Mithrun's Desire To Live In A World Where He Has No Enemies Or People Who'd Harm Him Makes Me So Incredibly

mithrun's desire to live in a world where he has no enemies or people who'd harm him makes me so incredibly upset, but it's a very important piece of the puzzle. the guy clearly was plagued by paranoia and/or anxiety to such unhealthy degree that his biggest desire was… to not have it? i mean, pretty much every bit of extra material confirms that he had troubles with being vulnerable and could never truly trust others, of course, but if it truly was his biggest wish? (if the translation is correct, i mean). it's just. heartbreaking.

because obviously the demon was gonna use it, play the games with him: one day everything is fine and you feel secure and the next day something is starting to feel off. the paranoia would never stop. he'd build hidden passages everywhere in his home just to have safe places. he'd get rid of everyone in his life. turning his partner into a chimera who'd protect him (literally his own words), but still not trusting them enough to be in his bed. and after all these twisted games, after all these defenses were built, the demon couldn't care less of them, it just… intruded into his bedroom and ate right through his body, the last protection he had.

Stop the hate

Eyyy I see some of y'all hatin on the earth gems. Especially on Sensei, Cinnabar, and Bortz, and Euclase.

I know you’re all like “Phos just wants for all the dust gems to come back, and he also wants everyone to be happy.” But he also destroys others in the process.

Antarcticite was taken because of him, the Amethyst twins were almost taken because of him too, Ghost was chipped off because of him, Bortz lost his hair, Cairngorm is now in a toxic relationship with Fuckmea, started a war with the earth gems, caused Rutile to go insane for taking Padparadscha, Yellow is now more depressed than ever, and other shiz.

The gems can’t see a good thing that Phos has done.

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shadyrainy

2 years ago

Omg!!! Leaks from the next Mafuyu event????

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shadyrainy

2 months ago

I'm reading the Gift From the Princess Who Brought Sleep novel for the first time and--

WHAT DO YOU MEAN MARGARITA IS 16. SHE IS A WIDOW. SHE HAS PRESUMABLY BEEN MARRIED FOR A WHILE. HER FATHER HAD HER MARRIED AS A CHILD (13-14?????) NOT IN SCHOOL NO JOB LIVING WITH AN ADULT MAN AND HE TRADED HER FOR A NOBLE TITLE FOR HIS FAMILY AND HER HUSBAND AND FATHER HAVE CONTROL OF HER FINANCES.

AND YOURE TELLING ME

SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE EVIL?????????

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shadyrainy

8 months ago

You know who should have had more interaction with Mithrun? Chilchuck

Dadchuck would have activated so fast.

Mr. Know-Your-Worth Tims who hangs out with Mr. Take-Care-of-Yourself Senshi all the time would have had that self-esteem up in no time.

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shadyrainy

11 months ago

"never lonely prosecution king"

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shadyrainy

5 months ago

she so deserved a 4* oml

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shadyrainy

2 years ago

Compilation Of My Sysmfy Hc Sillies From Twitter..

compilation of my sysmfy hc sillies from Twitter..

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shadyrainy

1 year ago

Haha hello crispy nation i’ve returned and given you christopher with Sharp teeth because 90% of people i draw have sharp teeth and i cant Not add them

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shadyrainy

1 year ago