Hi Im New

oh great my first two posts and it's a shitty google slide png amalgamation and "assplay cougar".

[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

ITS A GOOD DAY TO BE A LOSER WITH A JUNE BIRTHDAY HOLY SHIT??

i may be a trans dude but ill be a pining lesbian in a situationship or an angsty teenage boy who just went through a breakup or a distraught middle aged man going through a midlife crisis for a few minutes depending on the song just say the word I'LL DO IT

Pimped out my shirt for Pride

thinking about putting a gay couple (my ocs) and trans girl into my mass-printed schoolwide newsletter cover gang 😈😈😈😈

sometimes i wanna just give in to the adhd stereotypes. FINE i'm lazy. so what. productivity is just society's way of perpetuating capitalistic ideals that i have to be on the grind constantly 24/7 or i am not 'useful' or a contributing member of society with no consideration that i am just another human being with my own desires, hobbies, hopes and dreams. and sometimes my 'dream' is to just somehow get by doing my stupid little drawings and being able to hang out with friends from time to time. why does it have to be 'ambitious' for it to be a dream? it's my fucking life let me live bro

i'm aaaaalso just procrastinating on studying for my exams. but i'm also woke and gay so that's ok.

Vivipary - when seeds sprout while still being attached to its mother fruit

My Connection Is With You

do you want a relationship or do you just want to be happy(ier)?

hear me out.

sometimes when i hear ppl around me complain about how much they want a bf/gf/partner in general i often want to ask, "why exactly?"

because a lot of the time, at the core, people want a s/o to address some other thing in their life they want fulfilled. like it's more of just wanting companionship, someone to connect to, wishing to feel less lonely etc

i feel like this is worth thinking about bc often people will get into a relationship thinking it will solve this core issue they have, and when it doesn't it catches them off guard. like ur s/o is there to improve your overall quality of life, not solve your life problems for u--that's smth u need to work on urself. yes it will suck. but it will be worth it bc ull be a more well-rounded person!

i used to kinda wish i had a relationship myself, but as i met more ppl and made more friends that feeling went away and i realised i was really content with just my platonic relationships. bc at the root i really just wanted people i could truly connect to, people i could chat up whenever. and i got that when i built a good network of friends.

you don't need a romantic relationship to be happy. it's better to try to address these needs first instead of throwing it all upon the hypothetical partner to solve.

i think about this whenever i have that "i want a relationship" feeling again.