the foreign language students
pages of scribbled notes on grammar and verb conjugations
buying copies of your favorite books in the original language, even though you can barely read them
sounding out long words, letting the unfamiliar syllables roll off of your tongue
a knitted blanket wrapped around your shoulders like a shawl
pacing the room, repeating words until they’re memorized
excelling in class, always ready to be called on
vocabulary flashcards tucked in the pocket of your coat
empty mugs scattered across your room
writing down unfamiliar phrases to look them up later
admiring words for themselves, for the beauty in the syllables
flipping through dictionaries, underlining useful words
a longing not only to see the world, but to understand it in its native tongue
soaking up language, keeping the words filed away in your head
carefully dissecting the grammar of a sentence, marking out parts of speech until you can fully understand
never missing a duolingo practice
mumbling to yourself, practicing your accent and inflection
difficult vocab words scribbled on your hand
using idioms to sound more like a native speaker, seeking authenticity
methodical work, notes perfectly organized
the joy of comprehension
sitting on the train and going through flashcards again and again
photos of the places you want to visit pinned to the walls
writing your favorite words in the margins of your notes
putting shows in your target language on in the background, letting the sounds wash over you until they’re familiar
my dark academia playlist directory
depressive episode - sad/angsty tunes to listen to while painting the night away
three am dark academia vibes - less angsty and a bit more chill
twenty something - "wow I've done nothing with my life huh" music
traveler's light - relaxing violin/piano music with some of the destiny & breath of the wild soundtrack thrown in
soulbound - music to listen to while laying in bed and uselessly pining
we'll be ok - similar to soulbound
soft calamity - some softer music with dark meanings
fairytales - songs from fairytales or that should be in fairytales
[ redacted ] - marble hornets vibes
Romantic Encounter (illustration), 1864
by Mihály Zichy.
The vampire comic featuring Marty and Clarice that I made for my comics class this semester :DD enemies to lovers to ??????? but I promise eventually there's a happy ending
(◡‿◡✿)
(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”
(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”
oh to wear a knife strapped against my thigh beneath a silk dress
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”
Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
ok let’s talk about the ronan/adam size difference:
the height difference is only like an inch or two but it totally matters
ronan stubbornly refusing to lean down so adam has to tiptoe the slightest bit to kiss him. adam’s all pouty and annoyed and ronan thinks it’s adorable
adam getting frustrated and shoving him down on the bed and sitting in his lap so they’re on the same level
adam secretly loves waking up all warm and cozy in his arms, feeling safe and protected. ronan’s like a furnace so he makes the Best Pillow Ever
ronan loves being the little spoon tho. adam crawling into his bed after work, wrapping an arm around his waist, breathing against the back of his neck, warming his feet between ronan’s calves
ronan letting adam do whatever he wants to him even though he’s bigger/taller than him!!!!
he LOVES it, he loves when adam’s bossy and manhandles him and presses him up against walls and holds him down on the bed and touches and kisses him everywhere like he wants to devour him whole
ronan dropping kisses on his forehead all the time, burying his nose in his hair, putting an arm around his shoulders in the booth at nino’s and kissing his temple
adam tucking his face against the side of ronan’s neck, arms sliding around his waist, kissing where his tattoo’s showing
ok i have to talk about the clothes-sharing: adam wearing his leather jacket and it’s a couple sizes too big and the sleeves almost cover his hands and it’s warm and soft and well-worn and it smells like him and he’s never giving it back. ronan wearing adam’s old threadbare t-shirts that are a little too tight but adam’s enjoying the view a bit too much
ok adam also secretly likes when ronan puts his arm around him all possessive in public. he secretly likes that ronan scares babies and their mothers and that literally no one would dare look at either of them the wrong way (even if they both know adam’s the one who could actually ruin someone’s life if he wants to)
basically, certified big scary badass™ ronan lynch being utterly at adam parrish’s mercy :)))))
I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard
Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.
Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.
Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.
Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.
SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.
SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.
Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.
Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.
Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.
Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.
Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.
“my child is fine” your child romanticizes getting lost in a forest.