raemoanenightinggal

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Tonight, I died a little more. One more blow, and I'm gone.

Raemaone Nightinggale

For my Birthday. I want to die.

A suicidal soul

Suicide is always an option...

Gimmel Garden

..no one will ever hear..

It's called that they stopped loving you along time ago and felt bad..... I hate that feeling....

me and my ex broke up a month ago and hes dating someone else. I miss him and im not over him I don't get how people move on so fast. we dated for a fucking year I still love him

Some people do that. I dont know how many times I’ve had that happen to myself. It hurts. So damn much. And eventually you’ll get angry. Then you will be glad you left such a fool. Keep youre head up and dont let no man control your feelings.

When you can't stop thinking of him/her... but you know they're gone forever....

I’m not crazy…. I swear…

Anonymous (via brokensuicidedemon)

Why do I try so hard to be noticed even though it'll hurt more when they leave..

Anonymous

My amazing boyfriend Shiro/Kirito

So his name isn't Kirito but that's his nick and I'm his Asuna. Anyway. I started taking Antidepressants to see if they would help. So far not. Kirito is my antidepressant and painkiller. I love him very much. If he ever finds my tumblr. Ti amo.

Any day... of the damn week...

Reblog this if you want to lose over 20 pounds.

The sound of death

Me: hello darkness... my old friend... I've come to talked to you again... *starts crying*

Darkness: yo what up dumbass? Lonely as normal? Go die. Biyatch.

Me: ....

Darkness: ....

Me: are you on crack?...

Dark: lol nope just do us alllllll a favor and um die. Bye!

What am I looking at?

Silence will fall …

I... told you I didnt...want to hurt you... but I still made you cry.... I'm a fucking monster... I hurt you...again....please stop loving me... don't love a monster who can't love herself....

Raemaone Nightinggale

Me on Valentine's day

Me: *sees a cute couple walking* oh look a cute happy couple

Heart: *very depressed and shallow* My love...

Me: *sees Valentine's stuff* hey look something I'll never get.

Stomach: *growling* chocolateeeee...

Me: *sees my family* haha fuck you all I'm talking to my

Brain: *snarky* must cry and read fanfics and depressing songs of love.

Heart and Stomach: is there chocolate involved?

Brain: do you care?

*ends up crying in the end*

I think I've done that to my whole shitty life...

Daisy calm your bear. ALASKA is the best here

hey Amelia, what's your favorite state?

Wait you're grounded now? Shit who's going to get me my vodka? >~<

@ask-thegemstate @ask-aphohio @downstate-nys-blog are all grounded, go to your rooms.

Inside my mind

(Arguement with me and me about my boyfriend and my mental state) Me: I love him… I’ll just wait till next month to hug him… Heart: he doesn’t love us… Brain: how about we start hugging Mr. Lust? He loves us more then (boyfriend)… Me: you two aren’t helping…. Heart and brain: dude you’re the unwanted one here. Heart: Brain shut up… you make us have severe depression… Brain: is that so?… why do you make her cry over (bf) every time he neglects us… hmm?… Depression: I think we should go back to bed…. Anxiety: but….. but…. we have…. school… to do… nononono please get up…. you’re making us look bad…. Family: grades need to be perfect. Me: fucking…. let me lay here…. AND DIE!!!!….

(I… have a problem… if you can tell….)

*giggles drunkly and rotates over, mumbling "you're fucked" and dropping her vodka bottle*

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

((This is how it looks outside my grandmas house, it looks like fog but really it’s smoke. On a clear day you can see the Lewiston hill, it’s north so in front of the house but as you can see you can’t see it, which shows that outside is very unsafe. So please stay inside))

что ебать вы скулить о Айдахо? *she's grumbles and rolls over mumbling in russian*

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

*giggles drunkly and falls asleep*

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

*hands the phone to you says fuck it in russian and chugs the whole bottle of vodka and yawns*

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

Ik, I gotta make sure Shelia doesn't pounce *winks and takes another shot as my phone goes off with Montana* Fuck...

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

That Dodge Charger is still parked on the back road right? *opens the bottle and drinks a li bit* I think I'll use that this time instead of a horse

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.

Your house. I'm fucked if I go home. Cuz Monts going to see the missing bullet. And don't answer that *looks out the window* is my vodka in here still?

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Ida was awaken by her phone ringing. “Hello?” She asked sleepily, the voice of Bill the bartender from a bar that her friend and fellow state goes to. “Fine I’ll come and get her, just make sure she does not kill anyone” she said as she walked out her front door.