Rainn Rambles - Blog Posts
THE ITALICS IS KILLING ME
im gonna jump in here and say mine literally means dark haired... guess i was fated to be edgy 😈 power-of-friendship-nick im gonna GET U
apparently my name means Dignified
im just gonna jump in here and say that my instagram feed thinks i'm a lesbian. a newly cracked lesbian trans girl specifically. I KEEP GETTING LESBIAN TRANS REELS AND "BASIC INFORMATION ABOUT LESBIANS AND GENDER" GUIDES. YOU'RE NOT ALONE NICK 😭
my fyp is crowded with lesbians.
hello lesbians :3
every time I make a new friend it's like oh nooooo the persona I curate for the public where I somewhat seem like I'm holding it tgt is now SHATTERED you have now unlocked Rainn+ with special access to my unresolved insecurities... Now pls still think I'm cool and worth talking to 🙏🙏🙏🙏
i may be a trans dude but ill be a pining lesbian in a situationship or an angsty teenage boy who just went through a breakup or a distraught middle aged man going through a midlife crisis for a few minutes depending on the song just say the word I'LL DO IT
honestly prob could still do it decently
looking at old pics i put on a pretty good Girl cosplay ngl
exams got me in a chokehold and not in the sexy kind of way
the first iteration of my username was "rainelynn" (just bc it sounded nice). and then i trans'd and 'raine' made me dysphoric so "rainncoats" bc it sounded cute. and then "rainncoats" alone was taken on instagram and i wanted a cohesive name across all platforms so "rainncoater". simply a progression 😭
it's funny bc i don't wear raincoats. they're too gimmicky for me. just soak me wet idfc #fevercore
@astravox, @onehundredgar, @confusions-shed-of-ideas, + open >:)
Hey! Tag Game!
I'm gonna try to start one of these lmao
Reblog with the story behind your username
In Breath of the Wild, Urbosa calls Zelda her little bird, I modified it and stole it basically. sometimes I am also Birb because it's just funny
@itsa-thing @i-love-zelda-16 @fithesworddweller @alientheoristemmy @lizzable @astoria-nyx-moon @amayis-bigtower @loaboo @preposterousray @stargazin-on-mars @rav3nz3r0 @crims0nr0s3 @clowncore09 anybody else that feels like sharing ig
thinking about putting a gay couple (my ocs) and trans girl into my mass-printed schoolwide newsletter cover gang 😈😈😈😈
do you want a relationship or do you just want to be happy(ier)?
hear me out.
sometimes when i hear ppl around me complain about how much they want a bf/gf/partner in general i often want to ask, "why exactly?"
because a lot of the time, at the core, people want a s/o to address some other thing in their life they want fulfilled. like it's more of just wanting companionship, someone to connect to, wishing to feel less lonely etc
i feel like this is worth thinking about bc often people will get into a relationship thinking it will solve this core issue they have, and when it doesn't it catches them off guard. like ur s/o is there to improve your overall quality of life, not solve your life problems for u--that's smth u need to work on urself. yes it will suck. but it will be worth it bc ull be a more well-rounded person!
i used to kinda wish i had a relationship myself, but as i met more ppl and made more friends that feeling went away and i realised i was really content with just my platonic relationships. bc at the root i really just wanted people i could truly connect to, people i could chat up whenever. and i got that when i built a good network of friends.
you don't need a romantic relationship to be happy. it's better to try to address these needs first instead of throwing it all upon the hypothetical partner to solve.
i think about this whenever i have that "i want a relationship" feeling again.
working makes me feel bad so i can't work, but enjoying myself also makes me feel bad so i can't enjoy myself. and now i'm stuck here for 8 hours having done Nothing.
me x evil!final exams 10k slowburn angst and hurt no comfort one-sided pining toxic relationship
sometimes i wanna just give in to the adhd stereotypes. FINE i'm lazy. so what. productivity is just society's way of perpetuating capitalistic ideals that i have to be on the grind constantly 24/7 or i am not 'useful' or a contributing member of society with no consideration that i am just another human being with my own desires, hobbies, hopes and dreams. and sometimes my 'dream' is to just somehow get by doing my stupid little drawings and being able to hang out with friends from time to time. why does it have to be 'ambitious' for it to be a dream? it's my fucking life let me live bro
i'm aaaaalso just procrastinating on studying for my exams. but i'm also woke and gay so that's ok.
