poopyfartpants7
Hi. I like death note and creepypasta. Occasionally use this blog as a diary of sorts as well.
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day four without antipsychotics. no mood major mood swings. no hallucinations. no delusions. no cognitive decline. no blunted affect or social withdrawal. no anhedonia.
im officially invincible
the female sounding voices that i hear are somehow comforting most of the time
the male sounding voices on the other hand, hate me
Mellodramattic yuri save me if you can hear me mellodramattic yuri save me
Hyperactive guy who doesn’t shut up and girl who doesn’t react to anything or talk..
I so desperately wish for official Matt art. Like I want him to be in the same style as the manga covers and to just see him like anywhere! Yeah there’s the game sprites and I adore them with all my heart but I want official Matt art that isn’t just him in the manga panels or his face in the anime like that picture of him without his goggles. I need more content of this man.
i love the fact that toby canonically has bipolar disorder and schizophrenia (schizoaffective disorder)
i finally have a character to project my mental illness onto
i dont need antipsychotics i need adderall ritalin and klonopin
i wish people had more fun with the canon adjacent concept that matt is inherently fucking SHIT at helping mello and mello’s just really chill about it
i really don't think Mello gets enough credit for how good he is at staying calm in a crisis. like when he finds out Takimura is dead:
the rest of the mafia is in shambles, but Mello? smirking. unbothered. already moved onto his next plan.
and when the police force kills all his allies and raids his hideout:
he exhibits mild annoyance at best. he's certainly not happy about it, but he looks kind of pissed for about 2 panels, and then he immediately launches into action, focusing on self-preservation and taking measures to prevent the Death Note from falling into their hands. he's still moving, still calculating, still thinking on his feet. he didn't expect this but he's prepared for it, and when we next see his face in the monitor room:
smirking. totally unbothered yet again.
compare this to how Near reacts when the SPK raids his base:
angry. immediately breaks something. he does have a plan, and he jumps into action fairly soon after this, but he stays angry even while he's making preparations, and starts insulting the people who are attacking him.
to contrast this specifically against the scene of Mello's base being raided; both are about to lose access to their main hideout, both are at a genuine risk of being killed, and both have backup plans for their respective predicaments, yet the notoriously cool, calm and collected guy reacts more emotionally than the emotional guy.
I know tables HATE to see him coming
mello and near
it’s hilarious to me how differently wammys house is depicted in the different media surrounding death note
wammys in labb: horrible. Horrible fucking place. Ruined the lives of all of L’s successors, put immense pressure on everyone until someone killed himself, someone else went on a killing spree and another person willing and knowingly sacrificed themselves just to be of use. *spits on the ground by its feet*
wammys in L change the worLd: everyone fucking loves watari so much L feels so guilty that he died that he considers himself personally responsible. There were generations before and after L and in them only 26 per generation got a letter signifying that only if they wanted to, their specific interests could help them change the world. The mere thought of it redeems one of the main villains (an ex-wammys kid)
wammys in the anime/manga: woahh look at that look place L came from (never mentioned again)
wammys in the 2015 tv drama: seemingly just watari and his two(three) adopted sons that he loves more than anything. Simultaneously the most heartwarming and heartbreaking thing ever
wammys in the musical:
Tobina... toe.. bean.. a...
cant tell if i just finally have motivation to do things or if im entering a (hypo)manic episode
All hail Mihael Keehl, the father of cunt
reupload because tumblr hates me and i hate tumblr grrrr grrrrr why are u so mean to me grrrrrrr ( they’re flirting )
i love that minoru canonically pissed the shinigami king off so badly he had to add a new rule to the death note just to kill him and stop people from copying him.
it’s so funny to think about all those weird rules just being written in because some humans were just determined to do stupid shit. like who decided to misspell someone’s name in the death note four times to give them immunity to it. who did that enough for the king to lose it and kill them. i want to meet that character
DXMmaxxing to hopefully give myself more brain damage
When your mental state is not being able to decide between doing heroin and crying about Matt & Mello
Now, I'm not an astrology person, but I got curious and looked up Matt and Mello's zodiac signs and Matt's an Aquarius and Mello is a Sagittarius. So I looked up "Saggitarius soulmate signs" and Aquarius was one of the signs.
Ohba's accidental soulmate coding of MelloMatt means the world to me now.
"Mello would be so judgemental of his partner based on their looks/hobbies/personality" If that's the case what the fresh fuck was he doing dating this guy;
ID [Screenshot of Matt from the Death Note anime. He is sitting and playing video games on a brown chair, hunched over]
Knowing this is how he dresses????
The death note disease got me. i love you matt and mello. i love you mellodramattic. they have my whole soul.
basically
taking antipsychotics is just parkinsons simulator
It may surprise you who is who
