Woad & Spirulina 🌿

My daughter introduced me to Cookie Run: Kingdom, so I like that, too, now. I really love that ethereal yume raindrop aesthetic.

I really like the aesthetic of Agar Agar, Frilled Jellyfish, and Milky Way cookie the most. 💕 That iridescent, colorful liquidy vibe is the best!!

allow yourself to be a beginner

Here's to all my homies who have/had temporary disabilities. It's hard to know where you are and where you stand. You don't want to step over people who have your problem permanently, but you know there is a place for you somewhere. Even when a disability is temporary, it exists in a moment in time. In that moment, you need help, accessibility, even if it won't matter forever. You can't walk up those stairs, read that picture, hold that pencil, whatever it is. And it matters. And you matter.

~ someone whose cushing's decided to thrust what felt like a million different temporary disabilities onto them last year

Things I do:

Draw (anime girls + fashion)

Sing

Write poetry

Journal

Research aesthetics

Plan dream coords from aesthetics I like

Catalog physical music to buy

Practice therapy skills

a cyborg manifesto, donna haraway - BLAME!, tsutomu nihei -  holy wild, gwen benaway - blade runner, ridely scott - pixel affection, yeule - ghost in the shell (1995), mamoru oshii

safe for work personal journal~ 🩵

this is an about me section that will be continually updated:. ..

..: • age: 34

..: • pronouns: she/they

++ hyperfeminine sapphic ace

..: • based in California 𓆩♡𓆪

..: • married mom of 2 kids ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

..: • perpetual nerd, fashionholic, + music junkie

..: • health-centric survivor & weirdo

++ ocd, c-ptsd, spinal stenosis & cushing's

++ returning to the world post-recovery

..: • this tumblr is the journal for me to learn and remember myself, and share those pieces of myself with my friends and to find my community; the ones who share those pieces.

..: • i have other tumblrs to express specific interests of mine:

Some things I really like & should try or do more:

Dereality / weird core image creation

Photography

Fashion sketching

Image collaging

Profile layout, icon, & blinkies creation

I used to do some of these things.. The other things listed are newer or felt like I wasn't allowed to try them. (ocd?)

Aesthetics I am obsessed with:

Frutiger Aero / Aurora / Metro

Cybercore / Cyberangel

Y2k

Mizuiro

Cleancore

Liminal spaces

Jiraikei

Morikei

Winter Faerie

Faerie Grunge

Nu & Pastel Goth

Dark Academia

I like VR. I want to learn more about it.

This really has been my past 2 weeks 😭

playing infinity nikki is like:

“so there’s this big race war between the fluffy bunnies and the sparkle pixies over the nuke the fluffy bunnies have locked away in a train. you see, hundreds of years ago god died and the two groups both blame each other for it so they’ve been completely hostile to each other since.”

“nikki we need your help! pinchy the adorable crab has been torn to shreds by a monster! it’s a cover for the dream murderer going after the nuke we keep in our train. quick, get to choo choo station to confront the dream murderer and stop the brain death epidemic they’re spreading!”

“oh no our friend is bleeding out!!!! nikki hurry and go get some cotton and a fish so we can make bandages!”

“so i know you need to get on this train to get your friend life saving care but i don’t believe you’re a responsible person so have this fashion contest with me first”