Pringletrees - Cold, Soaking Burnt Flesh

— written by yours truly

I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”

I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.

It’s not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.

Blackbird/koltrast. Värmland, Sweden (March 31, 2023).

Poetry that I created with the rule of only using one page from the reverse dictionary, to see if I could form any coherent sentences and make something meaningful (rule excluded punctuation and preposition, of course).

that ocd compulsion where its like 

“i MUST trigger myself because if i’m not constantly thinking about every terrible possibility and outcome then i am being purposefully negligent and unprepared for the horrors of this world and when the Bad Thing Happens it will be MY FAULT” 

Chlorophyll || Rem Mars

Sam Winchester (preseries)

My game is out now!

re:curse is a surreal RPGmaker horror game inspired by the likes of OFF, Ib, LISA: The Painful RPG and Yume Nikki.

Play as distraction-prone researcher Linda Langley and explore as your laboratory distorts and degrades around you. Send emails. Grapple with your clown infestation. Face consequences. Maybe even survive!

This is a game about...

doors

screens

bitrot

self-fulfilling loops

computer viruses (not real ones)

trans-temporal communication software

gay subtext

surprises

secrets

re:curse was solo developed as a passion project, mostly between 2020-2021. I've returned to it and added the final touches necessary to make a finished game. Bundled with the game is a trove of bonus content for your perusal, including uncompressed source files, concept art, unreleased original music, 3d files, and more. I hope you enjoy!

Download for free on itch.io!

So I’ve been lurking for the past few years for various reasons but I think I’m ready to blog openly again. Please like or reblog if you’re in any of my current fandoms!

Devilman

Helluva Boss

Hetalia

Jurassic World: Camp Cretaceous

Lilo & Stitch

South Park

SP Bunny (my OTP)

Star Trek TOS

Steven Universe

God gives his silliest clowns the most debilitating ocd compulsions (I've replayed the same scenario in my head for 4 hours now)