Hope Is The Most Powerful Weapon.

Hope is the most powerful weapon.

People ask me why I am nice or why I ain’t real or you’re Taylor and stuff. After nearly two years of searching, I reflected in the mistakes I have made which nearly cost everything in my life, being able to live with a mental illness that nearly claimed my life, I started to realise that I’m still here and still have hope I’ll get better on the other side, this mental illness should not stop me from doing my best in my life, after the loss of two friends due to suicide, I gave time away from everything, and how affected me personally. I made it my personal mission to make everyone feel that they are worth something, feel good about themselves. My achievement is to save lives who are facing the same battle as me, I won’t ever give in to this disease and it will never kill me, I hope I live long to meet Tay (lol no) but in all seriousness this is a very, deep and personal mission I have to start giving back to those who have saved my life, now this is my turn to save yours, thank you for made me realise that I have so much to live for and giving me the strength and courage to fight what’s in front of me and I couldn’t have done it without all of your support, I am blessed to have you as my second adopted family.

Even though @taylorswift is not on tumblr right now, I feel like she is proud of me for making everyone’s lives more meaningful, that I could be a beacon of hope to those who are struggling to love themselves, those who are lonely, and with mental illness. Nothing makes me prouder than seeing all of you grown up and making each other lives so much brighter and happier, it gives me warm fuzzy feelings inside. Taylor does not owe me likes, replies or reblogs or ANYTHING. I try help as best as I can to help and support all of you who are facing the toughest period of their life right now, and always remember that I love you for the rest of my life and know that you are a huge part of my life and cannot thank you enough for all of your support. It means absolutely a lot to me knowing all of you are looking out for each other. God bless.

My wish for Christmas: All of you have beautiful smiles on your faces, full of happiness and love and joy.