OH MY GOD TYSM DUDE SO SO SWEET OF YOU 😭😭
arduino boards!!! omfg so nostalgic!
we actually DID use them for our compsci classes in 9th grade, and it was genuinely SO fun. like the most fun ive had in our entire design course tbh, i miss it dearly.
took some digging up but i found an old vid i made where i tried to make it play the sky: children of the light theme HAHA, never finished it though (i think i actually sent it to our server a long time ago @astravox). it's nothing mind-blowing, actually it's a bit off, but i wanted to show it anyway >:D
BONUS: we also made a light that would activate via sensors. very swag. i think i just copy & pasted the code tho i am not that smart LOL
honestly i prob still have the board at home but i have no idea where it is. maybe i'll try looking for it again or getting another one when i have the time again!! thank u for reminding me of this very pleasant memory <3
ohh. ha. haha.
robots/mechanical things
ok so there are arduino boards that are pretty cheap and if your school has any semblance of a comp sci program they probably have one so you can borrow their stuff too
it's rly easy to start programming with it; when you're done, just hit a button and your board should start doing the thing it was told to do. there are some pre-made robots you can also buy and program (I argued with an rc car once) or you can build your own with motors
my robot expert certification btw:
space and stars and the like
I'm not that smart 😭 but! ik the hubble space telescope actually has a gallery and it's sick. all the photos are published under CC 4.0 too 🔥
@rainncoater
I decided to also ramble about why i like them.
Rosemary - Deftones (binged deftones albums when i had to speedrun my art portfolio. absolute vibe)
Awake and Alive - Skillet (this was my 4th grade fav and my first ever exposure to rock. what got me into the genre, super formative stuff)
Is it really you? - Loathe (FAV SONG RN ITS SO GOOD AAAAA if u listen i will love u forever. its so beautiful..)
New Way Out - Poppy (POPPY IS SO COOL and i love her metal stuff. I Disagree was craazy if u were there for it, but I only had one 'I' :( had to reserve it for my fav)
New Born - Muse (the switch from the soft music to the electric guitar is FIRE muse is cool)
Chainsaw Blood - Vaundy (vaundy is sick, i wish he did more rock/rap stuff. also i LOVE chainsaw man. never watched the anime tho, manga only bc it was the easiest to consume back in class HELP)
One More Light - Linkin Park (LINKIN PARK MY BELOVED im so mad i couldnt include any song from meteora or hybrid theory in here bc those are prob two of my fav albums ever rn)
Animal in Me - Solence (i found this on a furry amv lmao its fire)
The Foundations of Decay - My Chemical Romance (JUST A RLLY NICE SONG i think this was my spotify top listen for 2023??)
Everything is Romantic - Charli xcx (charli xcx kinda out of place here but this song is so beautiful.. one of my favs)
Rainbow Machine - Wayside (this is really pretty too, very shoegazy)
@nykenima @confusions-shed-of-ideas open to hijackers! i need more friends on here bro
Rules: pick a song for each letter of your URL and tag that many people.
Ghost girl - Lil Peep
Ruoska - Kaarija
In your darkest nightmares, you’ll see me- Grim Salvo
Miss you! - Corpse
Mercury: Retrograde - Ghostemane
Sexq - Mupp,
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums - A Perfect Circle
Your face - Wisp
Trenchworld- Kamaara
HeAdworm-Qoiet
E-girls are ruining my life! - Corpse
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