Thinking About Neil Josten In The Nest This Holiday Season

Never not thinking about the draft where Nora said Jean killed himself on the phone with Kevin. Because what do you MEAN

My religion is kevin offering to watch neil so he can drink on thanksgiving. In french. And then nicky going "omg neil is making the face kevin can be nice?????!?!??!" Which is hilarious because it implies that Neil really isn't as stone cold as he thinks, and he basically canonically reacts like a deer in headlights whenever someone does ANYTHING remotely nice for him.

matt: oh neil i bought this soda i know you like when i went to the store earlier

neil:

When you start reading “The Cruel Prince” and the prince is in fact cruel

I find it so funny that Neil had the breath to insult Riko, but not to literally save his life lol.

“what if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?” good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesn’t make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know it’s okay if what you think about yourself changes.

remember kids

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See you inside. Or not. 

i was so scared for him

A doodle from today, from the fic “The Sun Still Rises” by Mordax on ao3. Love the Josten brothers so much

This might just be my brain being weird, but I find it so funny that Jean would say this. Because, in another life, Nathaniel would have been number three, and Jean would have been four. But this is the only version of the story that Jean doesn't die, the one that he is three instead of four.