Serges-meadows - Naraba

Anastasia Trusova (Russian, born 1989)

“Cat in the Garden”

Hans Christian Andersen's 'The Wild Swans' by Svend Otto S.

“The cost of not following your heart is spending the rest of your life wishing you had.”

— Unknown

by aviothic__rinki

why do I only have two settings, clean and sad 

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April has been kicking my butt. I thought march was a bad month ugh. 

It started when I got my Nezha artbook in the mail. And it was only 1 book. I was so confused because I had ordered the bundle from my understanding. So I had to message the seller. They asked a bunch of questions yada yada.

The next day they ask for the weight of item. But I don’t have a scale so I went out and bought one.

I had been looking for an excuse to go out and have a fun relaxing time with myself to  just window shop and buy books. It was anything but relaxing lmao. There was just so many people outside. And my feet started hurting really bad for some reason sob. And then along the way I began to have a headache that didn’t go away until bedtime lol. 

I spent way more money than anticipated. I guess this is what happens when you don’t go outside in moderation, you see everything and buy it lol. 

I got so many clothes ugh, but they were necessary clothes, I really needed pants, and there were good sales going on. I bought a doll lmao, I had to keep asking myself if I wanted the doll, I legit only got her because she had yakult lmao. When I got home I realize that she’s actually way cooler when you stare at her. She is a dragon hybrid I guess, I’m not familiar with monster high lore. But she had scales on her legs,hands,face and ears, which I think is cool, plus I love dragons. Her clothes and designs are really cool too. 

I got a macchiato from Paris baguette and it was terrible I couldn’t finish it. I think it's why I got a headache.

I went to Barnes and nobles so I could stare at manga, which I did. There was a lonely 9s there, he was 84 dollars ugh, not in this economy. The manga section began to fill up like always. There was this little kid who picked up a book and started reading on the floor, which I thought was cute lmao. I wish I had such freedom. He was so tiny thought you would almost step on him if you didn’t see him. I bought 2ha book 7, I was gonna get 8 but it was looking anorexic so I didn’t buy it shrugs. I thought that it would be better to buy online, but I forgot about shipping. The page count of 2ha has been really crazy, we use to get bricks and now its a slice of bread lmao, it’s getting thinner and thinner. 

I went to uniqlo to try and snag the dbz daima shirt. They only had one in an extra small oof. I got this light pink jacket instead, it was on sale for 20 dollars, I didn’t even think I just grabbed and buy lmao.

After that I had told myself it was enough, but then I walked pass buffalo exchange and decide to just look around. Bad idea lmao. It was packed like always. The selection seemed really dry this time around. I had a headache so my brain wasn’t agreeing with me, it was hard to focus and my brain kept telling me to go home.

I did find this beige/brownish babydoll dress with puff sleeves, I thought it kind of elegant so I tried it on. I am not a huge fan of beige and tan on myself I think it kind of makes me look naked lmao. But something bout this piece, I felt that I needed to buy it.

I went to Chinatown afterward to get salmon. Then I went home.

It was a long day. 

When I got home I weigh my package and told the seller. I think I realized the next day that the weight is on the package slip, so I didn’t need the scale, great. 

by ddinae_manae

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My sister Graduated.

It was an really awful day, nothing could prepare me for it lol, I was completely shocked by it. I mean it's been days now, she graduated in the 9th of May and I am still thinking about this horrible day. Like what could I have done to make this day anything else than the day that it was. And the answer it nothing lmao, because I wasn't the one causing the problems. Maybe if I write about it, I'll think of it less. I just keep thinking this day was gonna be an easy day, I literally didn't have to do much of anything today, just get to the place and sit and watch my sister walk.

It started off fine. I was in a good mood because I had figured out my outfit for the day, and I really liked it, I thought it was so simple and cute and not to eye catching. I had an outfit planned for this day, but I wasn't feeling it last minute, the weather and my outfit weren't matching to me, it was raining all morning. So I was able to put something new together and it made me feel good, I felt in high spirits I guess lol, it made me realized that a good outfit can really save the day lol, because it kind of did help this day, if I had hated my outfit I would of left the arena early lmao.

Long story short, I was micromanaged all day, for a good chuck of this day. Me and my sister were micromanaged, and it was so infuriating. I didn't even want to go, I just went because my sister wanted me to go, and I really didn't have plans that day. I did want to be supportive of her, I am proud of her, it was a big accomplishment. I felt like this day should of been about her, her day to relax and take her awards. She worked for it.

But the person we were with made it all about themselves. Nothing we did that day was good enough. They just kept having to nitpick at us. They couldn't say one nice thing to me the whole day, and at dinner they were talking to me like everything was sweet, like they weren't being a asshole to me all day. They're the type of person who will say some really awful things to you in a really bad way and think they are speaking from the kindness of their heart and are doing you a favor. and it's like no, you are an ASShole.

And I was just so confused all day. I was really drained of energy I didn't know how to react to any of it. I wanted to walk out of the arena so bad and go to the movies lmao. But I knew that my sister would be like WTF. I kept wanting to be happy for my sister, kept trying to turn my mood around it was not working. My sister was mad, I was mad, my brother was mad. The day had been made lol.

The only good thing out of this day was the Graduation itself. This lady coming up to me and telling me my outfit was pretty😭. And when I got home I got ready for bed and went to sleep 🛏 lmao I was done with this day.