heal which seemed to not do much but keep Caitlyn in a singular piece. That was good though, but those poor Zaunites, and the people from Piltover, this had just gotten so messy. A small hiss in pain as antiseptic was used on her arm and she looked down.

❝Do you guys have any leads on what happened? I am sure if we could have talked to them, things would have been less.... well this.❞

I think uhhh some of you should idk maybe smooch sera but that’s just me

updates to fc info we are using Jessie Mei Li now for Sera, while I did not see anything relating her to having any sort of Ionian connection an anon did shoot me an ask mentioning that and that riot had made a post about her being inspired Chinese culture and my use of ms sabrina was white washing, which I NEVER wanna do so hence the update with more research and picking someone more appropriate for it. more abt this under the cut! and i am truly sorry for the fact my ignorance hurt people and i did not do my due diligence in researching more before making that choice. I am gonna do a lot better going forward with these things!

i did find a reddit comment that mentioned this from someone who works for Riot so I wanted to take that into consideration so the update has been done. I have no idea if this is connected to her whole character of just her KDA roots but regardless I never want to partake in white washing anyone or anything period, it is really not ok and something I did not realize I had done and am so sorry if it hurt anyone or people were afraid to tell me previously. white washing is really harmful to poc communities and in the rpc it is really important to be mindful of these things when making a character or picking a fc because these communities are already incredibly marginalized in the rpc and ignoring it is taking part in it which I also do not want to do because it is incredibly disrespectful and incredibly harmful and as a white passing person i need to be held to a higher standard as well.

the things i already replied to things I will update icons on, and such but also, please never be afraid to bring things up to me. I dont read the game lore because it is really hard for me to follow since its not in like a book or a movie or a show and connecting it all through wiki pages is really hard for me so please know if i get something wrong I am always

Itty bitty work plotting call?

🐝  *  ―  𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  why did you have to leave me?  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me?  ❜ ❛  i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, but i can't do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  do you even care how much you hurt me?  ❜ ❛  i'll never stop fighting for us, no matter what.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i can forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd feel so alone, even when you're right here.  ❜ ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ ❛  you were the one person i thought i could always count on. why did you have to let me down?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even care about us? about me?  ❜ ❛  i wish i could hate you for what you've done, but i can't.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to play games with my feelings?  ❜ ❛  i never thought saying goodbye would hurt this much.  ❜ ❛  every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused.  ❜ ❛  why do you insist on tearing us apart when we could be so happy together?  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of pretending everything's okay when it's clearly not.  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who you are anymore.  ❜ ❛  i need you to understand how much you mean to me.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared of losing you, but i'm even more scared of losing myself.  ❜ ❛  why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were my world, and now everything is falling apart.  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to trust anyone after what you've done?  ❜ ❛  i can't go through this heartache again.  ❜ ❛  why did you leave without saying goodbye?  ❜ ❛  how could you say something like that to me?  ❜ ❛  you've always had a way of making me feel worthless.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare walk away from me when i'm talking to you.  ❜ ❛  please, just tell me the truth, even if it hurts. i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to fix what's broken between us anymore.  ❜ ❛  you're not the person i fell in love with anymore.  ❜ ❛  just hold me and tell me everything will be okay, even if it's a lie.  ❜ ❛  i trusted you, and you betrayed me.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention.  ❜ ❛  i've given you everything, and it's still not enough.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to make everything about you?  ❜ ❛  why did you do it? why did you betray me like that?  ❜ ❛  i miss you ... more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and i'm scared of losing you.  ❜ ❛  i'll always be here for you, no matter what. just please don't shut me out.  ❜

( .𖥔 ݁ ˖ ) 𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑶 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑵𝑬𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑩𝑬 𝑻𝑶𝑼𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑫 ?

fervently. You crave a hug that cracks your ribs... the feeling of your wandering soul being crushed back into the bones that can't seem to hold it. You need a hand gripping yours so tightly you almost fear it may leave a bruise, a reminder that you are here & that you are not alone.

TAGGED BY : @futureforged tysm !!!

TAGGING : @girlcyclone @forzaun (dealers choice on who!) @officrnolen @goldenfists & anyone else steal it from me and tag me I love seeing these!

@futureforged asked:

' i should put it all behind me, shouldn't i? '

↪  ⋆ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ At his words her head lifts from her guitar, several strings sticking up and out as she was restringing it. Concern quickly painted over her face as she shifted her chair and lifted her hands. Gentle fingers pressed up a few times on the volume of her hearing aids. Her eyes closed and her focus remained on what she heard.

It took a few moments, despite how close they were for her to be able to fully focus on his soul, what he wanted, who he was but it remained the same as the day they met. Full of hope to do something good, passion for what he worked on, the soft strangeness of whatever pushed him to begin this at first. The defeat was only a bridge in the overall song she heard from him. That was all, just a hardship.

 ❝Not at all. I can hear it, whatever this is will pass. The passion you have always pushes past everything else in your soul. And your skills. ❞

A smile of determination and more importantly one of belief and encouragement. She was smart, she totally got that from her dad who was the only reason she knew about this project but more importantly she was optimistic. Both of them would change Piltover forever, sometimes that took more than someone like Viktor behind you. Maybe even a fresh pair of eyes from the outside! Her hand lifted and turned her hearing aids back up to block everything out again before setting her guitar down and shuffling over.

 ❝We are gonna change the world with your hextech and my music. Now move! Let me see what you are stuck on! Maybe something will speak to me and I can help you out with something for once. ❞

The way this made me low key tear up. But this is me at u on god bc ur Jayce makes me blow a kiss to the sky every day