I Always Confuse With The Questions Of Binary Answers. For Example :

Mixed feelings are devouring myself. I don't want to deceive me. Truly, I am not stressed.

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Look, when your focus changes, your view of perceiving beauty also changes!

🌿I felt like making this. At this point I’m desperate to get back on track. This probably was the worst time for a burnout to show up. I’m experiencing this shit for about a month now and there’s less than a month remaining to my exams. It’s now or Never, i understand but it’s harder than ever to stay consistent with my routine. I am getting hyper-productive days once in a while but that doesn’t help unless it’s everyday. At this point, I’m not aware of what I’m doing wrong but it’s needs to be corrected.

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🌿So i just spent a little time to make this, putting some good quotes from famous people to things my friends said. Nobody can change shit, it’s upto me. The last thing i say to myself is,

I DON’T WANNA LOOK BACK AND KNOW I COULD’VE DONE BETTER.

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😑Disclaimer: That’s not a big ‘MEME’.

The thinking of what others are thinking is the common trait of madiators.

The hardest thing is to learn prioritising.

Boredom is devouring. Checking my phone repeatedly after some times. No new notification. No messages. Same songs again and again. Same books. Same room. Same me.

I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!

  It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.

To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.

Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)

Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021

"Finally, and most interesting, philosophically we are completely wrong with the approximate law."

Richard feynman