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Floored by the fact that not feeling like shit really does boil down to just eating well and drinking lots of water and keeping screen time to a minimum and making lists and not obsessing over any one thing and reading books and like not putting things off and letting them fester forever. Self help books will never tell you this but sometimes it just is that simple

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by phylliuminsects

✨Yes I cried at the Nier concert lmao. It’s the one thing I wanted to do. And I felt so much emotions that night it was so nice to just cry to beautiful music. I have a couple of Nier songs that I just cry to, it’s the best.Emi Evans, and J’nique Nicole sound like angels live, I could listen to them forever. The story they told going along with the songs actually tore me up, it was so beautifully sad yet happy in the end.I almost became a crying mess at the end but stopped myself because I didn’t want makeup to go in my eyes lmao. Maybe next time I’ll let it all out.They even played my favorite songs, I wasn’t expecting them to play any of them. But they did, it was even combined with my other favorite song, I had goosebumps, it was so good. 

✨I really loved my outfit. I had like 5 outfit changes before ending up on this one. My rooms were left in such a state when we left. I was going more for the silhouette of the YoRHa uniform, and I really feel like I accomplished that. I honestly had so much fun wearing it, I was running around the building at one point, made me feel like I was actually a YoRHa android lmao.  I wish I had done more with my hair and makeup though. I want to try this outfit again soon, it’s one of my faves. Usually I get really antsy when dressed up, but this night I wanted to wear this outfit a little longer.

✨The concert itself was something else. There was a line wrapping outside the building. It was a sold out concert. It was a bit overwhelming, seeing all these people and thinking that they were all Nier fans. I haven't been to a musical concert for years, so it felt so new to me. I've been to small musical gatherings but nothing of this size. The inside of the building was really pretty too, I wish I got more pictures of it but it was a bit chaotic before the concert began.Once we entered the building, everyone ran to form one line. Me and my sister also went into the line. But I didn’t know what the line was for. Later found out it was the merch line. I never saw the merch table or the beginning of the merch line that whole night. I only saw the merch line and anything converging with the merch line lmao. It was like a horror movie almost, so many lines, it wrapped across the building hall just bending and curving. I think almost everyone was in that line.  I did want a shirt, but it felt like waiting in line to get a shirt would cost missing the concert and I was not doing that.

✨I have to say that the audience were so respectful. Like aside from the lines situation. It was a really chill audience. There was no yelling or pushing, it just felt so quiet even tho we were surrounded by people. This is just my experience that night. I felt bad that I didn’t get any pictures of anyone's cosplay, there was a lot of good ones. I was hella overwhelmed, so I couldn’t talk to anyone lmao.

by astrailor_jp

Yoshitomo Nara: Forever Alone (2006)