Sahasulagna2020 - Only TRYING Matters

It's the way, we are helpless to you. Now it’s time to fear and go a long way with musks. And If I die for you, it will not be too bad. Please don't be too harsh.

It seems interesting to believe after reading some texts which you sent once that "It was you!!!". It also becomes hard to believe your state of becoming matured. Texts and posts of your previous self really say clearly how you change and how your perception changes.

I can do nothing if I don't want

And I don't know what I want :)

Good days don't come often

Never imagined I can get too much organised in my own life. Though I could not be productive and organised in my study and sometimes I don’t cherish so, I woke up at 6 am- did yoga and exercise- cooked some hard dishes! That was impossible once. This time my visit in the roof was so awesome.  Though the tomato flower is small, it’s so cute!  Look at the cat sitting on another roof! 

I guess I want some asks.

deep tarot asks🧿

the fool: what journey have you recently started?

the magician: do you feel that you have the right tools and resources in your life to achieve your goals?

the high priestess: do you trust your intuition?

the empress: do you love yourself?

the emperor: do you believe you have control over your life?

the hierophant: what traditions or rituals or mantras have you created for yourself?

the lovers: do you feel alone? are you waiting for perfect harmony in your life?

the chariot: what forces are pulling you in opposite directions?

the hermit: how do you get in touch with your emotions?

strength: in what ways are you strongest?

wheel of fortune: do you feel like you are a victim of fate?

justice: do you believe in karma, or that hard work manifests as success?

the hanged man: are you truly open-minded?

death: have you had to bury another version of yourself? what came out of it?

temperance: have you found a comfortable balance in your life?

the devil: do you have everything you want? why do you want it?

the tower: what was the last reason you really cried?

the star: are you an optimist? why or why not?

the moon: what are you hiding from yourself or from others?

the sun: what makes you happiest?

judgment: are you sure that you want your life to head in the direction that it is?

the world: are you satisfied? do you love life or do you just tolerate it?

inspired by @nightmarevirgo’s super cute tarot questions

The term "review" tends to be synonymous with "past-hunting" in many people’s minds. They see reviewing as a cult that redirects mind into overthinking the past mistakes. However, reviewing is not supposed to do overthinking always. On the contrary, review is a powerful tool to keep an important memory in brain. If you want to track your goal, you must make a daily, weekly,monthly and even a yearly review routine. For the truth, there are many very good reasons of travelling through past in the name of reviewing. Perhaps the best reasons are to learn from the mistakes, to take a refreshing break and to keep yourself organised for your goal. But it does not mean regretting for your past. Rather an effective review can make your path more clearer and you can make your present more lively!

Language is really very hard things to learn. In these 17 years after birth, I could not learn neither Bangla nor English well. Even in these days, I struggle with the meaning of every words. English is a foreign language. So, it's natural we will be weak (though we were learning it for 13 years. I mourn for the energy to learn English i gave in the wrong way). But in case of Bangla too, i always stuck in the meanings. Firstly, words have different meaning in different areas. Ok, this problem can be solved in some extent by defining a standard meaning. But later the most struggling factor comes, how the people are taking the words and definitions from their perspective. Maybe I am using a word which I am using from my perspective but whom I am telling, he/she is getting the meaning from his/her perspective. This results in misunderstanding. Oh! How to deal with it! And this modern era has made it more critical because of virtual medias. In face to face talking, we can get some hints by seeing expressions, eye movement and face recognitions. But in social media, chatting platform, the problem become worse. Most of the people don't want to change their prospective. They always think from their way. Yeah, maybe they learnt to see the word from another vision. To cope with this world, i think it's more important to try to understand what is going on and then to react. Then it comes what does 'understanding' mean? I think it means to change own perspective. Understanding an idea means to think the idea from different dimensions, to question the idea from different dimensions and it's a continuous process. I know i will not be effective in my communication overnight. I don't want to do so. Just what I want is people will not react suddenly after hearing or seeing something, it's necessary to change the way to see and then to react. If it is possible, then it's important to try to think what others are saying, why they are saying and how will you take that in. I wish I could understand the world better.

অভিজ্ঞতার উপরে আর কিছুই হতে পারে না। নিজে কোনো পরিস্থিতিতে না পরা পর্যন্ত কেউ আসলেই বুঝতে পারে না, কেউ কিভাবে সমস্যাটিকে মোকাবেলা করবে। তাই বই পড়া বা কারো কাছ থেকে শোনার চেয়ে কোনোকিছু ব্যবহারিক ভাবে করে দেখা অবশ্য কর্তব্য।

That's right. Ha ha

I don't wanna talk more🙂