sadomasochism saturday!
Stuck in the loop of feeling like my only possible value is sexual, and yet the people I want to find me valuable are familial and not ones supposed to see me sexually. Not like it's stopped some before.
@shirasorin commented: "Tommy being Incredibly suby for John." on this post
(putting a cut on my yelling starting now cause i've realized it's literally the nice thing to do cause i know my thoughts are very ooc and not everyone wants to see that! i can be a decent human i swear it by the old gods and the new!)
It's like an itch, one that won't go away till it's raw and bleeding, the subsequent scab is almost more annoying than the initial itch.
"So sweet when you're like this, not a word comin' from your mouth 'less it's please and thank you. S'how it should be," John murmurs in his ear, chin hooked over Tommy's shoulder to look down at his working hand. Well, one of his working hands, John's got his left hand -the one he's watching- in a loose fist around Tommy's cock, and his right pumping three fingers into his older brother's slicked hole.
Thank God for Vaseline and door locks.
There's probably a better place to do this than Tommy's little twin bed, a nice hotel or even a wagon out in the countryside, somewhere Tommy doesn't have to worry about being too loud, a place where he can drop to his knees whenever John commands, doesn't have to wear a thread of clothing all day, let John tough as he pleases, bend Tommy over as he pleases... For now, though, he has to be grateful that he's getting anything at all from John.
And so here they are: both of them stripped bare, slotted together back to front while they kneel on Tommy's thin mattress, Tommy practically sitting -squirming- in John's lap as his little brother uses his body as he pleases. Exactly where Tommy wants to be, canting his hip back and forth-back and forth, fucking John's calloused hand and fucking himself on John's thick fingers, whimpering every time they manage to brush against his sweet spot, hanging his head low as color rises to his cheeks when John lets out an amused sound against the back of his neck. John is fucking laughing at him, laughing at how easy he is to please, how easily he spread his legs for his little brother.
"That feel nice?" Gravel. Gravel and honey is what John's voice sounds like right now as it hums through Tommy's brain, making him shiver and nod clumsily. "Tell me, brother." John sucks a bruise to the lithe muscle of his older brother's shoulder, a mark for Tommy to press on later.
"Feels nice- feels fucking perfect, John, thank you. Fuck, please fuck me, John, please," Tommy pants out, tongue flitting over his lips, hands grasping at John's forearm but not daring to guide him in any way. There will be bruises littering John's arm by the morning with how tight Tommy is clutching at him, his nails nearly breaking the skin.
"Good boy, Tommy. A very good boy you are. I don't think you've earned that yet, though, might have to ask a little nicer," John tightens his grip on Tommy's cock exactly how his brother likes, slowing his right hand to a languid thrust as he does his best to rub them in firm, torturous circles over Tommy's prostate, making him gasp and buck and cause tears to spring to his eyes. If John knows how to do one thing, it's make his older brother cry through an orgasm.
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512 that's a bit more common a wordcount for me lmao Thank you for the prompt!!!!!!
‘A Bathing Group’ by Henry Scott Tuke, c. 1914.
Anonymous asked: ❤ adore thank you thank you '….vibrating at the thought of Making Tommy Do Something. Like, he's making Tommy look at his dick, it's entirely out of Tommy's control…' that's exactly it
(accidentally hit post before i was ready oops-)
Ofc 😊
I think…. i think John also likes to physically over-power Tommy at times too, ya know, cause he's clearly bigger and stronger than his older brother… and maybe (calling back to normalbrothers' answer to one of my asks) Tommy intentionally is difficult and struggles just to get John to use more force, leave marks and maybe (hopefully) smacks him around a bit, cause Tommy is a masochist to some degree.
Though for the most part John is very happy to do whatever Tommy tells him to do while they fuck around with each other, forever in awe that Tommy wants him and eagerly allows John to touch him, so the little power-trip John gets when he makes his older brother look at his cock is all the sweeter
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when i write from John's pov: Older brother = Tommy Big brother = Arthur
Arthur's pov: Little brother = Tommy Baby brother = John
Tommy's pov is dependent on who he's speaking to so: When talking to anyone (including john and Arthur), Arthur = big brother When talking to Arthur only, John = baby brother When talking to anyone (including John), John = little brother
Finn is a whole other can of worms that I haven't opened yet... and Ada is little sister to Tommy and John, baby sister to Arthur, and older sister to Finn
:)
men's fashion accessories - albert chains & sleeve garters in PEAKY BLINDERS
Carwood, he/him, adult, queer. MCU (Sam/Bucky/Joaquín, Bucky/Yelena) Peaky Blinders (Arthur/John/Tommy, Finn/Isaiah, Michael/Tommy) GenKill (Brad/Ray, Nate/Mike, Walt/Trombley, ngl there's too many) BoB (Bottom!Dick truther so anyone can fuck him) The Pacific (Bottom!AckAck truther so anyone can fuck him) gif header by @normalbrothers
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