So I just learnt there’s this actual thing called the Super Pink Moon, the moon of spring. But “that's not a reference to its actual color. NASA notes it's "a name that comes from the herb moss pink native to the eastern US, and one of the earliest widespread flowers of spring."
fuck obsessions. fuck compulsions. fuck intrusive thoughts. fuck uncertainty. fuck constant shame. fuck constant guilt. fuck constant anticipation. fuck the sense of impending doom. fuck ruminating. fuck reassurance seeking. fuck checking. fuck the exhaustion. fuck mental torment. fuck being stuck on everything. fuck not being able to let things go. fuck stigma. fuck fear. fuck isolation. fuck desperation. fuck misery. fuck feeling like the most vile creature on this planet. fuck not being able to control your mind. fuck the temptation of humoring the obsession. fuck "what ifs". fuck the belittling. fuck the countless days and nights spent trying to figure something out for sure. fuck mental reviewing. fuck mental anguish. fuck not being able to ever fully let your guard down.
the bioengineering students
being fascinated by the complexities of life
seeing biology as a puzzle waiting to be untangled
diagrams of dna sketched in your notes
petri dishes and polished glassware
finding medical and environmental applications for your knowledge
studying CRISPR and other gene editing techniques
doodling in the margins of your lab notebook while you wait for a karyotype to finish
the satisfaction of a successful experiment
related: engineering, biology
i sleep 15 hrs a day to preserve my swag
I be like “im trying my best” and then sleep 15 hours a day
me wiping the tears quickly before my mother comes in the room so she doesn’t realize it’s getting bad again
babygirl, i’ve got compulsions for things you don’t even think twice about
you saw something didn’t you?🕯️
we Need more characters in media who are disabled just because their body did that. having disabled characters at all is so rare and usually they were injured in some disaster and they Should still exist but like !! as someone who slowly became disabled for no apparent reason. i want character like me, too
why so yurious? we live in a sapphciety!
-the himejosher
There's a few things you can do
1. Put it under a beanie or hoodie cover, jut out only some of the hair
2. Cut it yourself if you can, and you know it's safe to
3. Look at inspiration of men with ponytails and man buns to shift your dysphoria into euphoria, try men long hair hairstyles on youtube
about a year ago my mom let me cut my hair to whatever length i wanted because i let her get me therapy or soemtjing and j got it to an awesome pixie cut!! but it’s grown out to my shoulders now and its givin me some major dysphoria and i’m too scared to convince my parents to get it cut again. and no, i haven’t come out to them. i’ve been giving them hints, though.
anyways, basically want i wanted to ask is should i cut it myself? or should i just like— suck it up??? putting it in ponytails doesn’t help with the dysphoria
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i'm like if jesse pinkman wrote emo poetry and reblogged random shit // any prns ★
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