rilakkeunjung - eliayah
eliayah

any prns ☆ infp ☆ black ☆ bisexual ☆ kpop stan twice , soshi , shinee , t-ara , itzy , 9muses ult ☆ theater kid ☆ i have like a gazillion interests

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Latest Posts by rilakkeunjung - Page 5

3 years ago

physically i’m here, mentally i’m in the arms of a fictional character

3 years ago

Do you ever think you'll stop drawing fanart? No offense it just seems like the kind of thing you're supposed to grow out of. I'm just curious what your plans/goals are since it isn't exactly an art form that people take seriously.

Ah, fanart. Also known as the art that girls make.

Sad, immature girls no one takes seriously. Girls who are taught that it’s shameful to be excited or passionate about anything, that it’s pathetic to gush about what attracts them, that it’s wrong to be a geek, that they should feel embarrassed about having a crush, that they’re not allowed to gaze or stare or wish or desire. Girls who need to grow out of it.

That’s the art you mean, right?

Because in my experience, when grown men make it, nobody calls it fanart. They just call it art. And everyone takes it very seriously.

3 years ago

Twitter users like 'bean dad' this, 'eating free restaurant bread is tacky' that

Based tumblr users are like 'ah yes today is the day hersey chocolate bar blog is gonna hunt a poor little blogger for sport'

3 years ago

it’s quick, it’s easy and it’s free:  pouring river water in your socks

3 years ago

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

3 years ago

😟

Do you think there's anything to the idea that bi men should date other men so as not to be in patriarchal relationships with women?

My take is that a lot of people need to spend less time on the internet

3 years ago

Let’s go lads 🗣🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

its time

Its Time
3 years ago

Listen up!

Listen Up!

You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled

Listen Up!

Hit that.

Listen Up!

Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern

Listen Up!

Yes.

Listen Up!

Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in

Tumblr will follow up and help them.

Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!

This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.

And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.

You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.

This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.

3 years ago

ayo i found 2 pages with head angles of humans and animals, could be useful to anyone reading this

image

hoomans

image

animals

3 years ago
As A College Student, Currently Really Hungry With Nothing To Eat, I Understand How Hard It Can Be To

As a college student, currently really hungry with nothing to eat, I understand how hard it can be to get food. Sometimes you really just don’t have the money to eat and when you do, you waste it all on fast food instead of stocking up on cheap things because you’re so tired of Ramen Noodes and canned food you could barf. So, I’ve composed a list of recipes and resources that will fit a college kid’s budget and appetite. Don’t go hungry! <3

Ramen Noodle Recipes:

Ramen Noodle Stir Fry

Sirloin-Snap Pea Stir Fry

Chicken Noodle Soup

Chili Cheese Ramen

Egg Drop Ramen

Spinach and Ramen

Ramen Spaghetti

Ramen Alfredo

Cheesy Ramen Noodles

Mug Meals:

Cheesy Eggs Mug

Cheese and Broccoli Mug

Mac and Cheese in a Mug

Meatloaf in a Mug

Nutella Mug Cake

Cheesecake Mug

Coffee Cup Quiche

Coffee Cup Chilaquiles

Mug Egg Scramble

Microwave Recipes:

Potato Chips

Corn on the cob

Scalloped Potatoes

White Rice

Fried Rice

Baked Potato

Chicken Casserole 

Garlic Chicken

Chicken Soup Casserole

Caramelized Onion Baked Potato

Soft Chicken Tacos

Pancakes

Recipe Generators

My Fridge Food

Fire House Chef

Dinner in 15 Minutes

Advanced recipe Generator

Cuisine

Recipe Matcher

Super Cook

Recipe Puppy

Cook Thing

Recipes by Ingredient

Recipe Key

Not Beans Again

Ideas 4 Recipes

Big Oven

Other Resources

Actual College Student Cookbook

Restaurant Coupons [1] [2] [3] [4]

Free Birthday food [1] [2] 

3 years ago
Happy 7 Years Everyone

happy 7 years everyone

3 years ago

according to the economist, domestic violence in england will increase by 38% if they lose and 26% if they win/draw against italy in this weekend’s euro finals. here’s a thread of domestic violence hotlines that you can call if you/a loved one needs help, and i’ll write the information below for anyone who doesn’t have access to twitter or can’t read the images. most of these hotlines also have chatting options if you can’t call them. 

england (refuge’s national domestic abuse hotline): 0808 2000 247

northern ireland (domestic and sexual abuse hotline): 0808 802 414

scotland (domestic and forced marriage hotline): 0800 027 1234 

wales (live fear free): 0808 80 10 800

uk-wide (men’s advice line): 0808 801 0327 

specifically for male victims

bright sky is a mobile app and website for people experiencing abuse or for those who are worried about others

available for free from most app store

women’s aid have a directory of domestic abuse support services across the uk

live chat is available 7 days a week from 10am to 6pm

victim support:  08 08 16 89 111

if you are experiencing abuse and need immediate help, ask for ANI (action needed immediately) at a participating pharmacy 

the pharmacy will have a logo on display

you’ll be provided with a private space and a phone if you need one

they’ll connect you to any more support services that you need

safe spaces are available in boots, morrisons, superdrug, and well pharmacies

they’ll provide you with specialized support and connect you to services for more help

3 years ago

Me: Aw, this straight pairing would be cute.

My Inner Gay: Ship her with his girlfriend.

Me:

Me: Aw, This Straight Pairing Would Be Cute.
3 years ago

stop normalizing behavior

what behavior

3 years ago
Anthony Ramos,,, :)

anthony ramos,,, :)

3 years ago
Welp...

Welp...

3 years ago
I Think Twitter Should Be Deleted Actually.

i think twitter should be deleted actually.


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3 years ago

What did I just read-

rilakkeunjung - eliayah
rilakkeunjung - eliayah
3 years ago

me: dress how you want!! gender is fake!!! nothing matters!!!!!!

trans person: i like gender tho

me: hell yeah i respect that!!!! i apologize and don’t mean to dismiss your identity with my optimistic nihilism!!!!!!!

3 years ago
I Did Not Write This, But I Second It

I did not write this, but I second it

3 years ago

tumblr users having babies doesn’t sit right with me. go sign up for facebook or something. true #GirlsOfTumblr are sterile by nature, like male calico cats

3 years ago

My gf is an actual amab cis girl. They wrote male on her birth certificate by mistake

holy shit tell your girlfriend congrats on the fun gender

3 years ago

Tumblr is my favourite social media site because this place is literally uninhabitable for celebrities. No verification system, no algorithm that boosts their posts, it’s a completely lawless wasteland for them

3 years ago

My Ao3 history is between me and God

3 years ago

Your blog fails to make me smile :) I love you!

did you forget the word never or is this a hate message 

3 years ago

hey james I have a confession

Hey James I Have A Confession

go for it

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