Raskolnikov Is To Me What The Joker Is To Straight Men

emails should be banned. want to get in contact with me? send a raven

I don't want to be a productive member of society. I want to be a poet and a menace.

i blog for girls who are plagued by loneliness despite being overall well liked

I am a simple girl. The key to my heart is a bookshelf. Build me one, and then fuck me against it.

“The second half of a man’s life is made up of nothing but the habits he has accumulated during the first half.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Demons

writing tip:

if you push buttons on a keyboard, letters will appear on the screen. and with that power you can do anything

Oooooh I'd like to add some—

Crinkled shirts

Eye bags or red eyes

Chapped or bitten lips (?)

papers, EVERYWHERE!

But a clean desk. I said DESK, let's not talk about the room

Cold hands

No concept of time or whatsoever while studying

Internally going FERALLLLL while keeping a straight face.

"I study better at night"

Screaming into the void

things that somehow scream physicist:

some weird mixture of dark academia chique and i-found-this-in-a-dumpster fashion

being a cat person!!!

black coffee

black ballpoint pens

messy folders

whiskey??

high alcohol tolerance

having a god- and inferiority- complex at the same time

being bad at pure math?

being queer always finds it's way into the mix

daddy issues

not letting go of certain pieces of clothing

also being creative

being a daydreamer and a realist

(lots of specifics about being a female physicist)

feel free to add your own!!

Lauren Ernwein by Szilveszter Mako for Vogue Hong Kong March 2022. Lisa Jarvis and Sean Kunjambu (Fashion Editors/Stylists), Massimo Di Stefano (Hair Stylist), Vanessa Icareg (Makeup Artist).

i hope everything reminds you of me. not as a blessing, as a curse.

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